GUYS i am freaking out!! last month i almost quit trying to learn guitar bc i got so frustrated not being able to correctly play a C chord, like my fingers wouldn't work right i just played it for the first time where it sounds correct im so happy i could cry omg

sweeter days before anything changed #poetry

feeling.... nervous about whatever is happening this week which is better than the despair i was feeling yesterday

let me take you down cuz i'm going to strawberry fields nothing is real and nothing to get hung about! strawberry fields forever 😎🍓

for the third 1989 truthers the original 1989 came out the last time jupiter was in leo and jupiter moves into leo tomorrow june 29th 👀

autism ✨ #poetry

new poem i am trying a new way of writing taking inspo from NR, parts work, alchemy, and shadow work

guitar lesson went so so well my anxiety was baseless of course lol i'm so happy i went, it was so nice bonding about the love of music

ugh i have a guitar lesson in a few minutes and im so nervous!! i forgot i have trauma around music instruction from middle/hugh school band

it's going to be over 100 degrees here in michigan this week send help!!

Someone on TikTok just was explaining the Tayvis PR wedding is like Hannah Montana is getting married, but Miley Stewart isn’t. And that is now forever how I will explain it.

watching the original sailor moon dub to work on healing my inner child 🙂‍↕️

yin/yang, masculine/feminine, darkness/light we're always on the pendulum and no matter how far things swing one way, that's how far they will swing the other way in time. this is my interpretation of a hermetic principle all of that to say. i think we are in for a v gay taylor era 🔜

i did it!! i read one of my poems

i'm at a poetry open mic night at a local bookstore and am gonna read one of my poems out loud for the first time since i got sober 8 years ago!! i will be defeating stage fright 🤺

made the switch from storygraph to pagebound for book tracking yesterday and it's nice to live in screaming color 🌈

there's some things... i was never taught and i don't know if it's cptsd related or what but like i started flossing regularly a year ago but it took until for today to learn there's a right way to floss using a c-shape motion not just up and down?? and also i've been brushing my teeth wrong!

Carly Rae Jepsen "On Wires" new song/mv it is 3:33 in length (33 is my favorite number!!) youtu.be/_Xqexqiqkdk?...

omg happy gay marriage day

as a Sword Lesbian™️ currently reading a book about a lady knight i am loving phoebe's music video

sometimes bro country is good and reminds you of wild summers in your early 20s idc open.spotify.com/track/0i5el0...

does anyone else who is a homebody absolutely dread leaving the house every time for any event and think about cancelling bc home is so nice and cozy but then you actually go do the thing and have a lot of fun and are like oh! outside can be nice too and then forget and repeat over and over?

alpaca yoga

words have definitions and meanings and it's time to stop pretending that anything can mean anything because of people's feelings

never really feeling seen, or believed // they raise me up just so i can fall #poetry

just had a thought that whatever does end up going on july 3rd-- if she goes through with it or not-- after the curtain falls and the actors have left the stage we may have to be patient for the encore

so i wanted to share this tay-wedding playlist i made, i arranged all the songs i could think of that she references marital stuff (either lyrically or in MVs) in a way that tells what i think the story is open.spotify.com/playlist/7HQ...

what better way to convey this wedding is work for her than having it literally the place she does her job? it's like getting married at the office lol

logging on here after being zoned in at work for a few hours

i started a new birth control recently to combat PMDD and it has turned me into an irritable raging bitch the past few days

very good video about the start of taylor's career and her parents' involvement youtu.be/lEpIXJwTFl0?...

this optical illusion is so fucking cool still

i think uranus on my ascendant sometimes makes me like unable to relate sometimes for the need for validation or assimilation march to the beat of your own drum! be you! stand out! do what you want to do as long as it's not actually hurting anyone else! you only have one life & you're

"Day And Night has 24 new Carly Rae Jepsen songs, with 12 for daytime and 12 for the night." i am screaming!!

for those interested in symbolism-- i'm reading carl jung's book on alchemy/psychology and into the intro he made reference to mandala symbolism i found this page that really breaks it down from colors to animals to rainbows Olivia Rodrigo analysis further down in this thread

just signed up for an Alpaca yoga class next week 🥹

so the animated movie i am seeing this weekend is the re-release of the Revolutionary Girl Utena movie the anime is a yuri (sapphic) anime from the 90s that very very much challenges gender norms and the mc is a swordfighting lesbian

in my poetry class today i wrote 3 poems then cut them up and mixed them together to form a fourth, Frankenstein poem

so i caved at noon today and bought a disposable vape but i am trying this (quitting) again tonight. 2nd time's the charm?? 🤞 read that allen carr book and im hoping that does the trick. would appreciate any good/supportive vibes sent my way 🌻

quoting myself but as a childless spinster i feel we need more representation in media hm i could work with that for a story idea maybe

she really said "this love is pure profit"

cages can take many shapes and forms hands behind your back, ignored #poetry #poems

it's a RED day

me to my vape when i go to bed tonight my resolve is firm!! i'm doing it and already threw away my extra juice and pods

taylor hasn't actually ever had a surprise release that was an actual surprise folklore doesn't count in my mind bc we did have a bit of notice (not much) from the announcement to actually hearing the music she hasn't pulled a beyoncé yet

isnt this kinda the whole point

so i just made the decision that today is going to be my last day vaping.. i ordered nicotine gum to help the cravings idk why quitting intimidates me so much!! i have been sober from drugs & alcohol for 8.5 years but quitting nicotine is so scary for me. it's my only vice left

sometimes i wonder how far back this all goes speak now 2011 performance (ruining a wedding) ---> acoustic set on stage b after running through a crowd of screaming fans ruining a wedding 2026 ---> funeral scene (screaming fans) ---> return to country music, real instruments instead of synths etc

wondering if taylor will be the one to speak now at her own wedding youtu.be/P5N2Q3zeM3A?...