˚₊‧꒰ა Kisses for Onyx ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ just a silly doodle for my lovely bf @notsodevy.bsky.social Onyx is one lucky guy

I feel horrible in my body.....due to the bruise on my arm and the eyebags along with my sickness....i want to vomit just lookin at myself...

I LOVE MY BOYFRRRIEENNDDD!! WAAAHHH! QwQ

˚₊‧꒰ა Behind the mask ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ a drawin of @notsodevy.bsky.social 's Onyx without his electronic mask! QwQ

˚₊‧꒰ა You warm my heart....໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ so uhhh...me and @notsodevy.bsky.social are officially in a relationship!! Devy is the most sweetest person i know...and i'm glad to have him by my side....despite everything we both been through...we got each other❤️‍🩹

god, i'm so mentally drained to hell and back....i don't know how much longer i can take all of this negativity happening to the point of me just wanting to break down and just cry......things are rough and i don't think i'll ever smile again....

somethin about this design is throwin me off..... i'm planning on potentially scrap this concept and design a new concept. i'm keeping the theme of a visual novel character trapped in said visual novel with no escape. I might keep the eye design though, cause too proud of it to remove it.

conflicted love.....is somethin i never thought i would experience..... i said i wouldn't open my heart for anyone.... but.... for some reason.... i love two people..... and..... i don't know what to do....

colored!

˚₊‧꒰ა Funny how you think I'm bothered...໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ been a long while since i've drawn my midnight assassin boi Seth, so i decided to fix that! have a random doodle of Seth in his assassin outfit QwQ

˚₊‧꒰ა Friendships don't last....໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH EVERYONE! I have this idea of sharing my own horror experiences regarding toxic friendships and how much it hurts. i'm calling this series of venting Shattered Soul

˚₊‧꒰ა 𝒮𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓌𝓅𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝟤໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Part 2 of a thread dedicated to drawing gimmicks on my strawpage (xolovesyndromeox.straw.page)

Queen of Thorns and Grief..... holy fuck, that's awesome as hell...!

had to delete my okaasan drawing because i didn't look too deep into the song, and been told it's something to do with an abusive mother, however, i'm currently workin on a replacement drawin to start off spooky month, apologies in advance.

im a bit sick.... so like imma be sleepy so constantly and i will be barely posting art for this reason, so i apologize for lack of art from me... hhh.

💜♱♡𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒮𝓎𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑜𝓂𝑒♡♱💜 ⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆♡⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆♡⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆ "𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉..." 𝐻𝒾 𝐻𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜, 𝑀𝓎 𝒩𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒴𝓊𝓊𝓃𝒶/𝑀𝓎𝓊 ♱𝒟𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝒜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓈𝓉 ♱𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝓈𝒾𝒸𝓀𝒹𝑒𝓇𝑒 💜♱♡𝒫𝐿𝐸𝒜𝒮𝐸 𝑅𝐸𝒜𝒟 𝒮𝒯𝑅𝒜𝒲𝒫𝒜𝒢𝐸 𝐵𝒴𝐹♡♱💜 xolovesyndromeox.straw.page ⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆♡⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆♡⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡𝓍𝑜𝓍𝑜♡

updated my strawpage to have a Before you follow section, please check it out here xolovesyndromeox.straw.page

˚₊‧꒰ა 𝒮𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓌𝓅𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝟤໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Part 2 of my thread dedicated to the text related gimmicks i get on my strawpage!

sonic variant for the fun of it.

bleh, i'm in the mood to answer and look at some more strawpage gimmicks, so send them my way! xolovesyndromeox.straw.page also i'mma make a second thread of these gimmicks (cause i'm tired of scrolling down the other one just to make a new post for the thread!)

˚₊‧꒰ა The Slaughter's mine!໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ (⚠️bright background!) Butcher Vanity but it's my persona cause i gotten into Butcher Vanity recently! >w<

˚₊‧꒰აMeet the Heartsickdere ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ an improved 2025 meet the artist cause the old one is SUPER OUTDATED! ngl, i'm pretty proud of this one

oh god... that one Mikusona design i had..... while i still love the style i was tryin to go for, i might need to make some changes

(⚠️suicide mention) I'm Self Destructive at heart...i would constantly hate myself and talk shit about myself....wishing i wasn't even alive and that i am just a waste of air...i would also want to end my own life...but my own fear stops me from trying...i'm a bittersweet soul...

