This is a huge risk considering Paul and I have only dated for a few months, but I can't deal with my toxic parents anymore. We got a marriage license on Monday. Wedding date TBD. It'll help me through any visa nonsense and with citizenship stuff. I'm selling my house back home and moving in too.

NOT my fucking parents showing up to Minnesota crashing my boyfriend's bar because FUCKING CASEY tipped them off and gave them all his information.... And then being given the riot act and being asked why I don't aspire to "date better"...

Unfortunately, Law and Order isn't where it ended and it SUCKS. I hate it so fucking much. How much longer just this shit continue? I'm so tired of Prodigal Inc and their garbage now

Tonight's shenanigans were... something else. On top of the fact that my parents... my god. They saw the incident where Paul got KO'd by Katy Sorley. Their first comment was "He doesn't look like someone worth dying over". NOTHING about whether I was okay. NOTHING! WHAT THE FUCK?

IF I COULD GO A MONTH WITHOUT SOMEONE ASSOCIATED WITH PRODIGAL INC TRYING TO FUCKING DROWN ME, THAT WOULD BE FUCKING NICE FOR ONCE. FUCKING HELL, I'VE HAD IT WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT!!!! COME AFTER ME YOU FUCKING COWARDS, I'M THE WRESTLER! GOING AFTER MY BOYFRIEND IS FUCKING WEAK SHIT! #festivus121

Growing confidence... Paul has photographer talents! 😘

Whatever. Whether it's my parents or Prodigal Inc, Season 7 will be a brighter chapter that will ERASE their negative nonsense. With Hayley retired and no more attachment to Casey, S7 will be my time to finally shine out of the shadows I'd been in for more than a decade!!!!!

When you return home and your parents are waiting for you on the front porch. Did they ask how I was doing? Express concern about what Nicole put me through recently? Their first question... "Why didn't you tell us about this guy you're seeing?" Are you kidding me? Why are they like this?

Seeing Paul again was great!!! He owns a bar in downtown St. Paul (...oh god the coincidence and the jokes) near where the Wild play their hockey games and I got this tour of downtown and we got to see fireworks by the river and it was an amazing time and... ok I gotta stop gushing LOL ❤️

Regarding the Hayley Halsey news, I will be honest. After the whole NFW/Japan thing, we were never close friends again. I forgave her and we were able to work together again (WPW, Vendetta 5), but it was never going to be the same. I hold no malice or evil toward her. May she find peace.

That's a #Minkalana sweep baby!!!!!

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!! It's like I said, bullies never win!!!

I've endured far too much bullying and nonsense. Honestly, I am tired of Casey, tired of Nicole. Tired of all the shit they say on Twitter about me. Whatever care in my soul I still had for Casey has eroded away. Tonight I prove I BELONG and that I DESERVE to live out my dream. #bulliesneverwin

I better start to prepare for my next career... 😂

Why does she want me to expose myself that bad?

🎵 "Don't you.... forget about me!!!! 🎵 #breakfastclub

Scratch this... Fate for some reason decided Paul and I were meant to meet each other because he saved me a ton. I will not quit. The bullies aren't going to win. My light will shine bright. Nicole will not win at Vendetta. She will NOT take my dream away from me!!!! GAME ON BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will never wrestle again... I'm done... Prodigal Inc. wins.... Now just leave me alone. I'm done...🥺

I don't know how much more of this I can take. My personal life is none of their business. ...and then the word "SKANK" being spray painted on me while I was down....

I found a BlueSky setting where I can actually prevent logged out users from reading my page here. So, I've activated that setting. That means certain people can no longer read my account and go on another platform to treat me like shit. If they make an account here, instant block. I've had it!

Paul had to go back home to Minnesota over the weekend. I miss him. 💔😢

// Changed Alana's base. Lack of pics is one thing, but that generally doesn't get to me. But social media behavior? Yeah, that does. From a personality standpoint, there was no fit with Alana. Alana is supposed to be a kind-hearted woman that wants to better herself and the old base... um... no...

