Need.... Kizapunk yapping partner.......fuck

I'm so horny again I'm gonna hop on anyone rn

Also had another evil ass idea Saint Saturn watching Vegapunk and Borsalino fucking and he keeps the footage bro is a sicko HE'S JORKING IT!!!!!

Ok ok Borsalino fucking Shaka and somehow having it only in tune with Vegapunk so none of the other satellites know what's happening AND VEGAPUNK CAN FEEL EVERYTHING FUCK GRRR

IM HAVING HORNY ASS THOUGHTS RN IM HIDING OVER HERE RN HAHA

Reading up on enmeshment HAAAA I'm crying non-stop because that's pretty much it I think I found it fellas

:) FUCK

Ok I'm fine now I think tired but ok 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Bro idk how to handle rejection well especially if it's from my own family feel like I'm dying rn it hurts all over

🥴 and now I'm being ignored hmm I will cry later haha

It's reactions like these that remind me I'm still very much ill bro this is gonna exhaust me today FUCK

TRYING NOT TO FEEL LIKE SHIT WHEN IM NOT ASKED TO DO SOMETHING HELP HELP HELP I'm so used to being the one being asked to do something and now that I wasn't asked today my body went into panic mode haha help???? Fuck dud e I hate this dumbass body and my reactions

But anyway I've been so horny it's making me nauseous how is everyone doing

I feel bad for this account I barely use it now

Just remembered something that scared the SHIT out of me when I was 17. I remember I had this mutual on there and she was infatuated with me but it got to a point where she straight up sent me nudes and I was horrified I literally threw up 😭 cuz it was so uncalled for

I guess I took a screenshot when I meant to stop my alarm I forgot I had that shit set to this video 😭

Not again 😭 I figured out why I felt insane fellas

I just want to be silly but this is how life has me rn

Thought about ending it today fr but then I was like how am I gonna look at Stella if I'm fucking dead 😐

Well this fucking sucks I didn't think it would ever happen again but I got a really bad anxiety attack at work I had to get the fuck out of there I don't want to go anywhere I want to be away from everything

My niece is going back to her dad's :( I'm going to miss her

Can life stop fucking me so I can draw my faves fucking instead

I just want stability God fucking damn it fuck

Big sobbing session done in bathroom because things are probably going to change again I'm tired fellas

Hears my manager on the phone just outside the bathroom entrance and I just fart louder

Man i was doing so good too

I'm so useless when it comes to comforting others sometimes I try my best but I feel like I revert into a fucking child I just feel so small

Just had a terrible fuckin anxiety attack right now due to more personal stuff going on at home I wish my family wasn't like this I am unable to help only myself right now and I had to cry it out because it was too much for me to handle

READY to get my ass chewed out by customers today as I cancel their orders :3

Wait what if...Kizaru was being controlled....holy shit 🫪 hmm who knows I'm still mad at him

Should I buy yes or yes

I'm sorry but being 30 is the best shit that ever happened to me actually I finally feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be age wise cuz I ALWAYS felt like an old fart 😭 like I was already happy when I turned 25 and the older I get, the BETTER

Dude I cannot shut up about Vegapunk

I have been getting awfully dizzy lately and yes I know it's because I haven't been eating but I am not hungry ☹️

Wtf do you mean I lost 10lbs NOW that I'm off my weight loss meds kys

How the fuck do people handle existing lmao I feel too much all the time or absolutely nothing at all and it's really annoying

I find myself happily saying I can't wait to die fr I'm a prisoner in this body and in this planet I didn't ask to be born 😭 and I'm forced to work to survive? Come on bro

Maybe I'm not okay :)

Bought some cinnamon rolls and they were so disappointing now I'm mad 😭

WHAT'S ON THE AGENDA TODAY

I think I saw my first ex while I was heading out for my break 🫪 fellas IT'S BEEN

Im so sleepy I wanna miss work again 😭

Yesterday a customer told me she used AI to find out if we carry a certain type of cheese and it made me want to kill myself bitch use your fuckin hands!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE EYES!!!! LOOK!!!!!

Bitch I'm pooping leave me alone

I've been mourning Stella since two days ago that shit hurt way more than I thought 😭😭😭😭

Thinking about how Borsalino probably started calling himself Kizaru to slowly kill his true self off while he does his horrible duties 🫠

Ngl I'd love a spinoff series showing us Vegapunk and his adventures

WHEN I FUCKIN FIND YOU I WILL END YOU KIZARU!!!!!!!!!!! 😭💔

At this point I think I have like emotional masochism or something cuz why do I go for the doomed ships all the time (I'm not going to stop)

I can't keep doing this bro Kizaru when I get you I'm gonna fuckin GET YOU!!!!