Good news is it seems the tik tok algorithm has fixed itself, so that’s neat

People were right, tik toks algorithm so broken or something, mildly annoyed, I like scrolling through it for like an hour before bed, they better get it fixed soon

Man I hate feeling like action paralysis, I’m just walking in a circle with no idea what to do, might just go to bed out of boredom lol

Finally got medication again, I’ve been without my ADHD medication for like a month, and I’ve went from laying on the couch playing video games all day back to making progress on all my projects again instantly

Ok so I drunk messaged 15 people between 12-2 am, I’m sure that will be fun to wake up to lol. I only messaged heartfelt messages of friendship so nothing weird but I don’t know how I’m gonna handle that lol

Well that was a nice hour of sending drunk messages to people, I’m sure that will be fun to wake up to responses to those lol

Happy new years!

This year has been odd and hard to recap. Objectively 2025 has been a horrible year for the world and so many people I know, lots of people have made posts about how hard this year has been for them. Which makes me feel bad for saying personally it’s been a really good year for me..

Today was my birthday, made it another year, I’ll have end of year thoughts closer to the end of the actual year

Hate feeling trapped in the “I don’t feel like doing anything” mood

Forgot to update on this app, but I’m about to get on a plane to India, a friend of mine getting married to his Indian girlfriend, so I’m going to that and will be away for 12 days

My game awards predictions are Expedition 33 sweep, easiest prediction of my life

I finished another chapter of my Fallout Equestria side fic! www.fimfiction.net/story/522794...

youtu.be/aNfhHK7AF7E my new scary hyperpop song is out for halloween!

✨It’s time to Pop Off! ✨ Welcome to a new creative collective dedicated to positivity, creativity, and connection! Bronies, furries, anime/video game fans, etc: come celebrate our favorite pop culture interests! Join us: discord.gg/KNRyWWuJqu #mlp #furry #furries #music #art

Came to the conclusion that I need to relearn how to make friends proactively, most of my life I’ve relied on other people approaching me first, and it’s one of the behaviors I need to make a change on, I need to be more annoying lol

Ok so I’m gonna post this here, but you can’t actually say anything about Mare Fair on Twitter without some random weirdo showing up in your replies, I’ve seen this happen to everyone who says even a mild complaint, very bot-like behavior honestly

I think this is where I’m at tbh

Recently I saw someone say that a lot of midlife crises are actually people going “fuck it” and embracing things they’d liked & wanted all along but were told in their youth they should abandon in favor of typical boring “responsible mature adult” things & I hope young folks now internalize that

#mlp season 9 episode 20

Lmao, had a few drinks to loosen up and go to some vr chat clubs, but I don’t know any place by name, so it was a lot of dead worlds or nsfw clubs which isn’t my scene. So now I got mildly tipsy for nothing

Started writing my own Fallout Equestria side fic! Im going to try to update it every few months www.fimfiction.net/story/522794...

Was doing a road trip and a poorly paved road did some minor damage to my car, it’s mostly cosmetic, but something I’ll have take care of when I get back next week

youtu.be/juRBTkf9uU4 new music time!

Superman is a really good movie, an easy 8/10

lol figures that I’m normally reserved and it takes a lot of energy to reach out and try to be social, but I’m a huge chatterbox when it comes to running defense when someone I’m cool with acts weird online, it’s 100% an autism thing, it’s an autistic impulse I have…

youtu.be/_cMdhTw4m3s?... an update video, there’s a link to a discord in here too

This might sound silly for someone like me to say, but I think I really slept on skrillex,I had heard skrillex songs before, but I hadn’t actually listened to a full album before, but I’ve had FUS like on repeat the past few days, it’s probably time for a deep dive lo

I’m putting together a little update video for my content, hope to have it done soon

I’m so funny

Insomnia sucks, wake up after 2 hours of sleep only to be unable to go back to sleep, worst part is I’m not even in a brain space to work on anything, just stuck in a weird limbo zone where the only thing I can do is mindlessly scroll on my phone for 6 hours

My computer bluescreened on me, there’s a high likelihood that I’ll have to reset the stupid thing, I’m very upset by this

neighhem rocked so hard it killed the pope

Finally after all this time

this is an insane picture btw

I need to stop being such a lurker lol

Working on something a little different

Ok so I made a snarky comment on Twitter about this, but the BABScon situation is actually really upsetting. 3 weeks out killing a major draw for the event is incredible. I was looking forward to an amazing concert, and I’ve never been to California, now it’s gearing up to be an awkward weekend

I love getting two hours asleep then spending 2 hours contemplating your life and then realize it’s a little too late to try to go back to sleep but it’s kind of too early to start your day

The official release for Yellow Feelings is now on band camp! skullbuster.bandcamp.com/album/yellow... Shout out too @iamblurain.bsky.social for lending his voice for One Way Street and for offering to improve the mix on the songs, and to @blitzyos.bsky.social for the cover art!!

Learning that algorithms change the way you think is like the bystander effect, once you learn about it, you’re less likely to engage in the behavior. Started seeking out the things I wanted to see instead of just waiting for it to pop on my feed, such an easy change

So ive been getting into art this year, and Ill post things I draw, starting with this thing I did last month, made a sort of edgy vaporeon character, I like how this one turned out #Art #Pokemon

I think I’m going to start art posting, seems like everyone is getting into art these days, and I have too coincidentally maybe I’ll share

I have a few streamer friends, but I don’t actually watch live streams very often, maybe I should change that

So, turns out the hidden/sensitive content filter Bluesky applies to certain posts, is not active on embeds, so oops

I’ll be real, I’ve been in a pit since the beginning of the year, I’ve become actively more withdrawn than I’ve been in awhile, despite making every effort to not be, I’m not active anywhere and I’ve joined 3 discord servers that I just lurk in, I’ll probably be ok, but man, im trying my best lol