Holding onto hope, but feeling very lost. Like sailing in a stormy sea of doubt. Always on the edge of tipping over and taken into the murky waters to sink. Never to rise again and see the sun.

It's #WorldKindnessDay Be the goodness in life and spread to those around you. And never forget the lives of those you touch.

😥 When you need someone to help you by following you to an auto appointment to take you back home and the following day take you back to pick up your car shouldn't be this stressful or hard to find.

Just gonna leave this here... Felt like focusing solely on feetpaws. Yes, haha "sole"-ly, very funny. Anywho, here's a link: ko-fi.com/c/2278e0598d

Not much of an upgrade, but this will be future proof as well! My old one is over 10 years old so I'm giving my girl another new toy. :)

Chicago trip going well! Lion King Broadway was amazing as always. Visited the BEAN. And went out for a walk to the pier for a nice skyline view.

Ready for the show!

Piece done for @neighbae.bsky.social His handsome charr showing up some! c:

Wooo! Leveled up and upgraded equipment!

Been working on some streaming things in the background. Long way to go but DnD lite version of battle system is coming along. Sneak preview of what new layout may look like!

I have a question as we get closer to MFF this year. I'm looking for roomies this year as normal group won't be going. Only ask no drugs, room to relax in, and I'm just one fursuiter. Figured I'd start by asking here first. Thanks!

I finally finished Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 on stream. What a wonderful game and the ending made me cry a little bit. Brought back some tough memories.

Apologies, but I'm so fatigued, unfocused, and struggling today that I will have to postpone streaming tonight until another day. X.X

Finally back home. I'm so tired, exhausted, and mentally tired. But I'm back home...zzzz

I stg, I been so out of it and mind has gone blank so many times at work and at home for the past week and half. With my uncle passing away last week and the wake this weekend...I've been a mess and rather frustrated at seemingly everything. v_v

Birthday today! Stream gonna be going all day today. Feel free to stop by! :3 www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

For a birthday stream tomorrow, a list of games I may play: Okami Tomb Raider Monster Hunter: Wilds (New Festival) Resident Evil Remakes Hollow Knight Crowd Control If you may have a suggestion, feel free to let me know. Thank you!

Today was a great stream! Was also a very special stream, showing off my new Vtuber, made for me by surprise by THE @pimtheplush.bsky.social Extra special thanks to @daffoxy.bsky.social for the raid And we carried over the love and raided @aurawolf.bsky.social twitch.tv/squishy_pawpads

Have had the audio interface for a few years. Finally got the AI and wiring done! Much better set up for streaming!

Seems that someone is thirsty for Chantara this Thursday. The red dragon getting quite handsy and she seems a bit surprised!

Comm for Kerrash Always happy to draw Bowser's feet and this one came out pretty well so I'm quite glad with how it turned out. #feet #paws

What are you doing way down there? I think you could do more than stare. 😉 #FursuitFriday #furry #fursuit

I felt rather cute today. How about you come spend some time with me?

Ive been getting into gaming lately and finally got a chance to try out Vrchat. Im so happy now that i could interact and talk to old and new friends that i haven’t seen in awhile. I wanna give a big thanks to @cloudhusky.bsky.social for introducing me to VR, new friends, and learning skills on it.

We're going on an Expedition, number 33! Streaming some Clair Obscur: Expedition 33! Going into it with not knowing much about it. Bit of a blind playthrough. xD www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Just some chill Final Fantasy 14. Come chat and hang for a bit. :3 www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Always feel so much better giving my old CPU and cooler a good cleaning of the thermal paste. Shiny and clean once again!

I love getting me some new computer parts. X3 Got it all installed on Saturday and it's been purring like a kitten! SO much more smoother than before and not so CPU bound anymore.

How fucking degrading... Monthly meeting with my manager and basically told I've been lied to and led on about a promotion. And that if I want it, I have to do 50% more work than I am doing currently for a CHANCE. Not a guarantee. Yeah... Fuck. That.

Yaaay! Thank you to everyone for helping me reach this! It's been a wonderful time and look forward to more with everyone! Chaos will ensue! HAHA! 💙🐾 For the Pawpad Legion! www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Hollow Knight Randomization! New map and overlay so hopefully won't get too lost! www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Day 2 of Monster Hunting! More for the Blood Legion! www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Starting up Monster Hunter: Wilds stream! Charr going on a hunt with everyone else! >3 www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Happy Friday everyone! Love to point and show you this sign as a reminder that you should always ask for a hug, but if the suiter doesn’t want a hug please respect their space and move on. photo by pagan wolf #fursquared25 #fursuitfriday More words are in the comments about this topic!

Dear friends deserve smooches. In this case Kerrash's fave chee :3 Little gifty for @vateo.art <3 Art by @syberfab.bsky.social Aven belongs to @vateo.art

Starting tomorrow, will be my first foray back into streaming on twitch! Now that the end of dragons has come to Tyria. Come join my Charr, Squishy Pawpads, on her journey to hunt a new kind of Elder Dragon in Monster Hunter: Wilds! www.twitch.tv/squishy_pawp...

Papá werewolf se cansa de bailar, Le sobas las patitas? ~ #FursuitFriday #fursuit #musk #paws

Saw Alan Walker last night and what a show! So enjoyable and recorded it all the best I could! X3 Shout-out to the few very nice people at the front and center stage I hung with!

Oh my, what is Squishy doing? X3 Time will tell, stay tuned!

Hey there! It's Valentine's Day! While I may not have anything to celebrate today, I hope those of you who do have a wonderful day and weekend with your partners! #FursuitFriday #Furry #ValentinesDay

Happy Valentines to my wonderful @bjornstarkriss.bsky.social <3 I love you~ By the lovely @caniscappuccino.bsky.social

Damn, I never realized how being touch-starved can really negatively affect you. Especially since the passing of my cat, the oppressive loneliness has only gotten worse. I get little spurts here or there of physical contact, but it certainly doesn't feel like enough.

Still a while until Paw Day in May, and I’m impatient… so show me your paws! 👀 Need more beans on my timeline. 🐾

Since my old phone was finally heading its way to the graveyard... Time for an upgrade to a Pixel 9.

Yeah, think I'm gonna need it all after this week. But hey! Welcome to come join! #FursuitFriday #furryfandom #furry

OMG, I don't think I've ever felt so tense at my DnD character, Mahal, to actually die during the campaign. Mahal, Twilight Cleric/Star Druid, on his own in bed against a Mind Flayer. And yet, SOMEHOW, the dice allowed me to escape! Broke free, turned invisible and got the fuck out of there! XD

Have a meaty plap on your timeline! Pretty proud of how the shader setup i played with works nicely~

I will cast a spell on you! X3 #FursuitFriday #Furry

for @lokiroland.bsky.social 🐱🔥