Why am i getting ideas for a second sentence of presence for one of my all but disposable player characters why is it solely because they were most prominantly a chemist and now i have a love potion/sex pollen contrivance engine

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I did the "Underwear ad with your toons" thing!! So I did some underwear golems! 😁 Here's Aurick, Corric, and Slaine; modelling for y'all in their bests (Not that Slaine usually wears any tbh)! 💜 #zweiart #zweinsfwart #OCsky

oh no i'm thinking about seabed of night again

There is also a recurring corner of this that like.... the hentai parody zone type of shit because i really don't like going full AU or what if but i also a] find horny doujin contrivance type stuff genuinely endearing and b] I Want These Two To Fuck goddammit. Me @ Myself Bitch You live Like This

honestly its kind of funny how i've been [gestures vaguely] about my own sexuality and how to approach it basically forever and like, Decembert and Brisant are my only characters that even have any kind of reference to a sex life but that reference is "they probably have it sometimes"

the majority of my ocs, even the game characters, were made with some kind of lewd self-idulgence in mind and then i completely failed to utilize them as such as they all grew proper personalities and stories shoutout to the shapeshifting tentacle creatires i'm 2 for 2 on WHy Are You Doing This

theres nothing quite like dissecting yourself whenever your daydreams get a little too optimistic. a million legitimate reasons to preserve the stability i have but its so isolating

i need a proper self insert avatar thing just to be painfully less subtle about things but at the same time do i /really/ want to deprive sendag of even more. the first time i ditched them they were at a similar impasse and i couldnt stand what they represented but it'd suck to just do that again

gonna have to imagine whatever they were crafting still came up 1 point short @sdmax300.bsky.social

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And here's that #adart you ordered #ocs My vampire girl is just a freak scent kink lover, having just messily fed and taking some time to indulge herself in an obsession over her previous night's meal.

You ever look at your oc and think: "you need to be utterly, completely and thoroughly railed."?

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📹 #oc

commission

grey it was originally going to be a plain background but I got a bit carried away

spared another spiral by digging a bit and actually finding a manu that makes decent dark skintone kig suits even if the prices seem sketchily low Just like knowing its an option

showerthoughts today of trying to figure out some closer approximation to daily interaction digitally as a kind if litmus for more physical possibilities but it needing to be a deliberate effort as opposed to just a concession of physically being in the same space feels like i'm trying way too hard

its something ive been rolling around for a while but current events make me want to reconsider if not outright shed sendag's ice element themeing its already thin enough as it is and hasnt been super relevent for quite some time but ive been needing some kind of threshold to break for them

Rosie with Sord

a design space that keeps getting away from me is my shapeshifting tentacle creatures that [at least initially] take on forms like certain friends' ocs with the express purpose of shaming myself for it but it turns out you can do some really funny things with those concepts

明日は大丈夫ですかねえ・・・

I should just go repost or reskeet the things i've already drawn when i get the urges to go draw the same bullshit for the infinite time. or just condense it into one thesis and stop being a little pussy about it

i've been feeling the kind of stuck here again where there's the things i would be doing but they're some combination of stale and generally not constructive. and then what, and then what, and then what

those girls making pudding were right if nobody's looking at you you disappear

so are these things actually pleasant to use or are they a thing meant to look better in porn

Fungal Feature #1! 🍄🎨 Supporters always have a chance to get their OC or favorite blorbo drawn as panels or as part of a doodle board like this one! 💜 First edition had to be a bunch of naked men... 😅 #zweiart #zweinsfwart #ffxiv #ffxivnsfw #bara #pathfinder #falseskies

the sine wave oscillates as it does but man i can't say it hitting a low of "i domt even want to dignify any of my own ideas because everything i want is strictly things outside of me" is really annoying. stuck between 0 and 1 on the premise that i can reach 2 from here

In the service of not being a contrarian stick in the mud every other day ive been keeping to myself as a courtesy but thats a lot easier when you have stuff to occupy yourself with

For the last time it's called the endoscopy department not "the ass hole department"

having a bit of extra dosh but I have to go scribble out refs for the stuff i wanttttttttttttttttt rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

remember to lock the door, or at least seek out a room with any sort of door

that one harpy merchant maybe one day she'll make it into a game

scrolled through an artist on skeb of the "i draw your ocs as animals" types and ive never really had that chromosome for blorboification but then again i never liked any of them as much as i do Liss and he's extremely wolfdog coded [I have matches for this, cut that out]

purple x 4

🫵😠 #DivineBestiary

Really wish i could have fantasies and ideas that arent so embarassingly specific

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lore amounting to "my oc is most similar to a sausage"

Some lizard girl arts. I'll get into the spicy drawings of her maybe later in the month. Certainly within a few weeks. I've got a lot of ideas for her and I'm projecting myself into her so damn hard it would be concerning to any person with normal emotions.

Liss asks them about where they're from and the worlds they've been to to get to know them better and also to try and figure something out for himself only to learn they're just as aimless as he is but also sendag's memories of what they considered home are more distant than they'd prefer

hornsx6

rolling around the ideas of "sendag explains/gets prodded on their understanding of their situation/their plan and to the other party its the bleakest thing they've ever heard and wonders how sendag puts up withvit" and on said prodding sendag faces with things they never had a chance to consider

aello [reading while not wearing something that covers anything ver.]

Just think if i wasn't a decrepit coward right now i could still be sitting in my room like this but i could be winding dow from travelling and potentially having the best [or the worst] time of my life I don't deserve flavours

i had 5 days off and i did not do anything with them

ただいまあ、さむももー