srs fuck twt

⤷　✙ bug’s intro .. ] ౨౿　she/her, 05, ana-r　♰ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ﹒ hbmi 21 - lbmi 12.9 𓏵 — ✦ uni student, horror lover, coffee addict, amateur artist & stoner #edsky #edtwt #anasky #caterpillartwt #caterpillarsky

i’m back !!

anyone else just has the shakes often/all the time ? i’m wondering if mine are cause of weight loss or anxiety #edsky #caterpillaredsky

adult vs child me

i dont count cals anymore i barely bodycheck i got no appetite i don’t even care about being pretty or taking care of myself anymore i’m close to fainting all the time im back being suicidal i wish this disorder was a choice because wtf get me out of here

i don’t wanna be anorexic anymore get me out of this illness god

still maintaining at bmi 14 - i feel like shit but also pretty

if i can be anything, i want to be the thin girl #catterpillarsky #caterpillaredsky

i don’t know what hunger feels like w those ssris

honeymoon phase coming back i swear #edsky #caterpillaredsky

looking at thinspo to stop binging

the urge to install twt back is itchy

social media is the brain rot i need to get to my ugw

i’ll never be sick enough at this rate

currently binging like a fkn pig

didn’t even look sick enough.

im not even hungry i just want to die

shoot up on sm benzos and weed that days slip through like water on ice

i fkn lost myself

i’ll be leaving this account for some time. i’m focusing on recovering from other disorders, anorexia is more complicated, but i need to focus back on myself. i need to calm myself, it’s my last resort

#caterpillaredsky #edsky

at least hospital food is gross so i won’t be tempted to eat

psych ward so boring

in the ER

ik no one cares or would know what to say to this but i just need to vent some things out rn

time to kms

the psychiatric hospital won’t take me in anorexia treatment unless i’m bmi 13 and under 🤡🤡🤡

slowly coming to terms w the fact that i do have GAD and my xanax use may be getting out of hand again

again, when will we be able to make sky group chats I CANT WAIT

im not into sanrio so idk what that means but i accept it 🫶🏻

the deep misery that hits when you realise that having a good outfit won’t solve your body dysmorphia | #edsky #caterpillaredsky

im physically, mentally and spiritually exhausted

fell from my chair in class omfg 💀

been working / studying for 8hours straight, 5h more to go…

moots !! i found out at the doctors that im 2cm taller than i thought. though it doesn’t feel real. should i still count 1cm + to my height? or 2cm? or keep measuring at the height i thought i was???

i got green !! love these sm ★ comment for a colour .ᐟ.ᐟ

eat slowly, enjoy it, savour it ~ x

❤️‍🩹

black hair and a septum piercing would save me

will i ever feel like i’ve suffered enough ?

everyone could survive my diet 💀

trying to balance an ed and not fall into a misery pit feels like a never ending nightmare

honeymoon phase please come back 😔💔😭 #edsky #caterpillarsky #caterpillaredsky

i wish i could just bury myself and never have responsibilities to hold up to anymore

when will we be able to make group chats AAAA