Can't have fun, because my ass job won't allow it :)) I really don't know, how long I can go like this and keep pretending, that I am ok, that I am fine... I am loosing friends, people close to me. I am just returning home, dropping dead on my couch, sometimes opening wine alone Yeah, that's me...

Like last night, I came home at 2am, after 14 hours of work and dropped on my couch with still clothes on. Coat, pants, everything I had to wake up again at 8am, to go again... So yes, if I say busy... I really am busy... I think I just should go dark or something...

Things that give me daily morale boost

I hate, how little I am able to hang out with friends Seeing how everyone have fun, while I just work and work is just... sad

Sometimes I seriously need to vent a little Like I scream into empty room on the couch... Working with dumb people is so fucking difficult

I love digimon

😷😷😷 #Digimon

So, I am becoming senior next month. I am not sure how much or less busy I will be, so I am just saying this upfront, if my response time becomes worse than it is now.

I think, I probably should start visit my therapist again...

for lovely @astralmelodia.bsky.social 💙 #nsfw #cute #dragon #dragoness #yasmil #commission #furry #scales #feathers

I really hate how I just simply cannot hang out wiht my favorite peeps... i just don't have time and when I finally do, they are sometimes the ones, that don't have time I really wanna play games, or just.. hang out and talk with someone... anything

Amazing artwork of my sona SaviorHackmon done by @officialseraphimon.bsky.social on Bsky/@officialseraphi on former Twitter! Truly the epitome of sharp justice ✨️

I think she'll find help!

Nevisha doesn't want her booty to be cold...

Soooo... uh I got accepted for a nice program in Czechia Once I finish up my residency this march, I will fly over there around summer and start up my learning for at least two years there. Gonna get some intensivist/ emergency trainings.

This was in the Malaysian parliament. That explains why I'm getting more gay each year i go up the seniority ladder in the hospital :clueless:

commission

CW: Mawshot He likes to show off his *very* handsome maw from time to time! Some fellow friends couldn't help but appreciate said maw while others get.. A little flustered for some reason. He keeps it pretty clean, gotta let that teeth shine! Artwork by Prymal on www.furaffinity.net/user/prymal/

i havent drawn my blue jay jihyun in like 2 years so heres a little doodle of them

I might have missed dragon appreciation day but please appreciate this dragon

Gotta love being ingored or told that I am wrong, that I should retake some courses, when I just try to say my opinion on one patient...

14th January and I am in over 100 hours already... Pain

Why are we in the middle of January already What

You click a few times in a program, and I spend hours and days to create something. I don't care what you think, I don't want you to watch me, and don't write to me. I do not allow my art to be used in any similar way.

Absolutely adore this piece I got from the ever talented @asurii.bsky.social

Comm for @hydrawave.bsky.social #Digimon

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For fucks sake I call sick for once... And it is 7am and I already got 3 calls from my collegues, asking shit One can't just rest huh

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The Digimon trope of "I'm a very powerful ultimate/mega Digimon who could destroy an entire city and hundreds of lives if I wanted to but I'd rather spend my time being cute and cuddly with my companion instead!~" is truly my most favourite trope of all time and it will never get old for me <3

Also, to not get me wrong I love my work and I am passionate about it and medicine as whole. I just don't want it to consume me completely, so I don't forget about my friends and such...

I think that a lot of people kinda misunderstand workaholism quite often. It's not like we (or at least I) love to work. We have to work, because it... satisfies our brain, if it makes sense. Like, if I don't work for a while, I can get nervous or even almost anxious...

Oh yeah, new year resolutions, huh? Uuuuh... Drink less...? Get more sleep Visit therapy more Work on my workoholism... wait

Haven't seen this digimon around for quite some time.. I love monodramon (Digimon Beatbreak)

Will you take his hand.. Uhmm.. Claw? And trust your life with it? Alt version includes the SaviorHackmon/SaviorHuckmon in original colours! SaviorHackmon/SaviorHuckmon is owned by Digimon/Bandai/Toe The version with blue cape/hood is mine Amazing rtwork is by @morgannox.bsky.social

I just... I can't anymore Everything seems to be falling apart around me Work is getting stressful af, yesterday and other day, I worked for 17 hours straight... My health is getting worse I lost some friends this year, thanks to my busyness And cherry on top? Family decided to reach...

So, I just got a mesaage, that I can stay next a few months here at ICU surprisingly... It's heavily understaffed here. Either that, or I can go to ER, whiiich is no no for me

www.youtube.com/watch?v=uU-8... This is probably the best theme I've heard in quite some time. Words cannot describe how HARD this OST hits and its use in Digimon is perfection. Thank you, Alisa Okehazama.

So small update Just got home. I seem to have developed arrhythmia somehow... .-. But I will be okays, it's not somehow concerning Gonna get some meds and also need to treat myself a bit better I guess

So um... great Lying in the hospital now as a patient I apparently got dizzy and passed out. My blood pressure was as low as 75/50, from what I have been told. Heart rate was also low... I am... kinda okays now. Pressure is somewhat "normal" 90/55 and heart rate is... low, but manageable

It's so frustrating when I hear people "I hate doctors, always trying to tell me what I should do" Wtf do you mean?? Of course we tell you what you should be doing and taking... Jesus fucking christ... Maybe if you are all so smart, you should deal with that stuff by yourself Sorry, crash out...

Worst thing about this? They are on the other side of the world .-. So there's like... no chance of happening

Um... I think I am having a huge crush on someone... Fuck, I haven't felt like this in years... Worst thing is, that I kinda have a chance to talk to them, but... yeah. Fuck

We are having... interesting case? Pneumonia patient had a neurological stroke this morning...

I used to hate ICU work, but since I am back here again, I find it... I don't wanna say fun, because that would sound so wrong, but it is like... something is happening all the time, compared to paliative wing, and it makes my workoholicey brain happy. But those 24 hour shifts are insane tho .w.

I often see those shorts with people complaining how it gets dark at 5pm Bitch, what are you complaining about?? It gets dark at 2pm here after like not full 4 hours of sunlight!! Weaklings... c:

I should really post here way more than I do... I will try, promise ;w;

Fullbody Northern Aspil Royalty!

I am embracing the nickname scarf too well. I am starting to like it c: Like 'Haaai, am Scarf!'

Megabonk Fox, I love you, sorry I put you through Desert Tier 3 nobody deserves that 😞..