I’m prolly gonna just delete bsky soon I vent too much on here and I can keep some things to myself 😭

It’s really sad because I am in fact very physically disabled but nobody wants to help me or be there for me because I’m not paralyzed anymore I keep on trying to explain that I need extra support and help but nobody cares enough Nobody checks up on me or anything and that’s all I do for others

Is there a worse feeling than seeing one of ur fav bands use ai?

I keep on checking AF and hoping for an attack but I got nothing 🤪

I like being alone a lot but sometimes I wish I had irl friends 🥲 Even so, I’m disabled as fuck and probably not fun to be around 😔 Like I’m miserable all the time and all I talk about is emo stuff

My mom gave me 100 Nice but damn I need more than that 💔 I’m grateful don’t get me wrong but after what happened I’m kinda sad 😔 Retail therapy man I need my disability back

Gonna have to start using my wheelchair again It’s not a bad thing tho When I stand up I’m in SM PAIN and if I happen to have a seizure I won’t fall and get hurt yfm? Plus I can barely move these days and it’s better than making myself suffer

Even tho I am nonbinary and aroace I do consider myself straight/heteroflexible which sounds a lil weird but it like makes perfect sense for me lol

I find it a lil funny that my art gives bimbo/scene queen baddie but im kind of the opposite 💀 It’s only like kind of recently I’ve started to dress more feminine 😭 I do be a transmasc emo edgelord unfortunately 💔

AF attacks

CYB-R comes out this month CYB-R COMES OUT THIS MONTH AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa

Oh yeah idk if I said it but I stopped the ketamine treatment cuz it was lowkey making me crazy and it triggered some FND symptoms I honestly feel better before and I’ve been able to process the fact that I’ve been I guess abused with some other not so fun things I thought everything in my head

Being autistic is so weird I was talking to my mom and she kind of flipped out on me because what I said was rude and it’s so confusing and stressful because I never know how to explain myself and I’m bad with words so I just don’t say much ever 💔 Also my disability came in the other day and-

OH YEAH I finished this the other day

I talked about it on insta a lil bit but not really I believe ETF fell off ngl OOTS & 2.0 were good, very good! But they were no TWIO, S/T, or ungrateful… Idk when they recorded idle potential but Craig sounds reeeallly weird and he said recently that he’s been having some vocal issues 💔

Old pics :p

Now you’re just a memory In my past is where you’ll stay Had my trust threw it away You better keep your distance from me <3

I need to draw more I lowkey forget it’s a thing I do sometimes Here’s a wip, insomnia is eating me alive so I’ll finish it when I wake up 😭

My dream lowkey is to delete everything, live alone, be off the grid, and be a hermit with 30 cats I’m a lil disabled so thats not happening but I really am sick of everything and everyone 😭 Idk maybe I will be able to live out my hermit dreams someday 💀

Okay but fr Like with how well off bmth is they can fucking hire an artist instead of using ai Like damn

Tragedy :3

mort

Still gotta delete all my vent tweet things 😭 I’m doing SM better mentally who knew ketamine could make u a lil crazy 💔💔

art

Ugh

A withered past and a blurry future my hearts on an auction and it goes out to the highest bid

Yes it’s 2026 Yes I say poggers unironically

ion fucking know how to draw men

Feeling better Not perfect But better

Being disabled sucks cuz if my body worked right id be fit as fuck but it doesn’t… so I’m not 😔

Man I be venting on here too much 😭 Like a lil something here and there is okay but I’ve seriously gone overboard I need to get a grip holy shit 💀

not my tremors coming back 😢

my attention span is so fucked

I wish my body didn’t hate me smh

I hate the internet I always assume everything is just ai or rage bait because nobody can be serious or genuine these days

sigh people piss me off no I do not want to buy your fetish art please don’t dm me !

well fuck

someone messaged me about my selfship tweet so I looked at their page and saw some of their really cute art and then I saw pregnant Donald trump art 💀💀 I’m not sorry instant block dawg wtf 😭

Even though I’m nonbinary n shi like the label that I feel fits me the most is heteroflexible Like that’s the best way I can describe myself idk

I don’t know if I can like actually keep up with drawing because my physical health ain’t that poggers Sometimes I feel like I’m faking it 💔

the only way to get better at drawing is to practice and study but I wanna listen to the same record on repeat all day 😭

Deleted posts because why did one get a quote rewrite ewww

My mental health ain’t good but it’s so much better than what it was before

Getting into the habit of drawing is so hard and I need new brushes severely but I gotta get back at it 😭

I’m okay kinda happy chill good day

new oc

I’ve been feeling absolutely awful these past few days and I just want a break holy shit

I’m still confused as to how 10+ people followed me like all i do is rant on here what

Mayhaps I shall watch some art tutorials because I’ve definitely been slacking when it comes to art…

I love cartoony art so much