My thoughts on Taylor's top five after listening to the songs :)

Buy the paint in the color of your eyes and graffiti my whole damn life Sapphire tears on my face sadness became my whole sky And if you leave me high and dry I'd cry my eyes violet Cuz I just wanna stay in the lavender haze It must be exhausting always rooting for the antihero

Listening to solar power so I feel better after the chaos of today

Thank you everybody for the birthday wishes 🥹 I'll be totally honest it's been a rough day but almost every time I started crying I'd get a notification from one of y'all saying happy birthday and the tears would go from "oh my god my world is ending" to "oh my god I'm so lucky to have you guys" 😭

GQ Germany made joe the cover guy for the men of the year cover yesterday 👀 there are 12 slides and the last one is a sepia toned shot of him with the same horse

Feeling more and more like this part of the delicate mv today

Every day is blue and never cloudy, never look down Jumping from stone to stone on a river bed I guess Maybe you finally know who you wanna be Dancing with my girls only having two drinks then leaving Couldn't wait to turn fifteen then you blink and it's been ten years

It's my 25th birthday today!! Taylor has exactly two lines about being 25, dancing with our hands tied and Peter

If the bass is loud and the 🍁 is good I can't think about the fact that everything is falling apart !

Also why am I just now realizing the trailer is a similar green to the tub?

Taste the rainbow 🌈 ❤️‍🔥

I want to keep doing things but I also know that if I keep doing things I will be unable to do anything for the whole day tomorrow. I also know that this feeling is coming from a need for control but everything is actually kinda falling apart and I just uuuugh 😭 I'm gonna vent here a bit

Okay do y'all wanna laugh at me a little?? Cuz I found the compatibility chart I had made and oh my god WHY DID IGNORE THIS

The ring I picked from an antique trinket shop when I wanted them to redo the proposal vs the ring my ex got me originally 💀

Taylor + the curse of never growing up What must it be like to grow up that beautiful? Oh don't you ever grow up Even though you want to please try to never grow up Oh I don't wanna grow up Wish I'd never grown up How do I go from growing up to breaking down? 1/2

My ex just got fired which means we both don't have jobs !! /lu I fucking love mercury retrograde /sarc

Okay color theory people. Thoughts on this?? Showgirl is giving traffic cone orange to me and my brain goes "this is just a temporary speed bump failure brings you freedom" www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8DVvCJs/

I wanna punch the mirror to make her see that this won't last It might be months of bad luck but what if it's just broken glass ?

Hey um.. she died in lover? (This feels obvious but like stay with me) "I'm with you even if it makes me blue" Corpses turn blue 6-8 hours after death

Posting this for now until SNAP is resolved as that is where most will go rn, but once it is, think I'm gonna start a gofundme specifically for my van. Thank you in advance & plz DO NOT DONATE if you are also struggling 🫂🫶 Just tell me something kind bc honestly I am really low on that.

Check the pulse and come back swearin' it's the same after three months in the grave (so what's three months from now on the timeline?)

Drag Path by twenty one pilots is for anyone that relates to that quote about "everything I ever let go of had claw marks on it"

Some guy said my auras moonstone just cuz he was high / you had to make your own sunshine now the sky is opalite

Breakfast at midnight -> midnights become my afternoons -> afterwards she only ate kids' cereal, and couldn't sleep unless it was in her mothers bed -> I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday every day

Did a cord cutting for me and my ex and right at 2:22 my candle let go of the cord and this happened. It's kinda nice to see I'm not the one being dramatic in this situation at least but like damn dude 😭

Here's a poem I wrote earlier this morning after my ex got home from work Gotta love feeling like a dog /sarc /cwh

Trinket girl!!!

Okay so since it's November can someone explain the whole 1112 thing?? Or like is there a thread someone has on it somewhere? I've never been good at the numerology stuff but I'm curious amd want a rabbit hole to dive down

All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness

so now she wants to talk about playing both sides huh

Sapphire tears -> I'd cry my eyes violet -> color changing sapphires

This immediately made me think of this ashnikko song

Kick me in the face at this point damn 😭

Tried the Taylor™️ lipstick method (lipstick powder repeat) and this shit survived a super greasy ramen with minimal wear 👀 Right after applying After food

Calm down Deep breaths And get yourself dressed Instead Of running around And pulling on your threads and Breaking yourself up

*rocking back and forth muttering to myself* I deserve to be able to take up space I desire be able to take up space I deserve to be able to take up space I deserve to be able to take up space I deserve to be able to take up space I deserve to be able to take up space

I'm going to the art museum with a friend later :3 I do have things to look forward to !! And good friends that care ! My brain is still being annoying about last night but ART MUSEUM!!! They literally texted me about it yesterday after I looked at their website to see what free stuff was going on

Saw this and it got me thinking about "I heard your key turn in the door down the hallway is that your key in the door? Is it okay? Or have they come to take me away?" but from the pov of debut/her masters sitting in the closet waiting for taylor to comeback for her 😭 www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8Duo4py/

No big light = no more headache. Tiny moon lamp for the win

The soju is making me want to so something silly (in a bad/destructive way 💀) I read something I probably definitely shouldn't have and now I wanna message a stranger being like "my ex is obsessed with u & even tho ur taken u might wanna watch out for him because he's actually horrible"

It's a night for putting on a cute outfit, and having a little dance party with yourself (depression cant hit a moving target in a cute skirt)

I also echo this! I’m in a position where I can help with small finances if needed. Feel free to DM me

I just want everyone to know that my DMs are always a safe space. I might not be able to give money, but if you or family can’t eat & are feeling shame around that, come to me & we can see if others can help pitch in. No one needs to know who asked. No one deserves to go hungry

THE TIGHTS AND THISE BOOTS I- ❤️‍🔥

I very anxiously explained things to my mom over the phone earlier, definitely didn't explain everything, but we have plans to clean up the apartment Tuesday so that's good. And she said I could move back with her if I needed to so that will be nice I guess. I just. Reality feels too harsh 😭

When someone popular in the fandom gets tagged Realizing in your edit they'll see it

*panics in I need to answer my parents question about what I want to do for my birthday and probably tell my them about the breakup but the idea of explaining everything makes me feel physically ill* I know they care I know it's coming from a place of love I just don't want to disappoint them again

All I want for my birthday is to go out dancing and maybe Taylor will do something bc my birthday *is* 11/12 and theres that whole 112 thing (which I'll be honest I'm still not sure I understand) I've spent so many years hating my birthday but I'm about to turn 25, I don't want this one to suck too