How am I supposed to eat and exercise better if I'm broke and get off work at 9pm most nights and the other nights I have to be in bed by 9pm? I feel like I'm chronically exhausted these days and can't be bothered to cook.

I keep forgetting when you cut curly hair that you can't go off of the wet length because it will shrink up shorter with curls in it... Now my hair is too short after my yearly haircut 🫠

1 out of 9 art folders for Alf's diffsinger is fully complete

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So much art I need to work on... don't wanna...

my boss: well you don't have to work Thanksgiving isn't that a good thing? also my boss: *schedules me to work until midnight the night before Thanksgiving and 5am the day after*

New cover with a new Aphelia model, yeet #diffsinger #apheliaUTAU youtu.be/Fatwxc3nyNs

New cover with a new Aphelia model, yeet #diffsinger #apheliaUTAU youtu.be/Fatwxc3nyNs

Bro I should have called off today. It's the 10 year anniversary of my mom's passing, and I sobbed for 5 minutes in the cash office because im so overwhelmed with work on top of that. I'm so cooked.

Big brave boy has anemia and has to do more blood tests

Big brave boy who def isn't afraid of needles and is super big and brave (me) did all of their blood tests, flu shot, and covid shot today and now feels icky

me tuning this cover with Alf on no sleep and in a rush to get it done for Saturday

Gotta work 7 days in a row: 4 opening shifts and 3 closing shifts

Deciding to change the version of the song I'm trying to upload a cover of on Saturday after I was almost done. Now I have to re-do everything because all the timing, notes and vibes are slightly different 💔

First Sunday open/closing out the week alone. HOW COULD IT GO WRONG? I'm on my lunch out of breath, sleep deprived, and my back hurts so bad.

Our neighbors cat keeps hanging out in our backyard (probably because it's quiet and empty) I get to pet a kitty, and kitty gets a quiet, shady backyard to nap in during the afternoon. Win Win.

Gotta force myself to finish the cover I had planned for next Saturday and render the Brown Dwarf art

Manifesting I get a new job before Thanksgiving/Christmas because these bitches won't know what to do without me

Making new tutorial demos again... 🫠

Realized I should have recorded Japanese for Brown Dwarf so I could have it be super accented (English R's etc.) The list of things I need to do for their V9 update grows and I haven't released their V8 yet

Am I redrawing all the chibi icons for Aphelia so they all match styles because I added a new voice color... unfortunately yuh

forgot I actually finished drawing 2 ref sheets and just needed to add the text and swatches to them.. oopsies

I got invited to do an exam for a government job I applied for. Fingers crossed that I can get out of retail/customer service 🤞

Thank you grandma for taking us to see the manga exhibit today

So apparently it wasn't Near but one of their friends(?)/defender. Even so, to ruin someone's REAL LIFE because she publicly outed your friend for being inappropriate with kids is diabolical and I hope you have the life you deserve

It is absolutely diabolical and despicable to out anyone as queer especially in super conservative places. Then, to have it be a grown adult outing their child victim. I'm at a loss for words.

My back flaring up on the day where we're so understaffed I have to stand all day and can't sit to do my paperwork

Desperate times (being super eepy with a migraine at work) call for desperate measures (energy drink even though I never drink more than a cup of coffee a day)

Having to get home late (10pm), having a day off then going into work at 5am... I'm dying squirter I haven't slept

People who listen to stuff in the break room on full volume with no headphones I wish you a very bad day

Tell me why (I'm assuming) the Amazon outage seems to have made it so we can't use WIC and EBT at my work???

Save me peak energy tea and handful of ibuprofen! Save me from my migraine right before work!

I probably will have to go to a funeral in the next few weeks but I can't ask for days off unless its two weeks in advanced, the week of the 9th is my manager's vacation so I'm in charge, and we can't ask for the week of Thanksgiving.

too burnt out to make a demo right after I have a working model 🥲

see yall in 30 years

Already got one of the Alfs I commissioned... the serotonin of seeing my lil fella...

New Aphelia model demo should hopefully be ready soon. I'm just finishing the new vocoder + need to pick a good song 😋

Overheard the guy I trained say he wants to quit our department because our manager may or may not have threatened to write him up for stuff he may or may not have done. He keeps making mistakes, but I'd become the only closer again... and I'd still have to open 2 days a week probably

WHY IS IT RAINING SO HARD THE HELL

The guy I trained has been doing literally anything except what I trained him to do and made a HUGE mistake that will probably get my department in trouble + make all us do extra training even though he fucked up all by himself...

Training with tension and breathiness is actually the best idea I've had, this voicebank is far too powerful...

me listening to the diffsinger I voiced, labeled and trained all by myself: god whoever made this guy fucking cooked here

Things I've noticed so far playing with the new Alf model: - Brown Dwarf needs the pitch model to have a lot of stank on the accent - Protostar is a lot sharper + cuter - Negative Breathiness + Tension with Black hole is 🤌 - Red Giant is even more powerful

Of course my internet does while I'm training. Anyways... IDK if it's because I've trained more or used their pitch model but now you can really tell Brown Dwarf has an accent and it's killing me 😂

I got a new working Alf model and I finished the lineart for Brown Dwarf

waiting to render this test of brown dwarf to see if I wasted my time jklfsadj

I made myself nostalgic by making Brown Dwarf's cape a desert sunset with cactus and a monsoon going on 😭

Alf is preprocessing... soon the world will know if their country mode was worth adding

When you go to comment and thank someone for your using your UTAU and the first comment is from N*ar

when people have boundaries for how their voice is used and remind you that you're using an actual person's voice and not some abstract anime girl blorbo