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“i cannot fathom where those two got their stubbornness from ...”

(( in the “how are birby’s muses doing” side of things. main verse seb is living life on the edge. mh verse seb is doing okay—— somehow. good for him, he is doing way better than other seb.

“you know i cannot,” because, so long as the dreadwyrm continues on its endless pursuit for the remnants of these . . . sentient war-machina, are they?, there’d be no rest for her. for either.

“by the twelve . . . will you also be adding that one to your omnicron-plated nest?”

(( tfw you only learn in the second to last expansion that actually the eorzeans had the assignment of aetherial polarities reversed and in actuality light is the primordial force responsible for passivity and stasis while darkness is the primordial force that governs activity and growth

:hmmmmm:

( damn. )

“Anyhow, I am breaking my silence momentarily to share that it is Appreciate a Dragon Day and if you don’t do so your body may or may not melt into a puddle of blood and viscera.”

(( be me. wake up at 6 am. exist in the void for a few hours after. actually wake up and ponder the question: do you think ysayle shared her blood with her followers?

(( apparently while i zoned out i also typed up a very gibberish note on how great wyrm ysayle shoudnt look like papa hraesvlgr and instead when forced to ingest nidhogg's blood it triggers the ratatoskr blood too so shes like a corrupted variant of both

terrible time to learn that there is a statue of me being crafted bc i am fully prepared to expend every mote of aether i have to summon ravana

(( anyways. while seblice have their little not marrige proposal over there i need bsky to add drafts bc i cant keep tabbing onto my web browser on my phone when writting responses man

(( anyways. Since I lied out of my ass about being productive writing wise today, I’ll just do more lore reading instead 🤷

(( apparently I had writing a draft here on Ysayle’s great wyrm form [ as shown through the app preview ] and upon opening the app properly the mf refreshed lmao

(( you know what???? this is probably why she decided to kms bc like i would too if that were me

(( like look at this shit OH MY GOD IM GOING TO BLOW UP MY BRAIN

(( you know now that i know that ysayle is like 24 in canon it makes the whole being set up for failure much more devastating bc essentially she was groomed into thinking that she IS the incarnation of a great wyrm's wife and like nothing couldve corrected this assumption of hers because the echo

(( just like how Hien did not deserve Yugiri, Aymeric did not deserve Lucia

(( on today's agenda i gotta finish writing a blurb and then go into the political bs that is the ishgardian state of ruleship

(( going to change up my ysayle turns into a great wyrm idea to include it being a forced transformation by the inquisition. it is said that human to dragonkin transformations are only possible if the blood is willingly given but i do not think this matters if the blood is Nidhogg’s 🤔

(( anyways. while im sitting in a car I’ve gotta think of the different dark knight esteem epithets that’d demon whisper in her brain

(( anyways. I gotta change the thermal paste for my laptop today bc I’ve been putting that off for too long now 😓

(( "aevises, a word taken from the Enchiridion meaning “devil who flies.” avis unit is comprised of flying devils according to the ishgardians lmao

(( WHAT IF I KMS

(( sick to my stomach what do you mean she is the reason why he starts delving more into magic proper and not just base healing magic HER INFLUENCE LIVES even if its in haunting the nerrative

(( YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN NOW? LIKE DAMN

(( saw like 6 different videos that stressed me out so much and booted up my paranoia that i must now turn all of the distressed energy and itching isolation tendencies into something productive

(( the terrible thing about bsky is that xivverse is not fit for me in terms of “im going to make you regret writing with me” so i instead lore post and vibe lmao

(( you will never guess what led to this reaponse

(( this meme but with Ysayle slaying all of the fucking Heavensward + estinien [ just because ]

𝑺𝒍𝒂𝒚 … 𝑺𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 … 𝑺𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆 … Behind you trails a path of blood, most not even yours.

(( narratively speaking Ysayle would 100% feel compelled to help Sidurgu and Fray. Perhaps I can write them into serving as her guard —— they are already persecuted simply for being dark knights so they are effectively kin

(( mili just called her the Morgan of birbyverse what if i deactivate

(( i still think that ysayle should’ve taken the dusk vigil and turned it into an ice fortress.

“I still do not know how to feel about being canonized as a Saintess…”

(( catching up on msq which is entirely unrelated but DRK Ysayle is back on. it goes into shb and the mitigation between light and dark aspected energies —— the other possible candidate being reaper but I think Ysayle is more of a tank / support player than she is a full on dps.

(( on today’s 9am little thought. throwing up at the made up bit that it was uncle niddy who recognized her as kin before hraesvelgr did. and both being set up for inevitable failure by their respective caretakers is fucked.

(( nvm making that my pinned it is the funniest thing

ah … it seems my future is to be martyr’d again.

(( im not making a pinned [maybe]. Ysayle is remaining obscure for self indulgent purposes.