If you want to help this kitty not go bankrupt for being mentally ill, anything helps ;w; streamlabs.com/rosepurrnima...

SO the insurance fucked up and now I'm literally going to be bankrupt! 🙃 idk if i have to do a gofundme or sell a kidney or wtf

Sometimes (a lot of the time) depression isn't a quick fix w medication and it suuucks. Wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy like. I just wanna be a happy streamer for you guys ;;

updated reference! as far as colors go mostly. Not 100% in love w the skirt color but i'll get a new model someday anyhow lol.

there's a lot of cute and affordable models on billibilli but... you can't purchase them without a chinese phone number x.x this kills the kitty...

Twitch has bit redeems now apparently but I don't know what I should use it for... I had ideas at one point but I forgot 💀

i like online games but i don't stream online games (other than mmo) bECAUSE WHAT IF I SAY THE FUCK WORD WHEN DUELING SOMEONE AND THEY GET UPSET AND CONFRONT ME ON STREAM... i will be sad. and very apologetic. but very sad.

Who can relate? 😅

I know I should stop using google but I hate change 😭 like... at least twitter alternatives keep the same color and ui style...

The golden rule sometimes backfires because treating other people the way I want to be treated is like. talking slow and overexplaining everything because i'm dumb. like i don't think THEY are dumb i just know i'm dumb and need to be spoken to like that LMAO

i will be home in two days and I'm really excited to pickup Yakuza 2 again. My life may be shit but at least Goro Majima exists lmao

if one day i could be sponsored by story of seasons i would be soooo happy... u.u

bruh... they cant just solve the multistreaming and vertical format issues for everyone and disappear wtf... pls tell me obs bought them or something???

how it felt last year coming home from my office job to stream

If you have a family that you love, please cherish every second. Fate is cruel, people get sick... Don't have any regrets. Also for the love of god, keep on top of your health.

i want a muscle mommy 😞

I will be gone most likely for a week starting Saturday. Part of me wants to just finish yakuza 2 in the time before that but I'm not even half done so...

they're probably meant more for visual novels but did you know booth.pm has pngtubers on it??? crazy. like anime girls w different expressions you could totally put in a pngtuber program or plugin...

hopefully hopefully i can see a doctor soon and feel better and can stream more. i kind of wish i had the 'im sad' depression rather than the 'im nothing' depression because it just makes like. nothing fun x.x

vtubing rlly helps my self-confidence. so when im not feeling up to streaming i lose some of that. blah.

People will say stuff like, the vtuber community is so toxic. And I'll be like... I came from tumblr. People will block you for breathing LMAO

On one hand I wanna make a prettier model. On the other hand I kinda don't want people who would only watch so they can look at a pretty model lol. If anything, I should make an even uglier model! Lmao

im so tired of open world rpg gachaslop... idek what could save it. maybe if tribe nine didnt have horrible gacha rates it wouldve lived lol

it really bugs me when people call the next mass effect game 'mass effect 5' andromeda was a spinoff, like...

Women... waow

i wonder if anyone watching my streams is like "Wow, this streamer says 'in minecraft' a lot, she must really enjoy the game!" 💀

a vote for gavis bettel is a vote for vtuber kind!! www.tumblr.com/sexy-people-...

If I weren't a console gamer, I COULD stream while on a trip but. Alas... I guess hypothetically if it were a longer trip I could just take w/e console I was currently using... idk. Probably the PS5 and whatever emulators I have.

did the trailer say NOVA kingdom? like nova chrysalis? 👀👀👀

"Evercold" sounds like a fake name, what...

family stuff has improved somewhat! but i might maybe at some point be leaving to another state to see my sick relative idk. not sure if id be able to stream anymore while there. thats probably within a couple months? it's up in the air.

i will stream as soon as i am not so eepy...

help why is it kinda good ;; based colorize feature (i tweaked it after but it saved so much time omg)

infinity nikki story update tonight... oop

been messing with clip studio paint. im really going to have to get into a daily art habit if i wanna get good again but i am sooo lazy lmao

re-evaluating why i stream... like, man, being popular would be cool or w/e but at the end of the day if I'm not meeting cool people who like the same weird shit I like, then I'm failing my actual goal. Which would come with popularity! But if they're not into what I'm into then... nope

One day I could do a stream reacting to warrior cat fan animations but it would be stolen valor because I've only read one of the books. That did not stop me from watching all of those animations as a child tho lmao

gUYS MY WAIFU ZERO IS GONNA BE IN THE NEXT FFXIV PATCH i missed her so much... my beloved...

the latest vtuber drama is really sickening, if you wanna learn about it like... do not 💀 its like the m/izkif shit all over again.

The family situation has not gotten better. I just, wanna be happy, you know? All I have is my mom and my sisters. I just want to make something of myself before sudden illness takes me like it took my relatives. Life is really, really short..

why must the job market suck... i wish i could afford those custom models ppl use they are so cute. at the same time i want ppl to like me for my shitty art lol. the dilemma.

Ho. Ly. Shit... I mean my computer would explode but this is crazyy

I uhhh fingers crossed but I might have another death in the family 🙃 I try to not talk too much about my personal life but uh. I don't know! Prayers or whatever you're into would be cool? Ugh

fun discovery: you CAN set hotkeys to play sounds in vtube studio even without doing anything else just by setting a hotkey and then clicking the music note. but you gotta have it in the model folder so like yeah blerp is still easier... but. meh.

I'm considering a mental health break. Depression is rough. I will hopefully be getting a new psychiatrist soon, at least 💀

How yall look when you ragebait me on stream 😤

@roosedoose.bsky.social she's just like me, fr...

when ur mean to me this is who ur being mean to btw

Ngl I do like actually like league in theory I just hate the company and the playerbase. If there's a similar game that's cool maybe. I hear Dota is better...? But dissidia is giving me similar vibes rn