Cozy Christmas movie watching time 😊☕

Christmas tree has been put up 🎄

I miss the times in which popular music was actually good. 80s, 90s and 2000s. Today it's like either k-pop all sounding the same or some stupid nonsensical song with all the same beats

Mal sehen, wie viel Leid dieses Silvester wieder ausgelöst wird und wie unsere Regierung dann immer noch sagt "nee Böllerverbot wollen wir nicht erteilen, das würde ja Leute in ihrer Freiheit einschränken" Aha, aber andere Sachen darf man verbieten?

Got those two cuties today! My Melo and Stitch ❤️

Heute Weihnachtsmarkt 😊 Und natürlich muss ich genau heut meine Tage kriegen 😣😅 Aber davon lass ich mir das nicht verderben. 💪

This had me laughing a lot lmao "Guns 'n Doses" "Crack Eyed Peas" "One Injection" "NBRED" I am dying 😂😂😂

Was at another doctor today and he seems nice, I like that he said the mental illness does not explain everything, and apparently he has a few ideas. In march, he'll do a full check-up on me.

Finally got more sleep last night

Man, people on Steam are really anti-LGBTQ Someone asks for representation and everyone goes "how about no" "this garbage doesn't belong in the game or your head" "bigoted bait" and so on My misanthropy level just grew by 90% I have 10% left for the few good people out there who are not awful.

"Einigung auf bundesweites Böllerverbot unwahrscheinlich" Es ist doch einfach unfassbar. Vergangenes Silvester sind 5 Menschen GESTORBEN und mehrere hundert verletzt worden und zahlreich Rettungskräfte mit Feuerwerk angegriffen worden. Was muss denn noch alles passieren?

Got up at 5:45AM because health issues wouldn't let me sleep anymore I hate my life so much right now Monday can't come fast enough

Kann kaum Montag abwarten, ich hoffe der andere Arzt ist besser und nimmt mich endlich ernst. Ich sag ja auch nicht, dass es NICHT von der Psyche kommen kann bzw die da nicht mit reinspielen kann, aber was ist so schlimm dran Dinge erstmal körperlich abgeklärt haben zu wollen?

Finally talked to another doctor, I can come see him on monday and he does take in new patients, so if he's nice I hope I can switch.

Nice when you try to call doctors and nobody ever answers the damn phone

Had a very awful night. Bad palpitations, my bladder acting up, diarrhea.. Gonna start calling other docs today to ask for a second opinion cause honestly, that shit can't be "just my anxieties"

My living room is all nice and cozy for Christmas 😊

Finally getting a new vacuum cleaner today! It's been a bit inconvenient to not have one lol

So according to Comedy Central, one episode per day is called a "marathon" now. I guess every single show running everyday is a marathon, then. What's with shows with multiple episodes a day? A super-marathon?

Cards #PokemonTCGPocket

This is how far I got today, all bags numbered 1 That tree was so hard to put there lol

I got this today. Can't wait to start building!

Niederlande machens super vor, da ist ab nächstes Jahr privates Feuerwerk verboten. Mal sehen, wie viel Elend wir in Deutschland noch brauchen, damit das auch hier mal ankommt. Wenn die Menschen einfach nicht verantwortungsbewusst damit umgehen wollen, muss mans ihnen halt wegnehmen.

Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate it! (I as a german don't)

Oh damn. Got a call from my doctor. I have an iron deficiency. Have to go see her again next week and see what we can do since I remember the pills I once had always gave me horrible nausea and diarrhea. Wonder if that's what lead to my heart problems being worse lately.

Got two very rare cards in one pack today! #PokemonTCGPocket

Two rainbow cards and a shiny #PokemonTCGPocket

You know, AJ should let her mane down more. It's a cute style for her. Artwork is by SymbianL! www.deviantart.com/s... #mlp #mlpfim #art

I'll always love Dash's Gala dress. Whose did you like most? Artwork is by @sakukittyyy.bsky.social! x.com/sakukittyyy/st... #mlp #mlpfim #art

Tried Pokemon Sleep last night, though I forgot about the update so my phone restarted and not my whole sleep was recorded, only about 2 and a half hours got recorded before the restart lol It did work though and it seems nice. Makes me look forward to sleep a bit.

Being genderfluid can be hard sometimes. Like I can't really switch between genders all the time. So law-wise, I'll stay female. But nobody can take away how I feel so I still see myself as genderfluid, even if every document says I'm female..

Snow ❄️

Ich glaub meine Nachbarin hat gerade ihren Sohn mit irgendwas geschlagen? Idk ob das ihr Sohn war aber ein Junge halt der von ihr geschlagen wurde und beschimpft. Konnte nix verstehen weil russisch oder so Die ist ihm sogar noch hinterher um ihn weiter zu schlagen 😱

When you want to get back into a game that you haven't played in YEARS only to find out you're permabanned for cheating and botting. HOW!? I didn't even PLAY so how could I have cheated or botted? I'm not even gonna appeal this, I deleted that game from my library. Idiots.

Third random shiny! ✨

Twitter being down is not a big loss tbh but ChatGPT being down.. who do I brainstorm with now?

Oh damn multiple websites seem to be down

Appointment done. He didn't see a need to test for WPW, saying there'd be indicators in the ECG and he didn't see any. He said it's "probably just panic attacks" Idk, I really don't think it's just that, but maybe it's not the ehart itself that causes it, but something else.

Wie's scheint hat sich im Internet einfach nix geändert, sucht man als Frau in Communities nach Freunden wird man nach wie vor von alten Säcken angeschrieben die nur das eine wollen und ekelhafte Fragen stellen. meine Fresse, es gibt Datingplattformen. Aber da will euch wahrscheinlich keiner, wa..

Cardiologist appointment today. I'm nervous.

My vacuum cleaner just died 😭 I only plugged it into a different outlet to vacuum the living room, pushed the button, nothing. Like are you fucking serious, right now?? just before christmas time? You've got to be kidding me 😭

Second random shiny! ✨

Second tachycardia episode this week. Joy. At least this one was also not too bad and only lasted a few minutes. And I managed to remain relatively calm. Still hate it. Hope my cardiologist can help me on Tuesday. Or refer me to someone who can. I just can't anymore..

Finally caught up with Beatbreak. Gekkomon is such a cutie ❤️

Therapeutin will, dass ich wieder in die Tagesklinik geh. (eig wollte sie mich stationär einweisen aber das geht nunmal nicht wegen der Mauzis). Ich will nicht, aber ich will auch das es mir besser geht.. Naja, 8 Wochen kriegt man rum und es ist vermutlich echt das beste gerade.

There it is, Shiny Gyarados ✨