my two sides fighting everyday, kinda hurtfull, to work with comms, and haven't time to yourself ngl. I WANT TO DRAW MY SHIT TOO, YOU KNOW.

my two sides fighting everyday, kinda hurtfull, to work with comms, and haven't time to yourself ngl. I WANT TO DRAW MY SHIT TOO, YOU KNOW.

Was thinking of buying more RAM to my pc, cuz my program who i use to draw (KRITA) took soo much RAM when i animate/draw. I need more RAM memory so bad, but holy shit, their expensive rn, stupid ass AI, god damn it.

Was thinking of buying more RAM to my pc, cuz my program who i use to draw (KRITA) took soo much RAM when i animate/draw. I need more RAM memory so bad, but holy shit, their expensive rn, stupid ass AI, god damn it.

Commissioners and artists, be aware of this if you use the PayPal

Just noticed some failure on my watermark, FUCK, too late to fix that bullshit, just posted in everything, god damn why i see that shit now.

8k res on patreon.

Comms for @raspberryroller.bsky.social tysm. This is your third comms, much appreciated 🥰🥰🤝🫶. (1/4)

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Comms for @raspberryroller.bsky.social tysm. This is your third comms, much appreciated 🥰🥰🤝🫶. (1/4)

It's only me or the Payoneer + Patreon withdrawal is slow as shit? Like, I still remember the PayPal (Patreon) withdrawal being fast as shit, why it taking sooo long to come to my bank. I have bills to pay, god damn it.

It's only me or the Payoneer + Patreon withdrawal is slow as shit? Like, I still remember the PayPal (Patreon) withdrawal being fast as shit, why it taking sooo long to come to my bank. I have bills to pay, god damn it.

Is dreaming too much? of getting US$800 per month? Being a REAL artist, who uses his own hands to make art these days, is tuff ngl.

A cool piece of fanart of @tydonicteneric.bsky.social's sleek and stylish fursona!

New record, les gooooooooo

Happy new year y'all.

Happy new year y'all.

Yea, I got sinusitis, gotta go to some hospital, it becomes worse than the fever. Idk if I will be able to draw in the next days.

... Bad news, maybe I got Sinusitis too. I hope not cuz, this day would be the last day for the fever, frustrating, gonna be pissed if I don't get good tomorrow.

Worst time to get a fever, the year is ending. I can't work more than 3 hours, I need to stop and rest for 30 min. and back to work, hurtful.

If was not larger/smaller >>COMMS<< project, was ok cuz, my projects can wait whatever time. But COMMS project is not mine like, I only make the client ideas come true, with my art style. Gonna be disrespectful as SHIT, to make them waiting, they paid me to do.

I can't work with larger and light comms project at the same time, frustrating as SHIT. It feels that I'm doing some infinite work, none of them are ending, I need to end this larger one soon as possible, I'm tired.

Kinda sad to know that people only liked the (3/3) ver. Like gang, the world is not only balls and penis, 😭😭🥀🥀, I suffered to draw this background.

Is hard to breathe, I feel too weak, my body hurts, I can't sneeze, it hurts as shit. But I can still work, limited as SHIT, why ts happened to me rn.

got a fever, i want to die, just started my week, i NEED to work.

got a fever, i want to die, just started my week, i NEED to work.

Gonna stop using social media, just noticed that I had more time on social media than working time. Every fuckin day, I can't live like this.

Holy shit why is so hot this night, I can't sleep. It's like, the sun on my head, but it's night time and no stupid ass sun light on my shit wtf.

good news, i found some way to not get, they say that we can rest 2 days in one month. hope goes well cuz will help me A LOT.

why artblock exists? why i can't work 7 days without resting? god damn WHY, everyday i sleep. burnout is a HOOOOOOE.

Ngl, i hate my country, ALL FREELANCERS FROM BRAZIL, BAD NEWS. Our gov will approve some big nasty ass taxation next year, go create some national and international banks acc. Cuz if you get US$902 in your bank acc, they will put taxes instantly, do NOT let them take yo money.

Try to separate yo money, in two or three national banks fast as possible, cuz the taxes is not little. It's BIG ngl, like, some shit ass rich taxes for us, they will took yo money ma nigga, try to avoid this lame ass corrupt gov. WE WILL NOT, bow down to them.

Ngl, i hate my country, ALL FREELANCERS FROM BRAZIL, BAD NEWS. Our gov will approve some big nasty ass taxation next year, go create some national and international banks acc. Cuz if you get US$902 in your bank acc, they will put taxes instantly, do NOT let them take yo money.

Drawing, animating and making comic pages is easy, until the finish process come out. I know they look beautiful later but holy shit, so frustrating cuz it's slow as shit. And if you rush them, they will look like SHIT, having patience for days, weeks and months is HORRIBLE.

Was thinking of PMG (Pick Me Girl) being a trans man like, getting testosterone and be some big glorious muscled caveman, or just do man shit. But nah, these stupid ass shawtys want dih, and being competitive with the girls. This is new for me, this kind of people exist? crazy.

Merry Christmas for you ma niggas, sadly the mf here will work this Christmas. My family invited me to Christmas dinner with them, hell nah, I'm tired of bullying by my own lame ass family. Just bcs I'm poor, stressful, the only way to not crash out, is working sadly.

Merry Christmas for you ma niggas, sadly the mf here will work this Christmas. My family invited me to Christmas dinner with them, hell nah, I'm tired of bullying by my own lame ass family. Just bcs I'm poor, stressful, the only way to not crash out, is working sadly.

gonna be back with patreon exclusive stuff like, one week before public art post. I can't post draws in one day, i need to do stupid ass keywords in different days.

forget about it, Payoneer nowadays look NASTY ngl. Nomad turn.

Ngl, fuck Paypal, gonna work with Wise only, and maybe Payoneer later. Both is better than that shit ass Paypal.

Have some gym, with 2 martial art on it (Krav Maga and Jiu-Jitsu) too near of my crib. Would LOVE to practice Jiu-Jitsu and do some workout, he's so close to me, omfg, but i don't have money, frustating as SHIT.

Drawing nsfw of someone's fursona, more when like, sex. Ask them before doing, cuz gonna be ass and disrespectful if they don't accept. I was doing that shit before, didn't know that people get hurted, more their lovers, beefing with me. Kinda funny cuz, I don't feel attracted or horny for them.

Fine.

If bills wasn't expensive, and patreon got many supporters, to at least survive and have some 5-10% to invest. Would do more animations, and would not complain about shit, my only failure, is getting money to keep doing my shit. You can't survive with US$160 per month here.

Ngl, animating is not hard, but god damn, dogshit. Gonna repeat again, Patreon subs will have that option, and ik we are in some fuck ass economy rn. But what about me? You know that I'm a grown ass human right? Don't play with me. Ain't no AI is helping me to do my shit.

Ngl, animating is not hard, but god damn, dogshit. Gonna repeat again, Patreon subs will have that option, and ik we are in some fuck ass economy rn. But what about me? You know that I'm a grown ass human right? Don't play with me. Ain't no AI is helping me to do my shit.