I’ve stayed fairly silent this past month. But with the help of therapy I’ve done some homework, and thought long and hard on this. I am going back to college to finish my education, and get my degree!

I recently went to a furry con called #TFS. It’s a local con. The hotel also hosted FIFA so, furries and them were precent at the same time. During after hours a FIFA person sexually assaulted me, tearing my #latex suit. I felt violated and angry. I left to go home, and doing my best to recover.

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Last week I was invited to a party by a wonderful woman named Goddess Petra. She and many others had me as the #latex “wild” pony. Many people wanted to ride the #ponygirl all night long! It was a wild party to say the least. Need to do it again soon!

Little by little, becoming a fully fledged pet drone on VRChat. It started with wanting to wear a gasmask, to heavy rubber bondage. . . Eager to obey, and submit to training.

Happy international day of awoo! Glossy puppy here in the shower, getting squeaky clean!

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Voting in Dallas was crazy. I waited 2 hours to vote, then get told that this is not my polling location. Go to where they said to vote wait 3 more hours and get told to go to another location… I finally get to vote, only to later find out my vote is kept separate and might not count.. I can’t even.

I’ve hit my 1 year into therapy. I’m actually doing the work, learning and striving to a better tomorrow everyday. It was a rocky start but things are much easier now, and I know it’ll continue to get better everyday. Love you all!

doodling with ink again

Happy Year of the Horse! Now come over for squeaky pony times.. Neigh~ This year is already tiring out better than the prior year, as I’m almost a full year into therapy. Working on group interactions, and making great progress on learning new skills!

Didn’t have any plans for Valentine’s Day. My lesbian neighbors asked me, and the gay couple on the first floor if we wanted to join them in giving blood on Valentine’s Day. Now I do have plans! Happy valentine’s day everyone!

Making silicone “soup” Super important to clean your gear after wearing it, to expand its lifespan!

I had a blast shining up the new #silicome #Furrjoi pup #gasmask I got recently. Took a bit of lube but the end result is definitely worth it!

At the end of the day the hood comes off to enjoy pasta!

Pick your poison. In joining the dog pack you’ll need a hood. Do you choose the heavy silicone #furrjoi #pup #gasmask or do you use the #latex #kinkprojects puppy hood. You’ll be able to see out of both, and you’ll be the bottom of the pack for now. Choose soon, or we’ll choose for you!

A terrifying moment for anyone that wears #latex.. only in the best way possible. The glue came undone with 0 ripping. Do you have any idea how lucky that is in suit failure.

Choose your new life: a pony at the herd starting at the bottom of the totem pole, as the sex pony (in chastity servicing the mares & stallions of the herd) or as the puppy at the bottom of the pack as the chew toy. Choose wisely, as you’ll only get to chose your new life once! #furrjoi #bobasset

Are you ready to join the herd? Put it on~

So kinda slept in the drone pup hood and absolutely doing it again! Bundled up because it’s so damn cold outside!

These @furrjoi.com hooves are amazing. The silicone is the only material, plus easy to clean and only needs soapy water and a towel dry with micro fiber. I don't recommend wearing them outdoors. Walking in the #silicone #hoof-boots are comfortable. Overall they are a well rounded pair of hooves.

My @furrjoi.com package arrived. I’ll have a review of the hooves soon by tomorrow evening. Same with the hood and paw boots too! This day can’t get better can it?!

My first box from @furrjoi.com has arrived. These boots were made for dancing!

Shockingly there’s only 1 kink related gift here. This is the first time I’ve actually decorated a tree since I started to live alone. I felt pretty good about it too.

After some messing around online it has joined the reindeer games as a rubber reindeer newly named Vixen.. now wanna pull a sleigh..

I tapped too hard into the Christmas magic.. now I’m just a latex bondage pony toy… ride me?

I’ve been attending therapy for the last 7 months, thinking there will be an end and that once I find a way to get rid of my depression for good. But that’s not how life works. I’m in a state where I have it checked, and I’m able to live much happier and healthier.

Got to attend a retirement party for #Mistress Precious. It was fun as I dressed as a #latex ponygirl. It was less play and more meet and greet. It’s a bit unfortunate that her last party was my first, but I’m still honored I got to attend at all! Going vanilla must be hard at the end of it all.

I have survived another year on earth. I’ve hit a few bad ends in this past year but I’m still positive that things can and will get better!

Recently found my old camera, and took some pictures in latex pony gear and a small video messing around. That said I have a way now to actually take videos, and take pictures at an easier level while fully bound!

Well hello there, didn’t see you enter my bedroom. Why don’t you join this #fetish #latex mare to bed? I’m sure you’ll keep it warm all night long! Just you and this #ponygirl all night. Neigh~

I very much love VR. Just 3 ponies plotting to turn all to join The Herd… one of us.. neigh~

So been sick with Covid for about 3 weeks. Tested positive 3 weeks ago, and tested positive a week ago, and at last tested negative 3 days ago. To celebrate I got bbq. Who doesn’t love Texas BBQ?

Fully up on my hooves trying to be a good ponygirl at #TFS2025. Fully latex in full gloss, struggling to stand on her hooves after 25 hours in hoof boots. Gear full of sweat and just feeling like death.. after being freed.. instantly passed the fuck out. 10 out of 10 will do again! #latex #rubberfur

A few pictures from #TFS2025 AD. It was a con.. wasn’t my best con.. because a lot of unwanted things happened to me.. but in the end I had fun. I was in latex for roughly 40 hours and in leather pony gear for about 25 hours over 3 days. #texasfurrysiesta is a fun con overall this year.

ALWAYS wanted my own rubber stallion. Always. Nothing like it; a big, strong, handsome @avatarofanubis.bsky.social . All mine, from top to horse :3 Art by @armabiologica.bsky.social , story by meeeee! archiveofourown.org/works/69185191

Pony Time! My fascination and dabbling with tucking and a suggestion for Pony Play led to this little sketch! ^u^ Smooth front pony boi!

Ended up being late bc I couldn’t figure out the setting I needed to make the booklet for this print out correctly- but the zine is FINISHED!! Put a lot of effort into this little intro zine, but I definitely would love to make more stuff like this in the future 🐴❤️

Honestly I love VRChat. Just a fun place to meet or hang out with other furs, and talk about stuff or play fun games together. Since I’ve been in therapy I’ve definitely been able to explore and express myself in a new light. I have a long road ahead but making new memories is a good start right?

I’ve learned how to make a video with sounds now!

I’ve been working on a fair bit of SecondLife projects. Actually learned how to make a video.

Are you coming to bed?

Day 1 of starting a new journey for myself. Talked with my therapist for a few hours and today I start a program to better myself. I will be working heavily on my social skills, and working around my trauma from the past. It will be rough but I feel like in time I’ll get through this.

Pony met a lot of people / rubberfurs at #TFF this year. Pony is a bit sad that #TexasFurryFiesta is over, but cannot wait until next year already. Plus pony met some furs in the local area to hang out with!

Let’s say I had a good time at #TFF this year. I neighed a lot.

All the latex is washed up, all gear packed up, and clothes organized for #TFF gunna be a fun time!

so been working on vrchat avatar. . . the texture size is uhh 464.65MBs.. and has over 200K triangles. . . I might have a problem, but also I am still not done!

Right before TFF my catsuit and hood arrives! Perfect timing for squeaky fun!

Since I got my new pet bowls I made a little dinner tonight.

Made some New York strips over homemade fries last night. Was 100% the best steaks I’ve made to date.