Fuck my stupid baka life i hate everything

Pisses me off so bad when people say haesol HAS to get pregnant if they want kids SHUT UP SHUT UP KILL YOURSELF NO SHE DOESNT😭😭ADOPTION EXISTS I DONT FUCKING CARE IF YOU DONT LIKE MPREG I DONT CARE BUT SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO GET FUCKING PREGNANT FUCK YOU DIE DIE DIE NEVER INTERACT WITH ME AGAIN

No one sees these posts So haesol with undiagnosed ocd ☺️the kind that gives her seperation anxiety like a dog. She goes to work and has to call yeonwoo every 30 minutes to check he hasn’t somehow died or gotten injured

Here’s some random stuff about the Selkie au -Selkies have black toes and fingers for a reason. A very very VERY long time ago (like when fae were still pretty common) a human made a deal with a fae witch, saying he’ll trade his voice for a way to identify Selkies when they’re walking among humans-

Drawing a lot of seals recently…and also starting the timeline of the winged au fic. Unfortunately there’s a LOT of worldbuilding that I have to do before I can even consider posting it😓

I need to write more yeonsol

Is it egotistical of me to say that my writing might actually Not be that terrible😓sometimes i’ll reread it and i’ll be taken aback because it’s not as bad as I thought

Alnst music got me wanting to write the most horrifically codependent and obsessive yeonsol fanfics😮‍💨

Wjat is going on how am i being so productive with writing this is going to last a week and then i’ll have a huge 6 month crash isnt it

Yeonmama and her baby yeonwoo from my selkie au fic🥲they’re so cute

Must….make…more…yeonsol..

I can’t wait to add the tags for this

Hea d hurts. I will not stop the grind for a mere headache. 3k and counting…

Wanna write so bad but I have absolutely zero motivation to 🙁

When your friend lowkey draws your own oc better than you do and now you have to just cry and scream and roll around and claw ar the screen because he looks so fine

I love loud music until it becomes music that’s loud and then i dont love it

I LOEV SEALS I LOVE SELKIES IM TWEAKING OOUUUUTTTTT I LOOOOVEEEEE THEM THEY ARE SOOOO AWESOMEE UUYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYY

Ougghb slowly starting to write again

Procrastinating😔i need to go to bed earlier…

Watching death note for the first time and damn it’s interesting 😍also if anyone wants to recommend any shows or anime on netflix to me, do it now bc i’ll probably actually watch it for once

I need to write. I need to study. I need to draw. But my beloved (playing roblox with my friends) keeps calling my name and im afraid i cant resist the sirens song😔

drawing cute yeonsol things, maybe i should make this sort of art more

Tempted to never update/upload any fics or art ever again😔when will this end

Animating is boring and hard but mostly boring so I have to remind myself that once i’ve actually finished it’ll be totally worth it and i’ll want to animate more (lying)

2.1k words in one session, not bad.. (it’s 3 am. Help.)

I need more fanfics of them being cute with each other😢

I have gyatt to get better at drawing so i can bring my yeonsol visions to life…

YEONSOL HOORAY!!!!!

Yeonsol lalalalalallalalaaaa i love you yeonsol yeonsol is the best💜💜💜💜

Returning to my roots (yeonsol) except i never actually grew from it and i was always still interested just a little distracted

I should be asleep but i’m too yeonsolpilled…

Crying on the floor thinking of yeonsol

I love yeonsol😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭my babies..my pookies…..

Yeonsol so cute they make me want to bawl like a baby and vomit everywhere also like a baby

Fuckign decked my own face with my ipad 😭 how do i keep doing this to myself

6 hours into this piece and I haven’t even finished the lineart. I’m having the time of my life rn

Being able to make art is really nice, even if it kinda sucks

Trying to plan out chapters without making them seem like filler😭😭💔💔💔💔why is writing slowburn so HARD

I forgot that under no circumstances should I try to find and replace words in my 26k doc because it’s equal to opening a fucking zip bomb😭i just did it and my whole fucking phone crashed and restarted. Fantastic

Editing..very slowly..but still editing

Listening to caramelldansen on repeat, i dont think today is going to be a nice day

Confession time: for some reason i just really like well drawn shoes in drawings, like if a character is wearing detailed shoes of any kind i’m like 😍😍😍😍

I like it when characters say “mhm” in stories. It’s such a small but so human thing to me and it immediately makes them feel more real tbh

I can’t talk to my friends about my ocs in too much detail because then it feels like i’m dumping and they aren’t interested so I just have to keep it in😔like i’m pretty sure you dgaf how the lyrics of that one song fit their story in specific ways

I love adding little details and lore to my fanfics that’ll never actually be mentioned

Sick as fuck rn save me yeonsol

Does anyone else just hold their breath with almost every waking inhale for no reason or am i the only one

Chronic illness is kicking my ass😔💔fuck my stupid baka life

Was worrying that i’m too enthusiastic about things and that my reactions are getting old lately so i consulted my friend and she told me to never change because she’s sick of people trying to be nonchalant 💜ok girl whatever you say