this is so keg boys coded

End of the year Gonna to rake all my entries clean it all up Make some sick art out of it Just gotta thread it Crazy fucking year What a thrill like I hated it

hyl is the coolest because they tolerated my schizoid ass throughout this whole shitstorm, and that really is a good friend even if its hard to deal with.. like ik

he said NO PICKLES young man this is an antique shop

sourpatch? nah mate. its sourpunk. Im the sourpunk kid. Get it cuz'.. first I was pretty sour, right? Now im all sweet. Innit fuckin beautiful?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAYAUAYAHSHSH

Omg this fandom is still ass isn't it

I died 69 times this year

im so fucking extra doomsday panic and shit hate it I said stop and like they fuckin didnt assholes fr fuckin ass wipes

Sorry its just the hypervigilance of being naturally attuned to the hawk from my very own Cherokee roots Its always on sight and locked

I get the millennial spiral crash out Oscar Me fucking me

this year for me personally felt like a mix of what happened to billy and eddie ngl

ooooyeee

im a pure fucking angel♡

anyways I want to write some tomgrove and stommy and ill probably do that finally

lol sorry broh its truly the curse of being a 94 baby Kinda makes you this specimen who gets tested? experiment? and when youre in the veryyyyy middle where they keep ripping your angel wings? ugh lol. It truly evolves you if you survive like some fucking mkultra bullshit. crazy frog bom bomm

like basically wicked witch of the east in the middle of the fucking killing floor. Wow it's like i already know the motherfucking labyrinth because hmm.. DE JA VUUU. black cats? All around me. So truly i am guided by darkness and serve as a vessel where my intuition KNOWS what the fuck it is. mhm?

yep. so we're good. I just dont? fucking play. im tired. I will just focus on being creative. Writing, drawing, whatever the fuck else. Tired of life, broh. Im done with trying to be a good friend to people. Omg they lie all the fucking time! So yeah im done. Fuck all that noise.

yeah and I already said I was fucking mental from the get go Well they threw my ass in the fucking meat grinder and um im? sigh.. fiiiiiiiine?? but it truly! Is a fucking process. I just want to have peace omg. So fucking stupid lol.

nah if youre crazy youre fucking normal broh The rest are brainwashed Take it from someone who comes from the bleeding heart of witchcraft Its one or the other Breh? Just leave me the fuck alone. Im fucking BLAIR. I dont want to go to church and im good on satanic blood orgies. eeeEEUUGHHHH..

its great being sensitive because you feel a lot so im sure im fucking possessed by a lot of shadows and all that psychic warfare they manipulated me with as a child is just something I channeled in to be my gift to weaponize Mhm? I fucking hate cults. Its like all those sacrificed souls REFLECT.

Like i couldn't tell you how many times ive died But a lot. A lot. So this white hole ive accepted to just let go after the fucking SCORPIO RETROGRADE (whyyyy) I will... fucking? Heal. Cool! But im fucking over it. Truly. Its like.. Im verryyyyyy LUCKY to be alive still. Psh.. YEAH.

And idk im supposed to let go but um it was never my fault and that innocent angel is dead now. I dont let go of the ashes and thats what literally makes you a phoenix. You are rebirthed from the ash. Big cycle in your spirit and mind too. Um? I will try to behave better but.. dont try me. Cool.

Truly just psychic and it's all in stone Its like.. I am fully aware they scammed me out of my future from the start and their terrorism just gave me this gift of photographic memory Dont forget shit broh to the point I can travel backwards just like life is strange lol All those teeny tiny details

lmao I wanted to make a villain theme song so fun

truly a dark paladin because you break your oath when love always comes first

turns out the cultic abuse you endure for all your life and the year they boil you with makes you an ethereal angel ok bitch I am I already knew that

remember to meet me at 3:15

you wanna be banned for life, lard ass? didnt think so.

Lets goooo

hire me hideo kojima

doing some video projects I get some pretty cool footage and shots in witchcraft where I deliver

ive been reallyyyy disconnected

hehe

trying to find closure idk

Funny how fans out of the country can see why Billy was the way he was but everyone here believed he deserved to be sacrificed for being a byproduct of his abuser Nah billy hargrove was always correct He could not win for fucking losing

And im okay with just.. escaping back to la la land. I will probably get more creative. Been playing a lot with bandlab to balance my mind and I think it helps a little. Getting better at it. Something different. When I feel recovered enough, ill buy a new iPad and start drawing again.

S5 starting at the end of retrograde is kind of a trip.. but um? Im marathoning the show and trying to collect myself. Dealing with closure. This year had me really fucked up. So im trying? To let go. Heal? And move forward.

S5 im scared

best boy... Tommy h....

I cant even say what the fuck the craziest thing has ever happened to me this year was But the craziest thing lately has probably been being pounded brutally by an army sergeant for my birthday. Mercury retrograde probably enabled the trauma responses, so I guess we weren't compatible.:/ im hurt..

well, im cutting a bar of soap with my Swiss army knife right now hope everybody else doing alright, too