so THIS is what it’s like working retail. lmao oof

i’m actually wanting to talk to new coworkers about seemingly shared interests but i’m so new that i have to *ugh* Actually Learn the Job 😣 jk

transgenderism chris martin real???

when she screams FINISH HIM u Know who im thinkin about music.apple.com/us/album/bul...

could really go for some tylenol rn

and now i’m breaking out in hives??? i mean im hoping it’s just stress but wtf is happening this week

while i feel like ive been improving at screaming a bit more healthily without straining my throat… most of the time my emotions get the better of me and i push it too far cuz i really feel like im at a breaking point

for every single good thing that comes into my life, it feels like there’s always 3 other terrible things spat into my face

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teared up at the Linda Linda Linda concert scene ‧⁺◟( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥ ) reminded me so much of my first band in high school, and even my first solo show a few years back ;w;

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so i continue to have the worst car luck…i came back from dinner to find my car was broken into, window smashed… :( some documents and other random stuff were taken but i guess they’re all replaceable

walgreens cashier: (looking at my kirby hat) oh! that’s kirby! NOT the puff...jiggly puff. i know the difference! 😀 me: oh uhh haha yeah…

candy hack: saving the leftover sour sugar after finishing a bag of sour candy and pouring it into other non-sour candy

ok i gotta admit the “new” fray singer is pretty good (he’s actually the guitarist and cowriter of most songs anyway) i guess they still got it

omg my last delivery literally took me to my street where i live lmao that’s my sign to call it a night gjfvdgsjsns

me, introducing myself at new job today

just had my first day ever working retail lol

dinner at denny’s music.apple.com/us/album/din...

can’t afford discord nitro anymore so now i feel so uhh sterile(?) without my anime girl emojis hjgdhdjdbdhgk

working moroccan lounge door at the digicore show tonight and this is the most trans people i’ve seen since i started working here, feels good~ 😌🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

froze up when the mailman handed me my package cuz i couldn’t remember if this was delivering to my deadname or not gjfbsgsnsbsb

i tam therefore i am

TONIGHT

ok i guess my body made just a subconscious rule now that i have to cry At Least once (if not several times) before i play a show

TOMORROW~! playing with @newbalance_not_the_shoes and @left.tracks at @scribble.community, with backing band @youngloversla !!!! hosted by @anxietyblanket.bsky.social !!!

nostalgia is one helluva drug

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TOMORROW~! playing with @newbalance_not_the_shoes and @left.tracks at @scribble.community, with backing band @youngloversla !!!! hosted by @anxietyblanket.bsky.social !!!

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god i really need to cover Grandaddy

the first 2 grandaddy albums (but especially the first 1 tbh) take me back to 2014 when i felt really lost after high school. they truly brought me thru so much.

one side of this 711 is playing paul simon u can call me al, and then at the other side the cashier is bumpin club beats im losing it GGJFHSSJNHG

um wow oof i think i used up all my good luck this week, just popped a tire on the freeway 😶

o k i hav new job now

Hello all, I am a trans filmmaker who needs urgent help.

i think things are starting to turn around for myself, i haven’t felt ACTUALLY hopeful for my future in a Long Time

NEXT SHOW NEXT WEEK !!! live at @scribble.community with @newbalance_not_the_shoes and @left.tracks!! @youngloversla will be backing me onstage, and the show is hosted by @anxietyblanket.bsky.social !

i really wasn’t expecting to cry tonight but this took me back to like 2014 when my brother would play what’s the story morning glory in his old corolla’s tape player allll the time

surprise i’m seeing oasis tonight???

just had my best job interview yet i think! trying not to get my hopes up buuut, really hoping for the best here! 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

i think i’m at a point where i can just SMELL when my food is riddled with microplastics and it’s Everywhere oh well lmao

therapist just hit me with the CBT 😳

NEXT SHOW COMIN UP ! On Tuesday, September 16th I’ll be playing @scribble.community to celebrate the upcoming @newbalance_not_the_shoes singles and @left.tracks new Mini-LP !! joining me onstage to play my songs again will be @youngloversla !! hosted by @anxietyblanket.bsky.social !

it’s been awhile since i shouted online anywhere about bandcamp friday, but hey! i do have an album of music songs on that there website ! if u like anime-ending piano ballads but also late 00’s indie rock, then this is for you tamexe.bandcamp.com/album/odes-c...

stupendous just means stupid but good

i guess i love almonds now lol they’re 99¢ at the walgreens down the street so i’ve been eating them every day this past month

apt building manager guy gendered me correctly the other day and it was actually such a pleasant surprise like,, i was boymoding and hadn’t even shaved in a few days