Sometimes a customer just wants to read yaoi and yuri. We've got Worst Soulmate Ever, which is omegaverse fated mates. She Loves to Cook and She Loves to Eat. Wholesome lesbian manga. It's actual yuri. CW there's a conversation about food insecurity with some flashback panels.

To be a little less screwed until Friday, anyone got a few dollars for gas? I've actually heard back from a part time job! A remote one! To supplement my bookstore job 💖 I just gotta make it to Friday again. 🫠 PayPal.me/panediting

OH RIGHT. The Chococat came in! I forgot to tell y'all. 🥹💖💖💖💖

I'm fucked 🤪

It's nap o'clock!

I was feeling great! Until the car payment went through. I forgot about the car payment (half). 🫠🫠 Is it so bad to want financial stability?

All I want for Christmas is Body Fantasies Pure Soap body spray. Found it in Japan! And I'm almost out. 🥲 global.oliveyoung.com/product/deta...

Here's the really expensive Picture of Dorian Gray. The way they did it is unusual and super cool. But it's super expensive. jhamboink.com/dorian-gray/...

Reminiscing about all the things I used to have before my mother in law moved in. So many video games and consoles. Manga and anime DVDs. Like The Demon Ororon. I had all 4. Now I have 0. It really REALLY influenced my early drawing style. And I don't have it anymore.

I just found out there's an uncensored version of Picture of Dorian Gray. But it's really expensive 😭

It's my day off and I want to cull books but my shoulder hurts SO BAD.

WHY is Husbeast going out of town so I wanna make sure he has money to eat so I won't be buying books because LOOK DARK HORSE MAGIC KNIGHT RAYEARTH OMNIBUS. Quick I need $8 🤣

To everyone: Thank you. For your kindness For your care For your love I appreciate each and every one of you 💖 Sometimes I'll get a random donation to my PayPal and I get a little treat. Like bowl ramen instead of bagged (texture is better in the bowl) or Gouda cheese sticks for kid. Thanks 💖💖💖

Kiddo got all As!

Kid wants like 2 things for Christmas. Chococat, which we got! And this 90$ Blade plush from Honkai Star Rail. He comes with a card and a pin. He's over a foot tall 🤣 It was easier when kid was small. Stuff was cheaper and easier to get 🫠

I wonder if Build a Bear critters can wear other doll clothes. I'll have to look up the size of Chococat. Thank you to all who helped get this little guy. 😭 Kiddo asked for him "with marshmallows on top" and I just. Ollie was best cat. He deserves some outfits. Here's another Ollie photo as thanks💖

I've almost got enough for Chococat 😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Since 2 people asked, if anyone wants to pitch in: PayPal.me/panediting Bonus photo of Ollie

CW pet death. . . . . . Kiddo had a black cat who died of cancer. Kiddo wants a Chococat from Build a Bear in Christmas jams because Ollie was born around Christmas. WHY IS IT $65?! Basically 65. Wtf. www.buildabear.com/sanrio-hello... 😭😭😭😭

It's been YEARS but I'm still mad I didn't but Chronicles of the Grey Witch, the Record of Lodoss War light novel. 🥲

There are 2 books I want. $10 for both. One is Two Towers in a format I don't have yet. The other is a kids' book. 😭

I have a Bibigo seaweed roll, bulgogi flavor, that I left in the fridge. I haven't heated it. I put it in the fridge yesterday and meant to take it to work but forgot. I've never had them and can't find info online about eating it after it's been thawed. Is it okay to eat it? 😭 I can't get another 😭

If anyone has $15 😫 PayPal.me/panediting I just applied for a part-time job like 7 minutes ago so here's hoping!

A 500$ shopping spree at MiniSo would fix me

4 male Bluejay birds in the yard! FOUR.

Closet Cosplay Sanji!

Happy #Novellavember everyone!

Anyone got 25 or 30$? Kiddo had a bad day and I don't have the money extra to get her some in-game currency for a character. 🥲 PayPal.me/panediting I swear I'm applying for so many part-time jobs. I just can't catch a break. 😭

All but 1 of Katee Robert's Wicked Villains is on edelweiss 😭 JUST ONE.

Hey friends! I have a Backerkit Campaign coming Real Soon™ as part of #BookBazaar25. The goal will be to bring The Dark Side of Super to life as an audio book! #BookSky, help me spread the word! Sign up and follow! I'd love to smash getting 50 people on there. www.backerkit.com/call_to_acti...

My work lets me order yaoi with nothing but a "I could sell this" main-street-books.com/item/ReGeZGa...

It's funny when the boomer gets concerned when kid and I belt out CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES THIS IS MY LAST RESORT

I would make a splendid personal assistant. I'm outgoing. I can be professional and casual. I love answering emails and phones, making appointments! I can cold call people. I love calendars and planners. I keep up with trends to suggest social content, if needed. I adore talking on the phone.

Last customer of the night last night bought omegaverse yaoi (Worst Soulmate Ever) and My Dearest Patrolman vol 1 for his girlfriend 💖 I got to explain omegaverse! She read Bride and Mate and now he's getting her manga 🥹 She read ao3 so she'll be fine. 🤣💖

I woke up and paid my bill!!

It's for a small bill due Monday. I wouldn't have gotten the few mooncakes I got if I remembered this damn thing. 🫠🫠

Anyone got $20? PayPal.me/panediting 😭

Tomorrow is the last farmer's market of the season. I've gotten food so I'm set now! If anyone would like to help me get one last mooncake, I'd be so happy. Last one! Until next year! Hopefully my financial situation will be better in a year. 🥲 PayPal.me/panediting 🥮🥮🥮🥮

I wanna read Shōgun but $50 🥲 @blackstonepub.bsky.social hook me up? 😭 We did get a special order for one tho!

I cannot afford these but I want them. For my kid.

All considered, a $144 doctor bill isn't bad. But damn I still wanna cry about it.

Got pet photos? Preferably kitties. They're my favorite. I'm having a Very Bad Day already. It started out shitty and I can't climb out. Kitties.

Applied for a couple more part time jobs! To get me through, if anyone has anything, I'd be grateful. PayPal.me/panediting It's bill-paying time. Why is everything so expensive 😭 And it's my Husbeast's birthday. I've slept all day but feel like I could sleep more.

I'm still looking for part time remote WFH work. Full time I might be able to manage depending on what it is. Everything just keeps getting worse and I almost had a breakdown yesterday. So here we are. I've been applying for everything, even call center stuff (done that before). I need help. 🥲

MARS is getting an anniversary edition! Hardcover! Foil! I love this early 2000s manga SO MUCH. I've already reviewed it and emailed my rep about it. June 2026!!

Just in case anyone forgot. I'm the creator and curator of the Biggest Gayest Table. Originally the Gay Table!

Still going!

Got $90 meds for $12 because of a discount card. That the pharmacy offered me. Why was it 90$ for 6 pills tho. I mean I know why but WHY.

YAY

I've eaten this every day for like 2 weeks: Spam 2 soft boiled eggs Shin Ramyun bowl Napa cabbage But I spread out 1 can of spam over 3 days. The Ramyun was 50c each Napa cabbage lasts forever. The chopsticks I use at work are from the ramen museum in Japan!