I’m not a victim! AI’s blocking everything: jobs & autonomy, I’m FIGHTING every day to survive, applying & writing articles, my body is destroyed from surviving daily to escape this uncontrollable trap. Like my friend @bubbaprog.xyz trenches, I won’t quit, blood says not lose. Anything helps 🎄🏈

That was #adoption in the USA then, and it’s adoption in the USA now.

I’m doing everything I can do when I’m alone on Christmas. I would do anything for some form of support. I don’t know what to do anymore, but I’m fighting. I need some people fighting with me. I refuse to give. And I have destroyed my body to put that out there.

I know money is tight for all (at least many) of us, but if you’ve got $5 or $10 to spare after bills this month, Jules could really use some help to buy food and medication and get to doctor appointments while she battles cancer and is looking for work, as AI has decimated her industry in Australia

#Astros, waking up to any support for this with me in the world, I’m just trying to get through the hiring freeze anyway I can. I mean it would mean the world I can’t explain how far $10 gets me, I just wanna put it out there like I always do. I’m fighting. I need help.

I’m actually dizzy from anxiety today. I don’t know what it is. I think I need another iron infusion. Inevitable.

@realtimshady117.bsky.social thanks for the support with tim’s stuff, even just people acknowledging it means the world

@cmeyer49er.bsky.social cheers for the support, you are a legend, it’s very rare in this world

@kevingesme.bsky.social I save this to everyone but thank you for liking in the support

hawai'i bowl the best game of the season!?!?

I will survive to see Arrighetti’s secondaries… I need help fighting, I’m so tired. I’m not giving up but I’m so tired guys.

I think I probably would move back. If it meant that I could work and leave my normal life again.

Then again, every trade with Rays is a deal with the devil, so I don’t know what to say there.

I would pick the United States over AI any day. I don’t think people understand how scary it is to be over here. I can’t imagine the future no matter how hard I try. I just exist. And the human version of the Rays, I don’t do anything. I just reproduce living. I have no feelings.

Thanks for keeping me alive again… it’s just such a fucked up situation…

I am supposed to act like all of this is normal. That’s what creeps me out.

Writing is the only way I know how to express humanity in baseball, therefore when I show the humanity and they send me thoughts and prayers… how would you feel?

Pumping #Astros I was thinking they start treating me like a human and they sit. They’re telling me how much they love it. They know my situation and they do nothing. It’s odd apathy. It’s interesting because I had organic reach come out from something I wrote a week when they’re legends

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Merry Christmas to all, including the Radical Left Scum that is doing everything possible to destroy our Country, but are failing badly.

Nobody should have to experience Christmas alone, nobody should have to be writing for more attention, no one should have to survive like this

FUCK AI, ALS & CANCER

“Jacob Melton just happened to be the shiniest turd” - Astros podcast

Survival mode brought out the worst in me but holy fuck, no one expected me to make it this far, I intend to challenge them for the next year

The #Astros Grown Up Christmas List open.substack.com/pub/orangefi... @orangefire.bsky.social th

@samdykstramilb.bsky.social I’m actually surprised there’s going to be a WBC so let’s get ready. I’m dead serious. Ben Verlander might screw it up for us, but let’s have fun.

For members of a very specific generation: DOINK, fries are done

No one should have to survive like this, but I should be grateful that I’m alive. As my meme @razzball.bsky.social highlighted. We are both confounded. Probably a mix of the nerds and my dear friend @baseball-broad.bsky.social… I don’t think I would be alive without her. She is relentless.

Probably one of the few times where I wished I actually drank alcohol. I hate alcohol and I’ll never drink it again but one of the few days. Yeah. That one I had this was when we have Prosecco. And lamb for some reason on Christmas. Pre-Covid. Inevitable. That dynasty was gone along time ago.

Yum

Thank you everyone that supported and kept me alive this year, I know I don’t always express it but it means the world I just… this Christmas is fucking with my head. Most people would love to be in my position where I have people caring for me. Unfortunately, I can’t see on my own self. I hate it.

Time to do some unfollows en masse

I AM ONLY MOSTLY DEAD INSIDE!!!!

I’m sorry, everyone I just can’t describe Christmas this year. I didn’t think my body could actually hurt from isolation. I am writing again that’s the only good thing. I hope that brings some solace to realising that I’m not completely unhinged. It just hurts so much physically.

I really do wish everyone a happy holidays. I don’t know how I survived this year, but thank you all. The next one’s going to be very different. I don’t know if that’s a good thing. I really am trying to justify my existence I swear. I just don’t know how to do any more. Writing is a start.

Easton McGee's diverse and deceptive arsenal reached the big leagues for the first time in 2025. Next season could be the year he fills in the gaps and finds success. #brewers #milwaukee #thisismycrew

I’m trying everything and I’ve lost everything. I just need some help as #Astros. I’m literally destroying my body so you guys can have something to read. And I can bring something outside of my existence. Show me that I bring value please. I’m just trying to survive.

I just can’t get my head around this year, but any support helps on Christmas Eve and your country. I just want to survive the winter. With the hiring freeze in the summer heat as we call it here.

This is a trauma feed. I try to make a baseball but let’s face it; the fact that I have any sanity left is a miracle and only the kindness of strangers. No, I should have to exist like this trying to work out if someone deem them worthy of existing in two hours. Please do!

The #Astros Grown Up Christmas List open.substack.com/pub/orangefi... @orangefire.bsky.social th

Seriously, thank you nerds, I would not be seeing 2026 without you

The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure.

The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure. The body was not designed for this much pressure.

I am that that cat with nine lives and I will continue to piss people off every time I hear Rates and Barrels.