There's nothing quite so painful as realizing your inadequacy. Like when you fight day in and day out and realize that it might not ever be enough. You wake up to loss after loss, fighting so hard to have so little. But you have to keep fighting. I have to keep fighting for those who come after.

I’ve just been told about trains in Italy not running on time. My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

Happy New Year to us. There is not much further to go until we reach the happiness we worked so hard for. We are so close now and I won’t stop fighting until I’ve achieved all I’ve dreamed of. Thank you for being here.

Your path may wind through shadow, and the world may ask of you more than feels fair to give. But know this--at every bend, every stumbling step, every moment you fear and burn, I am here. Witnessing. Waiting. Believing. You do not walk alone. You never have💜 #VesLove #VesDraw base@/insengseabal

🦊NEW OUTFIT REVEAL SOON!!!!🦊 It's gonna be spicy?! 🌶️🦵 Yahoo Tomodachis! I'm celebrating my 1 year anniversary! I will also do a new introduction and a Q&A! ⭐️Link in comments! ℹ️ASK ME QUESTIONS (*ﾉ▽ﾉ) ▶️SUNDAY - MAY 18th - 5pm CET | 11am EDT | 8am PDT twitch.tv/tomoe_vt

How long do I have to say I’m sorry? Is it worth being a better man when you’re no longer around. How do I go on without you?

I’m going to be streaming next week! And maybe my first ever YouTube video will be up! We’ll see!

I want to start drawing again, but I think I’m too afraid of failure at the moment.

Disappointed since I've been using twitter as my main platform to promote my commission for a few years. Now I barely get views and request. I have slots open for #vtubermodel, #pngtuber, #refsheet, #illustration and more on vgen ➔ vgen.co/cvlnite repost and any form of support appreciated, ty ❤️‍🔥

I want to be perfect for him…

What are you writing recently? Or are you reading instead?

My latest read. It was my first holocaust novel. I was prepared not to like it, but it surpassed all expectations. It throughly entranced me and I was hooked from the very beginning. A well earned 5/5. It’s written beautifully.

All these new followers. Do you people just like red flags?

Loving someone seems… dangerous. I have decided to hate them instead. I want to be in control.

It’s 4am, I have a terrible migraine. I guess it’s time to get up and write.

It’s that time of year again. Pulling out my copy of A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens.

Oh yeah and you would think I would have been more careful, but literally the morning after this happened I fell down the stairs again rushing to my car to get to work. At least that time i landed on my feet. I won that time.

I don’t consider myself clumsy, but I did fall halfway down a flight of stairs in front of my delivery driver a couple days ago. That person probably thought I was on drugs because I got up like I didn’t just almost die. I went back upstairs closed the door and then said every swear I knew.

“Come here. I will write you into a perfect tragedy. You will be my masterpiece and your body a veritable canvas of self destruction.” Art by @racketballs.bsky.social

december commission slots are open ❇️ ⟶ vgen.co/cvlnite ―― #art #artcommission #illustration #vtubermodel #pngtuber

“The aim of life is self-development. To realise one’s nature perfectly — that is what each of us is here for.” - Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

Woah so many new followers out of no where! Thanks so much for the support! I appreciate every single one of you! ♥️

love animating simple idle animation for my GIFtubers spawn ―― #art #artcommission #vtuber #pngtuber #animation

sketch vs render ―― #art #wip #artcommission #illustration #pngtuber

It's official, I'm a GifTuber. Please give my father a lot of support. I will probably be the neediest of his children. Art by @calnite.com

I'm having a hard time finding books I want to read. So, I'm going back to my comfort zone and revisiting the Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde. It's my favorite book and it has literally changed the way I write and my life.

I’m probably just going to start posting about books. If that’s not your thing, I’m sorry. I just need an escape and right now it’s books.

“𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓰𝓾𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾.” Art by the lovely :@shikki_vt 🌙 on X ~ #NixyKirart #OC #Demon

Escape the backrooms collab with @/ruqivt starts in one hour I'd like to talk about my current situation before stream. TRIGGER WARNING! Domestic violence, homophobia. If you cannot handle topics like this, I'll swap to my Sakura model (see picture) so you know it's over! www.twitch.tv/tomoe_vt

Yes, Master? ψ(▼へ▼メ)～→

Who am I? Well, my name is Faren. I love writing, particularly gay/trans, Victorian-Gothic romance fiction. I am a real life librarian and have an unhealthy obsession with the aesthetics of the mid nineteenth century gentleman. Also a vtuber. 📖🪶 art by HamHamusuta