fuck the united states of america

reluctantly accepted the schedule to work today and just found out i'm not even getting holiday pay??? man wtf

not going to AX for the first time in YEARS lmao

lol i've still never been to a pride parade before

i still can't believe the backrooms was set on my birthday lmao

oh i will, don't u worry lmao

birthday bus 🚌

it's been so nice to see "isn't she lovely", a stevie classic i've loved since i was a kid, be fully embraced by the community as a trans anthem

just now realizing that tadc jax is basically the radiohead bear mascot

idk when i'll get over the disappointment of having to take off my makeup at the end of the night 😭

i already need to see tadc finale again ohmygod

after a long 10 years of hard work, my brothers' new album is finally here 🥹 had a good, long cry with this one last night before i drifted to sleep. music.apple.com/us/album/the...

looks like yuri day is gonna have to be reserved for only tragic yuri on my end again 😔

alright next up on my list is to FINALLY start deltarune lmao when the first chapter came out i was like "ohh i will simply wait till the series is completed then i will play-" *BOOM* HALF A DECADE PASSES GKTBEHGJDBD

ok i always thought i was more pomni-coded but this makes sense lol

had a liminal spaces double feature last night with Backrooms and Digital Circus finale

boymoding to my therapist session always feels weird lol but like what else am i to do when i just woke up

one side of the grocery store is blasting nonstop metallica and the other side is playing old patriotic march music i think im losing my mind

i got an empty fortune cookie am i gonna die now

just kinda numb now

spent the past couple hours just floating in a friend's pool and i think i Really needed this um, "baptism", to revive myself rn

perhaps the correct answer is probably "both"

i don't think i've ever cried harder in my life than i did tonight

why do the tears sometimes burn...as if my blood is boiling

today marks the 5th anniversary of when my first album was originally released on bandcamp. and so, this next show will be in celebration of all this time, all these years of learning and growing. @ Mariachi Plaza on Friday June 12

ODES: Complete Works OUT NOW full album available on all streaming platforms

ODES: Complete Works OUT NOW full album available on all streaming platforms

i sure do love me some music! yall ever hear of that stuff???

someday i will end up having to play a gameboy + piano solo show, and i am both excited and terrified for that eventuality

cousin roommate Finally started showing interest in watching haruhi but i think i scared him off by talking about the watch orders lmao 🤦🏽‍♀️

wow why have the singles dropping today been describing EXACTLY how i'm feeling, from james ivy and then weezer x wednesday what a double (even triple???) feature

sometimes u just gotta sit in the car by yourself and sob ur eyes out singing to one of your favorite albums

Ode now available on all streaming platforms. Full album out on June 5th.

Show @ Mariachi Plaza on Friday, June 12th.

Ode now available on all streaming platforms. Full album out on June 5th.

if you listen to Brian Eno - Music For Airports outside of the airport you re committing blasphemy

oh no i know i'm getting old cuz headbanging too hard is killin my neck lmao

millennial mid-life crisis is starting my paramore phase at age 30

so often do i have to put So Much Effort to not letting myself fall further into a rabbit hole of anguish and self destruction, going like "wait maybe i shouldn't look at this, im going to be a sobbing mess before u know it"

yknow what, actually i think it IS homophobic that my cousin said "shutup" when i kept pointing and yelling "YURI" at the tv whenever the very obvious wlw ship was onscreen

constantly boymoding in public and wondering if it's even safe to like wear a flag pin or something or is that just putting a target on my head...

the chs fandom drama is blowing my mind but also i do not like the changes to the album that Will made lol

i like new mitski album more than the past couple ones, but mostly cuz i relate to the lyrics too much rn lmao

literally this but like i know it's more than the just onions...