genuinely might need a mental health break from here for a bit, i feel like shit and think this place is only making it all worse atm

cuddle time w/noodles

kylie's 'light years' is sorta like a good album hidden inside of a shell of what could have been a great album. it is surrounded by two of the best projects in her discography, so that may help color my perception. 'on a night like this' remains incredibly moving

i could laugh, but i'd be wasting breath

meds merzbow weed and my anxiety is somehow still queen 😔

i drank so much coffee at the twin peaks screening tonight, now i can't sleep and i'm stoned watching figure skating at 4am

convinced myself that my closest friends fucking hate me :)

really need a new reality competition show in my life

i have a friend who has cancelled last minute every single one of our get togethers. i'm tired.

me from a couple years ago

it isn't said enough that 'big stripey lie' is one of kate bush's best tracks

send help x return to silent hill double feature was sooo fun today

the afternoon vibe

im crying

seeing the first two episodes of twin peaks at @northparktheatre.bsky.social tonight. it's always been a dream to see the pilot in theaters <3

i love creating entire scenarios in my head that are physically and mentally violent towards my existence (:

always !!

yes, please

thinking about david lynch i deeply miss him

listening to ulver and got a tinnitus induced panic attack when i paused it and realized i couldn't hear shit right at all anymore

dollanganger's natural born losers vinyl arrived early, hell yeah

i just remembered i can use my hitachi wand for back and neck massages

bills game was so satisfying today 😇

good evening

called my doctor so my face he'll mend i wanna be just like my best friend

i want to watch 'blank' because faye malisorn is doing a bunch of queer girl shit in it

one per artist so i wanna also shoutout klein's 'thirteen sense' one of 2025's best rock albums

i like, really wish i could turn off the apple jumpscare telling me i'm listening to my music too loud

oh my god yes

💙go bills💙

the record store i was in earlier tonight played the entire goddamn album

traversing through the freezing snow in buffalo to see the new jimmy cameron movie in imax

perhaps the most visually romantic film of the 2010's

my favorite 2025 music releases

i'm putting together my top 50 albums of the year, & i've always enjoyed making lists especially year end artistic reflections. but when i was a young girl i would binge vh1 countdowns, & best of/worst of lists i'd eat that shit up. i prayed to god for a 24/7 channel playing nothing but countdowns.

getting stoned while listening to the new gabi losoncy project 😇

favourite 2025 music releases (work in progress 'til i die??)

sisters

merry christmas smoke weed and kiss people

i'm always cold

smoking my weed to this tonight hbu

visiting family in north carolina and it's like, so sunny here everyday

hello

four xmas albums i like a whole lot

i'm on a bus for the next 18 hours, but i have 15 joints rolled and some edibles so i'm like, good to go

early xmas gift from my partner made me cry so much last night. these coasters came from lynch's warehouse. when i received them i wept because this feels like i can have a small part of his handmade art in my life forever, physically.

the heat was off in my apt. for so fucking long i got sick

i bought a pierce the veil hoodie for my teenage niece, it felt like i was shopping for me at 16 like, i saw them at warped when my niece was still in diapers