Y’know, there’s some kid out there who’s gonna play a lot of Star Fox 64 on his Switch 2, and the cycle will begin anew.

I think it’s even worse. It might be gluten. God save my poor soul.

It was really rough today I can’t lie. I’m not feeling good and that made me sloppy and it was just not a good experience.

I hate having to ask coworkers for things because I always feel like I’m being a bother. I just want to curl up in a corner and fade away

ugh, yearning again. I wish I could've been born differently.

When I was younger I used to always wrap my towel around my chest after getting out of the shower, until one time my dad told me that it was weird how I would do that. From then on, I would wrap my towel around my waist, but still cover my chest with my arms because it just felt wrong otherwise

Thank you Culver’s chicken tenders and fries for being dairy free truly I could not have made it this long without you. Tonight I will try eating cheese again and see what happens

mid jack started wondering if my mild paranoid delusions were something to worry about sooner rather than later which led to me thinking what if I started seeing hallucinations and how scary that would be to then freaking out because I thought I saw something in the dark that wasn’t really there

I think animal crossing new leaf was one of my first personal exposures to crossdressing. That’s a memory from my childhood I can definitely distinctly remember.

Me and bestie youtu.be/6MJCPAt13vw?...

I’m glad I’m alive in time for the world to end and all that

I really need to be held by someone right now

what the fuck is a dirty soda I only drink water

Interacted with the wrong kind of posts a few too many times and now my Twitter feed is a lot more transphobia than usual. Yay.

wearing a blindfold during sex not because of a kink thing but because if I get even a little bit distracted the mood is gone

Why couldn’t I have known sooner. It’s caused me so much pain. I couldn’t accept being trans as a possibility because if I was then I would’ve known sooner so it can’t be that. It had to be something else because I would’ve known otherwise.

burger in one hand, estrogen in the other yup, I’m #transgender

I'm starting to realize that there's a potential I've developed a lactose intolerance and that fucking terrifies me

work requiring me to use Windows 11 is reradicalizing me

microdosing exhibitionism by walking around my apartment in short shorts while my curtains are open

The steam controller seems cool and is probably something I’d use often, but 100 dollars is a lot to spend on something that I might dislike ergonomically

what’s a girl gotta do to get 5 years of progress in her transition in the span of only one actual month

don’t make me cry

is risk of rain 2 malebrained or fembrained

FF3 finally playable

I wish I had bigger boobs

the ultimate doom scrolling set up

is it weird that I'm considering downsizing my main computer monitor from a 32" to a 27" right now I'm using a 32" and a 27" and I'm considering moving to two identical 27" monitors sometimes the 32" almost feels a bit too big, but I wonder if I would miss it for the times I do game at my desk

Fedora 43 update messed up my laptop and I suddenly find myself reconsidering my pro-Linux stance

holy shit man this state is fucking awful

what if instead of drag-on dragoon it was called fag-on and goon

I was a bit hasty with the injection today and had more fluid leakage than usual. Oh well.

walking around your apartment in your underwear is so liberating

It’s fun to look back through my Twitter account because I was venting some of my worst self hatred and then turning around and thinking “well, what if hrt isn’t right for me?” I may still have some self image issues and worries about the future, but I’m so much better off now.

It’s Ashley btw that I’ve been using. Even have my username on a few websites set up as drashleygard because I’m a cringe ass nerd. I just don’t know if a different name is something I could actually get used to in real life. and it would just be more of a burden on my family/acquaintances.

Sonic Boom the tv series has made itself into an essential part of my brain chemistry

oh there’s an industry wide shortage on my estrogen prescription? oh that’s okay, why don't you just take me out back and put me down then

the Background Sounds setting on my iPhone is so cool. Instant white noise whenever I need it, which I find to be helpful when it comes to focusing on things. I like the Ocean setting :)

although I don’t necessarily need to, I’ve considered trying out a different name a few times. I‘ve used it several times when setting up homelab stuff but haven’t said anything about it to anyone irl. In a way it just feels selfish to ask that much of everyone I know

thanks to iCloud+ and its Private Relay feature I can once again look at Adult Content on Bluesky without needing to do any bullshit age verification. yay!

this is me and I’m fully aware of it

Did my injection while spectating oomfie @drdoofus.bsky.social on Marvel Rivals. No blood, but I couldn’t just not use one of my cute new bandages anyways

going out without a jacket on… I feel so exposed

ugh I feel like such a pervert crossdresser when I play around with different outfits in my apartment but then say "okay well I gotta put on normal clothes now to go somewhere" but like I am nowhere near passing yet and I unfortunately do not have the brazen confidence of a femboy

can women be bears

Ugh my butt hurts and not in the fun way. Maybe I should consider getting a standing desk, I’ve wanted a new desk for quite some time now. Just not really sure how I would deal with the old one.

all play is temperature play when your hands are always freezing cold

I wonder if things would be better for me if I just didn’t use social media. Or at least uninstalled the apps from my phone.

I know I shouldn't have expected Pokemon Showdown but I do think it's a bit of a shame that Pokemon Champions hasn't had a spectacular launch. I haven't played competitive Pokemon in quite some time but I really did enjoy it back in the day, and this would've been easier to get my friends on.

I need to be more like Sisyphus Prime