Being disabled sucks cuz if my body worked right id be fit as fuck but it doesn’t… so I’m not 😔

Man I be venting on here too much 😭 Like a lil something here and there is okay but I’ve seriously gone overboard I need to get a grip holy shit 💀

not my tremors coming back 😢

my attention span is so fucked

I wish my body didn’t hate me smh

I hate the internet I always assume everything is just ai or rage bait because nobody can be serious or genuine these days

sigh people piss me off no I do not want to buy your fetish art please don’t dm me !

well fuck

someone messaged me about my selfship tweet so I looked at their page and saw some of their really cute art and then I saw pregnant Donald trump art 💀💀 I’m not sorry instant block dawg wtf 😭

Even though I’m nonbinary n shi like the label that I feel fits me the most is heteroflexible Like that’s the best way I can describe myself idk

I don’t know if I can like actually keep up with drawing because my physical health ain’t that poggers Sometimes I feel like I’m faking it 💔

the only way to get better at drawing is to practice and study but I wanna listen to the same record on repeat all day 😭

Deleted posts because why did one get a quote rewrite ewww

My mental health ain’t good but it’s so much better than what it was before

Getting into the habit of drawing is so hard and I need new brushes severely but I gotta get back at it 😭

I’m okay kinda happy chill good day

new oc

I’ve been feeling absolutely awful these past few days and I just want a break holy shit

I’m still confused as to how 10+ people followed me like all i do is rant on here what

Mayhaps I shall watch some art tutorials because I’ve definitely been slacking when it comes to art…

I love cartoony art so much

Frick my stupid baka chungus chud life

Being disabled isn’t swag

Not sure where the random influx of followers came from since all I do is rant and vent but hi everyone :>

It mai bday… heh 😼

Silly sona So very silly

Found this band called children of bodom Listening to their reaper album Literally feeling like a knight going into battle like—

Finished

‼️‼️Commissions are open, link in my bio‼️‼️ *I only draw fem characters sorry 😢

Wow I’m a certified yapper

All of my ocs are me but in different fonts Treasure is a total band fanatic who ugly cries to songs when she’s alone and makes her own hair extensions and diys her clothes :3 (I do in fact ugly cry to chiodos so now does she!!!)

Something positive Something positiveeeeee Uhhhh I’m getting a new drag wig and the person who made it is putting extra goodies in there #retailtherapy Nothing makes me quite happy like buying stuff does :>

I’m not depressed anymore but I really do feel like my mental health is declining in other ways and it scares me very bad Ket has helped my memory a lot but in that it also reminds me of traumatic things and i just want a break Its scary and i do feel that those memories were repressed for a reason

Honestly I really hate instagram, it used to be fun and actually picture based I hate reels I hate comments That app just stresses me out and makes me feel miserable But I realized I can’t exactly listen to post hardcore shit all day and need a hobby so insta art posting it isss

Actually I will not delete my vents I’m human and I feel things 🤷🏽‍♂️ Ketamine also makes me a lil silly sometimes and I can’t help it… It’s my reality and it’s not like I have anyone to vent to… so Bluesky it isssssss!!!!

100+ usd skin btw Fml

This has been on my mind so here’s a lore drop for fun Growing up I barely let anyone take pictures of me because my dysphoria was eating me alive I don’t have any cool emo pics from highschool or anything because i literally couldn’t stand how I looked Now I do take pictures of myself and-

I was gonna start hrt a while ago but then life happened and I didn’t After doing da good old ketamine treatment tho my tv hasn’t stopped glowing and I need to address it I won’t go into a lore drop but things have been really rough and I realized that if I did start hrt then I’d be lonelier-

I regret spending money on idv so bad I wanted the cony and brown skin so me and my ex could match… then I never stopped spending Now they’re going so crazy with ai and trying to silence people with contracts Like my fav game ever is so ruinedddddddd

I’ve never actually been to a local hardcore show I’ve seen bands but at like popular concert venues That needs to change I’m scared to do it alone though because I don’t have any rides and I’m kinda sorta really disabled and projectile vomit a lot 💔💔 But like I need to leave the house

Making progress wooo

u can't be an emo artist without doing the emo wings i don't make the rules. doodle for Will! #emo #art

Creek by chiodos makes me cry for some reason Like I really resonate with it So I drew my new oc treasure crying with the lyrics because why not make vent art with my new oc 🤷🏽‍♂️

Finished

Been trying to interact and talk with people more, slowly but steadily It’s hard and it’s awkward but it’s worth it

Wip yayyyy

Alright so ART PLANS ✨✨🎉 Gonna make scemo influencer art and post it on my insta once I have a few drawn up :3 Probably late may/early June is when I think I’ll like fully be back methinks