1:34 am dysphoria

did a bad and relapsed

ugghhh i just feel like shit

i was just really excited when things happened and i shared with them but they didnt like it and said i was making it less but just by me enjoying the game

got unadded by a friend for playing a game they got me into too much and they got jealous or something

lwk only reason i get out of bed is bc i feel like im a lazy slob if i dont

i kind of hate stuff about people but i will lose my entire friend group if i point these things out because it seems bigoted

new banner

sigh trying to do smt w listifications but it wont msg me

ts blud had to double check! 😹😹 ok but i feel like i kinda fucked wverything up by just leaving bluesky for quite a while and idk im sorry :< like a couple ppl have blocked me or got mad at me and idk i dont feel that great abt it

i got ticket from my sibling bc they got a vip ticket from partner and lwk they just dont want me going bc they dont want to "babysit" me (they also arent tlly into object shows as much anymore they r just meeting partner)

i need proper sleep tonight or i will kms

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eating a GIRLLED cheese bc im a GIRL frfr

i will never get hrt i will never have tits i will never get accepted by society i will never be a real girl

i feel like i only use this site because i want attention

idk whats happening anymore

tired

just kinda feel empty a bit

nvvvm im ok

i need to shut the fuck up and stop crying over stupid shit

imssrry

idek if ill sleep tonight i dont want to

didnt get breaked up with or anything if i was to that wouldve been in like march

those who feel incredibly lonely