its been so long since ive played everskies,,

i think we should all be fish instead

im so happy mister stop sign decided to stay with me i will save him, i will make him real! even if i have to break my head for him to fit in thats how friendship works

im still alive yippee?

not a single soul even cares about me i dont even know why i keep trying

i relapsed and i cant even do it right there is not a single thing i can do right i am just a waste of guts and skin there is no getting out of it how many months was i free of sh? i dont know and it doesnt matter. i want to mutilate my body until all there is left is a mangled corpse

nevermind suicide ideation is back on the menu boys!!!!!

okay i dont wanna die anymore i think thats good

i am going to go die now bye bye!!!!!!!!

maybe i should go outside and take pictures, its a bring and sunny day... but i dont feel like showing my face to anyone, i dont feel like dressing up my vessel today... i feel like even if i make the effort to be pretty today, i'll stay ugly no matter what

today is like yesterday and tomorrow will be like today

why is everyone fleeing me? did i do something wrong?

havent left my bedroom today but i took some bad pictures of my bedroom,,

today today today

one day im going to die in the snow and everything will be okay

we are the love we give!!! not the love we receive!!!!!

i thought a lot about mister stop sign today, maybe because its a full moon? i always associated him with the moon so... mmh, i hope he's okay. i sometimes split on him, but deep down i still want to protect him, if he also wants that

is the human body hot enough to bake cookies inside? asking for a friend

ive been feeling so so so lonely these days... where is my esoteric side i need to not be real right now!!!

my oshi/idol is a man in his 40s woaww

finally cleaned my bedroom... two whole trashbags of trash..... uughh i need a break now

today was a good day, i drew a little... im starting to see that my days are better when i draw! art is the key to happiness!!!

seeing my therapist after two months FINALLYYY

i remember once i was so mad at my former best friend that i actually went outside to calm down... maybe i need to be mad more often

lesbians....aaaahhh... save me lesbians....

monday i was so happy to have my friends i was so happy but since yesterday it feels like no one likes me and im all alone

its been years since i havent had a day where i dont think about killing myself!!!!!

im not a good person at all

if i relate to homura why do i have sayaka as my pfp? because im blue da ba dee da ba di

i am very normal and sane

you know when homura remembers madoka but the universe got rewritten so witches dont exist anymore and nobody but homura remembers her...? its might sound odd but thats what i find most relatable about homura. loving someone that no one else know, to the point they'll even debate their existence...

yesterday was great but today my bpd side said we cant have two nice days in a row so i felt lonely most of the day,,

i wanna dye my hair blue but then im gonna have blue hair and pronouns,,

i am a walking crime scene!!!!

i love all of my friends so so so so much im so happyyyy

i've been drawing all day ^_^ life is good when you're not bedrotting!!

how do people not have the urge to change their pfp every two week?? i always change mine whenever... is it strange?

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i cooked today.. im actually very happy :>

you're the coldest place on earth!!!!

why do i wake up at 3am now i do not need to be awake this early

i did nothing today and yesterday... im wasting my life away!

everypony loves me it would be illegal to hate me

i drew all day long..... im so tired qwq

craving greek pizza life is so hard 💔💔💔💔💔

i wanna make a new oc... someone who has been traveling different dimensions and went insane because of it... utterly disgusting too! spirals spirals spirals...

uuurgghh i need to draw so bad but i have headache and im too sleepy!!!!

is it me or is there even more ads on pinterest now...

i really want to try and get better but i dont know how

i was doing so well for a couple of days too, i was uninterested in them, but i can see my obsession slowly crawling back. but no, not this time! this time i will fight back! this time i wont let it seduce me again! whether it be anger or affection, it feeds me the same! and i dont want it anymore!