Funny how when I won the Electric Honor title, you called me a "pretender" because you got taken out before the cluster match happened. But I'm still around. You? You ran away when you couldn't win the big one. So who was the pretender, really?

Like a certain former friend would say... "Haters gonna hate"

New theme drop! 👀 www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KHy...

Paul and I had an amazing time tonight in Copenhagen for you stalkers that don't have an account but log on here to read what I post 😘

I am not into women, contrary to my parents and their stupid, unjustified fears. But one of my best friends is bi, and my best ally/friend in 5BW is lesbian. You have an ally in me!

My parents (father especially) are toxic. I told my father about Paul and it was something like this. Me: I'm talking to this guy, second date plan. Father: Thank God. Me: ??? Father: Your mother and I were worried you were into women. Me: FUCK OFF! IT'S 2025!!!! *Hangs Up*

Until the last couple of nights, including last night, I had forgotten the wonderful feeling of staying up late and talking to a date on the phone for hours. I find that I really like Paul... like... a lot! I can't wait to see what Copenhagen brings when we get there.

Photoshoot... ❤️

Stunned. Speechless. I don't know what to say. I remember 12-13 years ago in my early wrestling training, Luciana and Allison were THE dynamic duo... completely inseparable. Allison was even an inspiration of mine to be a public relations person in my own right. I have no way of rationalizing this.

I just have to accept it. Casey Holliday is gone. Well, the friend that I trained with is gone, I should say. Unless she seeks help and finally gets over the events of 2021 when she was "pre-showed" and lost to the guy with the raccoon mascot, the friend I once knew is gone. It's sad, but true.

I wish Casey didn't become what she's become. There's no reason for her to be so mean spirited

That's another defense in the books with the Electric Honor Championship yesterday. But with everything with Nicole and Casey heating up, it's not going to get much easier.

Thrilled to once again retain my title... And you know, Minka's really not that bad honestly.

I am concerned about someone with authority working with someone in regards to training for a world title match. Am I wrong or is that conflict of interest? I don't know. It feels weird to me.

That's an automatic block.

Tonight could've gone so wrong. I don't know what has gotten into Casey at this point. The girl I used to know is long gone. I'm so sorry to Minka for doubting her intentions. I'd have been humiliated horribly if it wasn't for her...

A year ago... After so long in the Indies, I finally got on mainstream TV for the first time as a contracted wrestler. Sadly, one person shit on that experience. Written off as "boring" when I was never given a chance, then retaliated against for speaking up. Not the best of times at all. However..

I wish I knew what Minka's motives were but I just... don't trust her. Not with the past that she carries...

It's about to become one year since I did the wrestling world a favor and retired Dustin Mendoza from professional wrestling by beating him in a match in 3.58 seconds! ❤️

It's another 5BW match day! I've got another title defense (Electric Honor), this time against Larissa Johnson. Honestly, I wish it was her sister I was defending against. She's at least kind of an honorable competitor. Larissa... *sigh*... her attitude is just nerve numbing to be honest.

Nope, I don't have time for someone like that on my feed.

I don't know how to feel. Tonight was eventful to say the least. I got another title defense. But then being attacked by my next challenger... the fact that she was trying to strip me... why? And then I got saved by a woman that has stripped other women and who previously assaulted me. 😕

Trivia: my name is actually Bianca, but there are so many Biancas in this business apparently... and ones that aren't liked. I felt like I'd be lost in all the Biancas, so in the ring, I go by my middle name of Alana instead.

Got that win against Shane! He really makes me sick. I can't stand toxic masculinity. I hope Veronica leaves him behind.

I'm in action tonight against 5BW FIGHT Champion Shane Pasquelle in a champions vs. champions match and I hate to say it, but the guy really bugs the hell out of me. He doesn't represent what a champion should be in my book and I'm only scratching the surface. I've got to have this match tonight.

At the start of this year, I finally broke into the mainstream audience after being on the Indy scene for more than a decade. Unfortunately, my first attempt at a mainstream company went sour pretty quickly. But with my first title in hand and a brighter future, I'm super optimistic about 2025.

I have left Efedder and came here.