Crazy that I'm starting to live the life I dreamt of my entire childhood

First time empl**ed 🤢

Supernatural for the fasting and the wicked

Everyday Eat fiber and protein Lift weight Have butt sex 💪

Eating disorder worms quieted down finally, turns out it was mostly dysphoria 😔

I've been gone for so long.... My whole body composition changed, I finished art school, got papers saying I'm officially an artist, I fully pass now, moving out in a month

I think I have to get a scale that somehow tells you your body fat %

Bruh how the fuck do I count BMI now that I gained so much muscle

Soooo im 6 months on testosterone nooow

Sorry that I haven't been active, I got finals and I actually need to eat to think 😔 head not empty for once

Seeing Elon makes me reminiscent of the gallows

Anybody else got thinspo on their wallpaper to remind them of the grindset...

First time going out w a part of my family that knows I'm trans 😐

I wish someone would care when I'm signalling that I'm shing

-7°C today.... I don't think 500 calories gonna keep me warm

Omg sorry babe I'm busy counting calories #edsky #caterpillarsky

Don't fucking look at my likes, I'm not okay

Bruh I'm about to do fucking coffee omads for the next 7 days, what the fuck have I done

I loooove this one!!

I feel like my ed is boxing my dysphoria, one wants to starve to look boyish, and the dysphoria knows I'm taking t and wants me to gain muscle

In clothes skinny but not naked skinny, wanna kms

Bruh this one was so limited

About to eat ass, how many calories?? /J

I wanna get fucked up without the calories

How do I come back home after a weekend and my parents are already fighting

Matcha is my favourite drink hehe but uh what is an ult?

My fucking BICEPS

Yo y the fuck is it easier for me to talk in lower tones now? Is it just that I've been training a lot or...

The urge to be a tall skinny twink but you're stuck being 160cm (5'3)

Unironically great song for walking

My muscles huUrt 🫥I didn't even work out

M3an G1rls has no business being the perfect combination of iconic and triggering #caterpillarsky #edsky

Cater to the pillar sky? 🤨 #caterpillarsky

If someone were to get top surgery, and the amount of weight removed puts them over into a new BMI bracket... Did their BMI actually change? Sry I'm having brain fog #edsky #caterpillarsky

I'm sorry I don't post doomer ed stuff atm, I promise I'll go back to it full force with BCs once I look like a proper guy (hopefully gonna be Viktor)

Is there special testosterone to turn me into Viktor? 🥴

LMAO yeah top surgery I'm coming!!

Going to my gyno tommorow, should I disclose that I'm trans or just that I take t?

I've been so happy today... It's like I'm not hazy anymore, I've never felt so full of life

I'm so eeepy... I slept 9 hours today along side yesterday's 4 hour nap 😴

I got my first T injection :) I'm crying, not very manly of me

God damn me accidentally shanking myself is a prettier wound than I ever achieved w sh :(

This test is real stupid

I'm not disordered at all! I say, while sculpting this #edsky #caterpillarsky

Me going out to school Vs me going out w friends vs me staying in :3

I GOT T PRESCIBED!!! WERE INJECTING OM THE WEEKEND!?

I hate having anxiety my chest hurts so much

I CANT BREATHE FUCKING HELL

I'm literally 20 minutes before getting t I'm gonna piss myself