I still feel like im on fire in the sense i need to keep talking what happens when you be yapping the whole presentation its nice though we get cards from the students about their thoughts and one came up to me on if i played tomo + someone liked that i mentioned hades

i was so scared to be teaching a class rn then i played touhou 8 and now im no longer anxiety ridden all i can think of is fuck you marisa (got a higher score though on practice mode yay, ate 4 bombs though)

TEHRES FICKING INSANE TRAFFIC OUTSIDE MY HOUSE ??????

Reminds me how much i hate wearing ao dai at times bc the ones my mom gets me are too tight around my chest and waist to the point i cant even bend down cant even get an oversized ao dai for men smh

I have a really cute shirt i can wear jokes on me though i have a massive chest so its like teardrop, do not tear i will cry

Just when you think your not struggling with dissociatjon anymore boom two days in a row where my mornings have been poof, 3-5 hours gone, what the hell sure

In the first time in nearly a month i ate 3 meals !!!!!!!!!

Minor rant I dont like when ppl go "your useless" when someone does something different/not correct like say that literally anywhere else but my face 💀

Finished star anis event Uuuuuuu....... uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

My mid experiences with group projects has to be examined with me entering a team with 2/5 transphobic ppl and the 5th being gone gone (never entered the class even once) and till this day with rushing slides day before teaching a class god help me this is so stressful

Anyways i need to strap myself in a room with rubber rats for the next couple of weeks involving like what 4 major assignments and 3 major presentations dont get me started with exams i know 2 are approaching me like asgore driving in his truck with a can of beer

I think about it and the 2 recent interactions with friends and them seeing my ocs for once -> one really liking minto and the other feeling emotional within couple hours feels so exhilarating for me idk how to describe it but a joy of creation and sharing process of ocs

Wow crazy how 2 meals a day and enough water doesnt make me feel like shit BSJKDJFJDJFDN and getting sleep...

apparently noir is getting a tv show, what the hell sure

i wanna make more keychains... casper gave me a taste of power

Depriving myself of food/water on accident/purpose for about 3 weeks is biting me in the ass rn curse my inability to take care of myself properly

Red light rn but i am driving with hate in my heart bc my sister school is a nightmare yo drive in and the fact theres mysteriously bad traffic rn

Mima doodle

I miss my fumo i didnt bring her today bc i got so stressed this morning

Another nightmare scenario is trying to grab something over a desk/table and knocking stuff over woes of having a big chest...

Im thinking about this long and hard and i think dorothy as a pinkie solos eylsia or at least rivals her i still think cyrene stays in the lowest level of hell with their character themes

Bored willing to eat mealworms type of boredom

also evil i have a paper draft due next tuesday and an exam on wednesday i havent studied shit for im cooked FUCKKKKKKKKKK FUCKKKKK I HAVE ANOTHER MEETING TOO AND IM PRESENTING FUCKKKDJDJJSJJDBSNS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭IM GOING TO CRACK AN EGG

theres an eustace plushie..? is there cassius too i wanna make them eat together ill learn how to make omelettes for this hj

I ate 2 costco hotdogs and a bowl of kale with some beef today

Whats up with skin care products having the worst optimal packaging ive ever seen its like 80% box and/or plastic for a bit of the product god help my ezcema ridden ass

Genuinely i love tt star so much 😭 damn nikke got hands with hownmuch effort they put into making tt star like an actual idol group that i actually want to support/love the members

Trying so fucking hard/remember to not say uuuu or uryuuuu in my gcs with my groupmembers rn ishowspeed, they can have my shitty misspellings but to see that in 4k is terrifying please never give attention to making sounds in text/irl

I need to play touhou izakaya again esp after new update drops + get good at patchouli fight bc shes beating my ass 😭😭😭 help me bruh her wood/fire spell cards

Gbf is that one game i feel like has the most grinding if you only like seeing number go up since like To read story fully you really dont need the most optimized team or all the rewards in events to enjoy the game imo unless you want to see number go up all the time or something

I feel like im in hell the more i think about my group projects in the sense of god where is everyone why am i so dysfunctional stares at laptop screen for 3 hours doing fuck all and worrying about adding a minor onto my major god...

Wish i could dress up more but im sooooo lazy

i keep looking at my exam grade for recent class and its so scary.... how did i manage to pass with a 92%////

The best date is taking your partner out to a trip at costco just to buy 1.50 hotdogs and to take a look at whats on sale

YEAGGGG I GOT MY LAST LMB THROUGH FREE PULL (ignore how i got the other two by gold tickets, 180 pulls ishowspeed)

I had the brillant idea of making an adwd sticker pack on signal when im not swamped with hw i will edit and do that bc i love casper adwd

discord being the slowest thing on my laptop pisses me off soooo bad it froze on me and procceeds to still have input/typing delays LET ME TALK TO PPL AND AVOID DOING MY ACTUAL WORK????

As much as ch45-46 in nikke main story was cool i seriously wish and hope the pace theyre going at doesnt continue/leak into next ones for those who know there was like at least 4-5 plotpoints within a couple hours/2 chapters 😭 For the pace they were going at it was still hype/good to read but-

I feel like the "im sorry women" from diary of a wimpy kid because im trying to make my partners oc in tomodachi life and i dont have a stylus i cant even take a photo im so embarrassed

been having a miserable time starting hw so i played love colored spark and had a fear response LMAOOAOAAO if hw is scary marisa's fight is scarier

I SURIVVE ONE OF MY HARDEST EXAMS 😭 NOW I JUST GOTTA NOT FLUMB THE FINAL PROJECTS TO KEEP AN A

Stupid gay ass fragrance gets their stupid gay movie on dvd/bluray so said stupid gay ass is checking if it works rn so they can be insufferable (its me)

I listen to love colored master spark every once in a while and i feel like a masochist remembering how hard that piece of shit is in t8 even on east mode i think reisen is easier marisa kicks my ass all the time yet her music for it is soooo good even if im visualizing the that fucking fight i hate

Read star anis is like ishowspeed at approaching incoming doom that we know happened its just real fucked up when you see it actually happening/shown and its not just mentioned/told to you

140 pulls no anis star yet someHOW

mightve been a mistake to drink caffiene bc my hand tremors are back like a mf but damn that milk tea was good so whateverrrr

im studying for my exam rn and i just got so upset about ocs why did i do that to myself i wanna cry over 2 blorbos i made up in my mind FUCKKKKKK

guess whos rushing reading another 200 pages worth of information + need to note take for an exam on thursday !!!!!!!!!!

I know nothing about lamorak but i got him on accident and hes so beautiful idk if hes actually wearing a long skirt but it looks like it and hes so handsome for it hits table bwuhhh hes like if a woman and a man had a baby