i think i have certain words muted and then i see another variation of the word that breaks containment and triggers me i love it

ugh hating my past self for telling my brother/nephews mom that i'd watch the dogs for free while they go on a week trip lol

hey guys i promise not everyone needs dunking on. really. just let it go. they don't need 8 replies telling them they're annoying from full grown adults

what i need so bad is a proper night guard for my teeth but theyre so expensive bruh why is dental shit SO EXPENSIVE

my brother said earlier most of his early life he was either grounded or in the military and then my other brother said "what's the difference"

its so funny genuinely when my brothers and i can laugh about how our childhoods were like we are being kinda ironic because they sucked but we have a solidarity because of it

i meant to post it here that i have internal monologue echolalia like all the time. like v said to me "aw she likes you" the other day it won't stop repeating in my head lmao

genuine question i thought follower counts couldn't go down on here

you ever read a post and your smile just drops

why the ever living fuck am i hearing fireworks 🤬

oh thank fucking god it's gonna be in the 60s tomorrow

my nephew was being so sweet and fun today i love him. i also love the most when it's mainly just us hanging out cause i feel like we can bond better than when my brother or extra family is around u know

i kept hearing a weird noise near my fireplace, i go over and look and see a bumble bee in this box that i leave out for dorito to play in?? literally how. so i brought it outside and put it by a flower he seemed to try and climb in it but idk

watching the wailing (2016)

i need to stop replying to posts with this account i don't want anyone to find me. god damn fuck shit why can't we have private accounts

also btw i deactivated my other acct temporarily bc im a coward

i thought our ac was breaking but then i changed the filter and i think it's fine lol

my dad stop being a piece of shit challenge: impossible

my parents not argue while my nephew is here challenge: impossible

i just saw an account that has "over 30 dni" help thats so funny to me

icing on the cake tonight is being liked on hinge by the cutest girl ever she looks granola and then i scroll and it says MODERATE!!!!!!!! BITCH

or meet any of yall really

my dream would be to have an oomfie meetup

so many people on reddit are saying they get strong depression and suicidal thoughts after they get infusions i see now why my dr was a little hesitant at first because of all the side effects

also i'm sorry to keep going on about the iron infusions but im reading that a lot of ppls mood is affected by them, because low iron and anemia can make you feel depressed right so my body is reacting to trying to figure out what the hell is going on

i wish so badly i could smoke weed bro like i want to do the action of inhaling it so bad 😭

i haven't had this low and bad of a day in quite a while honestly. could be a multitude of things also causing this. one being i'm extremely exhausted and when i'm this tired everything feels awful

SORRY guys slight crash out im ok im ok

i'm not really suicidal but i'm very low at this moment it ok yall

my dad is wacked out of his mind on pain killers he gives me a $10 bill to go buy a card and a snickers for him, i see that the candy is $2.19 for one or $2.50 for too i thought ill just grab 2 not doing the math. it was $10.15 🥲

i feel like i'm always looking at my period app and seeing 9 days til period like it's groundhog day

how am i already back at 9 days before my period. i live in hell i am being tortured

idk maybe i'm too sensitive but im scared to even ask anyone else about it because what if they're bffs lmao

and yes i know people deal with trauma in different ways but it's like ok the way certain ones are dealing with it is not sitting well with me and im sorry

i'm ngl there's multiple mutuals i have that i can't tell if they're joking and even if they are the jokes are fucking unhinged in a bad way. like not funny unhinged like severely actually unhinged.

i see my provider next week we shall see

methinks i may need to up my lexapro?? idk man

back to the kissing thing i'm just saying i think im a good kisser idk

let me see that post one more time of that guy asking me if i like dick 😭 NOT

ok all i'm saying is my lips haven't touched another's lips in over 5 years and this is an issue

trying to not worry all day off and on why my friend hasn't answered my text from yesterday how to fix this and be carefree

i hope than man who was disgusting and nasty to me dies actually

DOMT JUDGE MY SWEATY GROIN GUYS

deadass queer platonic is just a friend is it not lol

who up tweeting about groin sweat

hoping to god it's cause of the iron infusion because it did start friday evening after i got the infusion

i've changed my undies twice today because the right side of my groin loves to sweat it's always that side

ummm my crotch is sweating and i'm gonna kill myself why is this happening

wow i was really sad last night who was that

just in my feels at 1am don't mind me