˚₊‧꒰ა Internet-Addicted Girl ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ oops! forgot to post this here! The Official ref of my Phantom Heart yumesona , Myu! Myu is an anti social person who uses the internet to escape reality! #yumesky #yumeshipper #yumesona

˚₊‧꒰ა We could stop time and I'd fall in love with you! ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ A PhantomHeart drawin! This has to be one of my fave drawings frfr! >w< 💎❤️‍🩹 (Phaton belongs to my bestie @notsodevy.bsky.social ) #yumesky #yumeship #yumeshipping

updated my strawpage to have the theme fit the character i was using as my pfp and other things. No, that doesn't mean i'll stop using pink, cause i love pink! but yeah, check out my updated strawpage! xolovesyndromeox.straw.page

sorry for talkin about my strawpage so much...but...i'm so stressed out, depressed as fuck, and while the nap i took made me feel a bit more relaxed,i'm not having the best day...send gimmicks,but keep things positive, PLEASE..... xolovesyndromeox.straw.page

UPDATE: I CHANGED MY STRAWPAGE LINK TO HAVE A BETTER NAME, PLEASE GO THERE INSTEAD: xolovesyndromeox.straw.page

˚₊‧꒰ა CORRECTION AND APOLOGY໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ so i was reached out by a burner account belonging to Dove with them explaining themselves and i will be making a correction and giving an apology, cause i'm willing to admit i'm in the wrong, so yeah here we go(+)

I'm bored and mentally stressed out so.... send stuff to my strawpage maybe?? can be positive comments or art of... well anything really (except NSFW) hhh. just don't be negative due to my mental state, thanks! virtualdollie.straw.page

great.... woke up not feeling mentally well.... thinking the worst about myself....and so close to crying.... hahahaa.... how are yall....?

˚₊‧꒰ა The Internet is the fucking best! ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Fullbody of my #yumesona for my Phantom Heart Ship! Myu is a woman who is very addicted to the internet, socially anxious, and loves Phaton very much ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 #yumesky

˚₊‧꒰ა When Her Hedgie boi is Around໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ so I may have made an official design of my #yumesona to ship with Phaton! anyways Have a Myu when Phaton is around her.

˚₊‧꒰ა Thinking about him. ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Colored one of my doodles and made changes to it! Myu be thinking about a certain phantom boi

I might have updated my Strawpage a tad bit! please check it out! virtualdollie.straw.page

˚₊‧꒰ა Lovely Phantom Kisses ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Another Phantom Heart drawing!! Phaton be gettin kisses from Myu! Phaton belongs to @notsodevy.bsky.social #yumesky #yumeship #yumeshipper

with how much i drew of me with Phaton... i'm starting to think that i'm not even trolling anymore-

yo, i'm bored,so uhh i will now be accepting anon stuff on my strawpage related to my yumeship Phantom Heart (Phaton x Myu (me)), so if you have anything related to said ship whether it's text or art, send it my way! i will make a separate thread for it!) virtualdollie.straw.page

When you're thinking about your F/O. (this is such a stupid doodle i did lol) #yumesky #yumeshipper #yumeship

be doin a bit of trollin here hehe-

gee i wonder who wrote that??? hehe-

speedpaint! www.youtube.com/watch?v=j91N...

˚₊‧꒰ა The Phantom Protector ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Another Phantom Heart Ship art to comfort myself! I love this silly Phantom boi QwQ (Phaton(exe oc used) belongs to my bestie @notsodevy.bsky.social , human design by me!) #selfship #yumeshipping #yumeship

˚₊‧꒰ა Phantom Hedgehog ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ a redesign of my human Phaton design to make him look more like his own separate entity compared to his original counterpart! Phaton belongs to my friend @notsodevy.bsky.social ! >w<

˚₊‧꒰ა Phantomize my heart ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ a comfort Selfship doodle of myself and a human variant of my bestie @notsodevy.bsky.social 's exe, Phaton! Ship name: Phantom Heart Emojis:💎❤️‍🩹

˚₊‧꒰ა Falling apart in the pouring rain... ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ Another moment of me letting out my pain with doodles. Another Mason doodle, but this time, it's a Ice Nine Kills themed one.

˚₊‧꒰ა SEVERE HEARTACHE ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ a heartbroken form of my virtual sona that only appears when the heartbreak she faces is strong.

˚₊‧꒰ა CUT OUT MY HEART ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ ⑅:†· ♡ ·†:⑅ a Set it off themed Mason doodle to let out some pain..... there will be more doodles like this to let out all my pain....if you have a problem with it, ignore it...

I was happy to be loved... and now... i feel nothing but pain and despair....will i ever be happy again...?