my god im so tired i dont even think im learning anything.

after tomorrow, a serious reckoning of how much help this brain needs. oh teacups.

next time na magpadala ako sa existential despair magpapagupit na lang ako no

this old dog this bad dog this sad dog

How to write about death? Or bodies.

Sep2025: Living on caffeine and distant dreams. Also a good coffee date with @silangan.bsky.social

Gladys from Weapons is on my pinterest aesthetic. Been thinking about carpet bags for years, and now that it's converted -- from Mary Poppins to Gladys? I think it's time. Parasitic spinster vibes? It's 2025.

Weapons (2025) - dir. Z. Crogger - ⭕️

Weapons -- and I've been wanting a carpet bags for 2y now.

oh my god i can finally sleep

religion really allows us to disperse our paranoia towards the general universe huh and THAT'S mental health!

vibe

Made inihaw na liempo and a big batch of beef mechado yesterday. I love big batch cooking in giant pots, the hours it takes to cook the beef so it's fork-tender. I love knowing I have some food ready to eat for a week or so. And the strange surge of energy to cook is a good indicator for better mh.

if there's anything mythic about sex maybe we dont believe in it anymore

Adulthood in your 35s is just saying no to french fries.

on my knees begging my brain to stop rearranging the furniture

Final Destination: Bloodlines - ⭕️ Jurassic Park: Rebirth - ❓️

NEW KIYOSHI KUROSAWA!?

"It’s morning again in America. Federal agents snatch students off the streets. The White House boasts of banishing hundreds of people to a Salvadoran prison, ignoring the judges who demand due process." hammerandhope.org/article/trum...

My Brilliant Friend (E. Ferrante) giving me anxiety for no particular reason

Before I implode my life.

I don't understand why Lalamove's priority option still allows riders to have other packages to deliver in between. Wtf did I pay that premium fee for.

Embarrassed I'm only listening to Aurora now? open.spotify.com/track/5ZePs7...

magical thinking danger danger

I need everyone on Normal People internet to know that American Girl Doll Instagram is doing doll protests today. There are tiny t-shirts and signs. AND THEN I realized it's a joint protest with the Barbie ppl, where there are EVEN TINIER SIGNS.

My 2025 personality is parasocially watching bestfriends with nothing in common except one activity:

why is Dancing on My Own my 2025 theme song?

New adventures!

whispers: stop selling service as software

if you see this, quote with the energy yoh bring to blue sky (tired, furious, old, curious if this body is zombie)

Kazuo Ishiguro movies always bangers

It's kind of amazing that we thought we were in new ~golden age of horror a decade ago ... and we're still here because the societal trauma is reaching an all-time high. Punches keep punching.

They have to release the extended cuts of I Like to Watch on Netflix, because they must have reacted to the trans character on Squid Game 2, and Love Island must have longer roasts.

I should try and catch up on books, my nerves have been fried since March.

People really out here shitting on Beyonce's star power and legacy when the answers are: wordlwide massive fucking inflation, shitty ticket selling mechanisms and dynamic pricing. Me, a peasant fan, explaining the situation while begging for a ticket:

"We all have forests in our minds. Forests unexplored, unending. Each of us gets lost in the forest, every night, alone.” —From the introduction to “Vaster Than Empires and More Slow” in The Wind’s Twelve Quarters

The mods of r/ChangeMyView shared the sub was the subject of a study to test the persuasiveness of LLMs & that they didn't consent. There’s a lot that went wrong, so here’s a 🧵 unpacking it, along with some ideas for how to do research with online communities ethically. tinyurl.com/59tpt988

My mom almost spent 4k on lab tests. Luckily, the card came through but I love when the universe gently reminds you that unemployment is not an option. 🫠

This week's "is this too much internet?": Saw a ru girl video saying that [colloquially] straights is different from heterosexuals, and I kinda agree and appreciate the shorthand distinction. The straights are not ok.

New drinks from Resonate! Espresso with Earl Grey foam and meringue on a stick? So good.

So, tracking the next odd taboo-ish trope to go mainstream through fanfics -- I guess it makes sense. For a moment there, I thought we were really going to get gender fluidity, but of course we got incest instead. That's just the decade baby.

The kind of misfortune I am wishing for whoever invented dynamic pricing? And all industries that use it? I can't even type it down.

God the longest three weeks of my life. Awat na lord.

I can't believe this bitch is trying to carve out which homo is acceptable GET HELP YOU WEIRDO

Ok, so it's official. H&M no longer sells plus size pants on their app, at least not to the Philippines. 🫠

Everyday Adobe gives everyone a reason to 🏴‍☠️ them.

Q1 2025, feedback:

Lips of an Angel More than Words

People using Ghibli AI -- get fucked.

I would like to catch a break, please.