one day i'll boot up tomodachi life again and all the houses will be derelict and there'll be like 22 gravestones in the plaza

wordle would be so much better if they just made up words

midweek was horrid but this proved to be relatively good timing for these tooth problems to happen world cup was a good distraction during the worst of it/when i had no motivation to do anything, and deltarune has been like the perfect recovery game to lift my spirits again

having tooth problems that make it painful to eat at the same time as a heatwave sure is a shitty time past day or so has mostly just been laying in bed with a fan on, with no appetite and barely any energy to actually do stuff

i'll get to chapter 5 eventually but last year taught me that pushing myself to rush through a game on day 1 just to avoid spoilers will only taint my enjoyment of it

realising what i've missed most of all with messing with settings and such is having one where the setting exists for the sake of itself, rather than existing mostly to serve a game concept that is to say maybe i'll focus more on lophendoryne rather than the new project i started last week

ugh i hate this tendency i've developed lately to stress out a lot and get super self-conscious when it comes to sharing my stuff in spaces where it could potentially be seen by anyone other than close friends, on top of general fear and paranoia over my health and wellbeing

realising as with every other attempt at a sona i've made in the past i don't feel like this eye-snail fella really fills that role anymore but hey he gets to remain my pfp until i have a new one i wanna use

concept doodle for this new project - a race of generic apathetic guys who mostly just stand around and do nothing interesting, and talk in a deadpan and unserious manner

ah, the classic "motivation hitting when i'm tired" generally feeling positive though, thoughts are gradually coalescing into something i'm looking forward to developing into an active project

realising it's been months now since i actively worked on a project/setting/etc, and now the urge is growing but i just don't feel particularly drawn to any of my previous ones and the smaller self-contained concepts i've come up with more recently just aren't what i'm after

feel old yet? final fantasy 7 is 6 years old

sometimes i wonder how much of an influence music is in the works of non-musician creatives, because for me it's basically always been the single biggest source of inspiration for my creative works, be they worlds, stories, or character concepts

game where the player character is already fighting in the main menu and you have a limited time to hit new game and control the fight otherwise they die and you get a game over

identifying the brits among the artists i follow by seeing who posts about the heat

me when i'm a fetchland and wotc needs to up their quarterly earnings

elsen smoking a fat blunt while talking about how smoke is the first and most important of the four elements

"no, i'm not a human" sounds like the name of a quirky rpg about being otherkin, or perhaps an isekai about a creature transported into a world where they're human

my personal hater arc is whenever i see posts shared in my feed from accounts who exclusively repost memes and such in big long threads i never hit like even if the post is very funny

deep underwater, swimming with the monsters subnautic skinulus

standing around in the yd freehold, aggressively pointing at the newfather my current save decided to put there as a citizen for some ungodly reason, and shouting "dude is this shit allowed? can someone do something about this guy??"

really hate this thing an increasing number of uk news sites do where instead of giving you the popup to accept/reject optional cookies normally they force you to either accept all cookies or subscribe

that one "hitler dead" photo but the headline is edited to say "HITLER... RED?" and the soldiers reading the papers have inquisitive expressions

truly a magical feeling seeing your comm in the collage an artist uses to advertise that they're currently open for comms

"separate the art from the artist" commonly misunderstood, actually refers to the fact they are often so engrossed in making art they forget to take food breaks and you should help them avoid malnourishment

trafalgar law's evil twin, waterloo chaos

been a week or two at this point of my sleep consisting of waking up and going back to sleep every 2 hours or so, and it's getting bothersome maybe this is my brain's way of telling me it's time to stay up and fix my sleeping pattern, hmm

playing look outside is an odd experience for me, because on one hand i feel a comfort among all these strange folks as if i'm in my natural habitat, but on the other hand scary things happen and trying not to die is stressful i guess this is how it'd feel to live in the wilderness

being the first person to encounter aliens and proceeding to do nothing but film and upload react slop with them

been watching look outside gameplay for like 5 minutes and i'm already like "hell yeah this is even more up my alley than i thought it'd be" i really should get around to playing it

something like this maybe... the big eye is moreso the eye-coloured head of the snail body, though it does have some vision, while the eyestalks are the more flexible main sources of vision, and the shell is hinged rather than split in two, with the eyelids part of a membrane between body and shell

hearing rich folks talk about ai reminds me of how, when my brother went to college, one of the people in his dorm was from an upper-class family, and one of the first things they said was "if we all pool our money together, we could hire a servant" as if it were a genuinely good idea

as much as i like this sona design part of me's tempted to redesign it sometime originally it was intended as like a molluscoid eye-monster but over time i've grown more attached to the snail side of things so i kinda want a more overtly snail-like design

never lose hope, and never give in to nihilism, because the world will only ever be beyond saving when everyone has lost hope and nobody believes there's anything left that's worth being saved and that's my ninja way or something idk

personally i'm a big fan of how ms paint is less functional each time i open it

playing pmd and i just realised the game uses it/its when referring to the player character they really knew what they were doing huh

feeling like i wanna get back onto productive stuff after like 3 months of barely touching any projects, but nothing in particular is jumping out at me guess i'll just have to wait for the time being until a spark of inspiration hits

figured out how to transfer images from switch to pc so here's all my blorbos so far

i may be a total loner at heart, and i've never been one to express much of any feelings towards others, but i just wanted to say i really appreciate all the friends who have made my days brighter over the years

friend drew a doodle of me in this pose so i figured i'd try fully drawing it

one of my goals in life is to prove the people who say "you have a skeleton inside you" wrong

"4 dudes in a line" jrpg but it's set during the napoleonic wars and the main party are all line infantry

if i were a director i'd kill all the actors after the movie's done, they've served their purpose

i refuse to believe it's been nearly 3 weeks since i last posted sona drawings felt like drawing myself in the state i'm usually in - comfy in bed with my whale plush while using the pc

maybe i should move to the one piece universe and get a job as some unreasonably huge navy guy's phone

i generally try to avoid thinking too hard about the long-term, outside of projects and such few things get me down more than the idea i might be stuck in this human vessel for the rest of my life, or of said life being of finite duration in the first place

i'm enjoying filling my island with my ocs and having them interact and such, but it feels funny how, since i don't actually talk about my ocs to others often, i can't really go "haha check out this interaction it's so fitting for these guys" because only i know the lore that makes them funny

past day or so sure has been bothersome drew some personal stuff yesterday to try to get thoughts off my chest but instead it just led my mind to fixate on intrusive thoughts and paranoia for like a whole day feel like i'm getting over it now but this sure has sucked

last night one of my miis asked what animal i'd be if i could choose to be any animal, then after i responded with snail they were like "yeah i think you'd make a good snail, bo" shout-out to unexpected otherkin affirmation in videogames