compound fx of anything r stacked

meditating in a taxi every time lol

got a singular alphonso mango and my life is made

sewing needles >>>>>>>>

the only needles i like r sewing needles

have u ever had all the bodega guys looking out for (yes) they call themselves spati dudes tho

at eight hours of the night, there is a crazy plane sound above my apartment and I don't think I'm hallucinating but it sounds like a war plane and I'm just wondering, can anyone else in berlin hear this or is this just what airplanes sound like these days?

heard (tiktok) we r only maturing biologically around 30 into adulthood lol hmm if maturity includes adult puberty then this tracks

pls enjoy this teaser i made for YOU OF my cabaret piece premierING tomo 🎭 #performance #art #cabaret #theatre #ogak #graduation #showcase #oozinggloop #maansijain #performanceart #berlin #germany #de #tatwerk #nk #sunday #vip #vvip

on saturdays they vaccuum which has become more irregular but still the rhythm of it is somehow a bummer

doing my first cabaret this sundayyyy in a graduation show case my piece is called «rihanna's number one fan» #studying #sunday #kunst #berlin #performanceart #cabaret #art #theatre

remember being twelve and discovering frank sinatra hired girls ur age to scream at his concerts to seem more famous and important and suddenly understanding the power of ur taste and marketing at once

*goes to one performance art workshop*

more examples of brilliant ppl being visually unaesthetic yet art directed in their chaos is on my own mood board now in my own werq

love beauty nonsense and beauty brainworms but the truth is i love tina fey and tiny blonde woman in big bang theory showing how personality and intellect is more compelling and i would argue we need more representation of that bc beauty is an energy and only skin deep

imagining maligning bitterness out of bitterness yes yes here we are

today my studies led me to the concept of SACRED MEDIOCRITY which is maligned only by bitter curmudgeons who won't spend their money on loving themselves and prefer the dopamine of bitching bitterly

i love studying

goals

expressing not impressing ?!!!!!!?!!!!!!

hello yes

ummmmmmmmm yah

like do u ever text ur grandma a song that reminds u of being three and dancing and she knew u then

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one side fx of moving around a lot is i forget ppls default setting is not to try to understand things they don't know bc in their childhood it was all obvious and belonged to them and i used to think that was dumb but it's just efficiency

internet soap opera of the week: following and unfollowing and following to get someone's attention instead of just DMing is ????? 😆 new behavioral pattern unlocked and witnessed and now i wonder if this is bc it looks like he has a gf who looks like me an it's plausible deniability

ummmmm

so don't tell me the friction is negligible

i use friction to kill bacteria

like i can't ignore friction ! even if i like math !!!! and i wont apologize !!!!!!!!

well in a math equation where t is infinity then sure what is the line between any two points where delta t but idk irl what this becomes practically

how can everything be happening all at once

it's math/modes of thinking i have not soaked in but will b a fun hobby when i have time

non linear time i need to sit with longer

when i meditate i wonder if i saved myself in the past every time and my ego is big enough that if time isn't linear then yes i do save us

imagine having time to stalk ppl tho how gratuitous

one wonders if the art of the internet lurk has evolved since the early days and 1984 will call and say it was science then now it's just stalking

to that summer camp cutie who subbed i say ty and i hope ur still pushing beds together for ur roommates now

yes i do notice who finds my substack and when its from my vibe coded seo roided landing page i can tell and i am pleased

spending money on urself in the form of private tutoring is shockingly fab and i only did it once to lear illustrator bc usually i was tutoring so it never occurred to me to hire one

so fab that the other class mate didn't show up bc then it was private tutoring 🤓

tricky bc to do it fr u gotta be accredited which takes many more hours but i have been doing a lot of already so

tomorrow i close level 1&2 of eft tapping somatic healing and i am now a certified practitioner ✨

next week i take a cabaret workshop 🤓

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for the emotional baggage esp skumbagh.com

pleased to be in study mode

devastatingly have to sleep bc i have a workshop tomo AM like noooooo

so hyped lol omg the dopamine has crested and swished

someone said don't devalue ur output by basing it on time and im like yeah no need to couple time and value