If things don't get better in 4-5 years I'm out. Sometimes you just have to accept things

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

May the heat kill me

What is there left, but to wipe yourslef

Nothing tQHat I want to do, nothing that will bring me autonomy. I can't even get married because I know I would not love someone enough for that. And I know no one should have to bear my apathetic presence. I have no idea what to do, I have no idea what can bring a secure future. And I am too

I'm tired of people asking me if I know where I'm going because I'm forced to tell them that yes Iknow but I don't; I have no idea. "Will you enjoy this?" Is enjoyment even supposed to come into consideration? I don't know, I'll know when I'll get there, but maybe this will lead to nowhere

As a whole I think my life doesn't have a definite purpose, and I myself am very apathetic about a lot of things. But I know cancer's one the rise and that I will probably die of it before old age. It lifts a weight off my shoulders!!

I should change the username since I'm just venting here but i'm lazy ok. Anyways sometimes I want to draw detailed things but I remember it hold no purpose so i just kinda give up. Right now I want to drawpkmon. I loved pokemon. Still love it now but ti's not the same. Ooooh pokemon diamond ily

Never looked prettier than when I stopped recognizing myself in the mirror.

I love the french vanilla1 room and everyone in it. Thank you for these last few good days of 2025. Thank you thank you thank you thank you

And I think that'll be enough for the stuff I wanted to post but not on my artblog. For the rest, it will be posted along the month of September/October by the same username on Tumblr (cf. pinned) For contact, prefer Tumblr. ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

unifhsined too

// gore ? intrusive thoughts ? Something like that. Unfinish

this one ended with the wrong colors because of a layer error, but it gave a very nice palette

// gore

Hit image limit on tmblr + I have another drawing with the same exact pose

Some stuff from when I played Crystal Clear

unfinished

Anyway, read Hi no Tori. I won't ask you to watch Kemono Friends because 3D anime repels a lot of people and it's either 'it touches you or not', but Hi no Tori is an important read if you are a manga fan. Or at least read something from Tezuka. He drews a lot, and it's very dynamic.

If you see someone french with the french flag on their handle, there's 80-90% chances they're racist. Block them. If they have "⚜️", block them too. Racists too.

I am sure a picture like this already exists, but I couldn't find it so I remade one

I left Umineko open when I went to sleep and now the "in-time game" is completely messed up. Ah...

Bourrez mon corps d'explosif à ma mort, qu'il explose pendant la crémation et qu'il ne reste rien de moi

Anyways, now that everything is scheduled I think the only blog I'll drawing is the ship one. I mean, when your brain makes up an entire new kanji for the ship name in your dreams, you just have to kneel. Well, it happened last year but acceptance is a long process.

.flow (2009) sugar hole

There is some dread when you schedule a post for october

kuso

youtu.be/361GUUBHH5Y it got 1M views, so let's celebrate by sharing it again

Anyways, sheculded my Tumblr for almost every day of September. Finally, i am clean.

Shit

I'll use this website/account to post stuff I don't want on the artblog too. Because wether it is true or not, I consider that there isn't anyone here. Hidden. Good.

Old

Gap Moe. It's always gap moe.

F-fossils bro... It can't be...