jungkook gets the pleasure of seeing me! for his birthday from the 300s but details

i’m surprisingly super chill rn, not sure what that’s about

opened up a text and started typing only to exit out and i know i should try but it’s HARD maybe i’ll try again another day

if you are in the hr fandom then read this. READ IT OR YOU’LL GET THE WATER 🔫

started watching dynamite kiss and bro, the second male lead looks like jin??? i thought i was going crazy there for a second

i choose to ignore kim seokjin

receiptify for december 2025 ✌🏽

i’m ignoring the excitement for bts bc honestly i’m not sure i’m emotionally stable enough for it. my two year old army self is still having a hard time dealing with them being a whole again.

apparently i’m already done with this year bc i actually meant that i started this early *this year

since it’s tae’s birthday here a piece of tidbit from my vhope wip i started early last year. maybe 2026 will be the year??

happy birthday kim taehyung, you whimsical, lovable baby boy 💜

KIM SEOKJIN

you know that gif of spongebob being dragged away by mr. crabs screaming that he wants to live? that’s me at any given time when @dagusts.bsky.social is inflicting emotional turmoil on me

idk how to explain it but to me calling hoseok, hobi is so intimate?? like it’s an incredibly personal nickname even if it isn’t lmao

perhaps one year during the holidays i won’t get sick ☝🏽 2025 is not that year, fingers crossed for next year

gah, you know when you have feelings about feelings and it’s just all so feelings but it’s awful bc feelings but also feelings? y’know? 😭

aftercare! aftercare! (i chant like a mad woman)

it’s my 2nd armyversary today ✌🏽

two years ago during this time i was taking my first unsteady steps into the bts world and now i just had to stop myself from crying bc i was watching an ot7 live ksnfnwhfh these truly are the things that make life worth living 😭

am i getting sick? yes, v possibly BUT! upside at least it’s not happening over christmas like the brownie flu disaster of christmas 2024 so positives! also i got my flu shot this year bc i’m not having repeat of that terrible terrible christmas gift to myself of last year 😬

feels super great to see my ex best friend post “i love my friends so much! i can’t wait for the best birthday ever next year bc i’ve never loved my birthday before” when i was with her for past birthdays in past years and we would make a weekend birthday trip for her 😬

first snow of the season! a jin birthday miracle perhaps?

seokjin is my favorite old man (i say as if he's not literally months younger than me)

happy birthday seokjin, my funky little millennial man, to say you’ve made quite an impact on my life is kind of an understatement 💜

tswift isn’t my top artist after a four year streak and i don’t know who i am anymore 😭

a year later and i am happy to report that she still has the boyfriend and i still have bts 💀

i looked at what i’ve written and it’s not so bad actually?? with some cleaning up maybe i could go and revisit it? maybe…

not to be over dramatic but you know when you push and ignore a feeling away and you think it’s gone forever but then one day when you really think about it, it’s not gone at all actually and it’s terrible?? bc yeah

no but fr if you a story like totally changes your entire world when you read it, like it’s literally world shifting, you NEED TO TELL THE WRITER!!!! i cannot emphasize this enough bc !!! seriously!! let them know!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

are you ever just going about your normal life and then suddenly something reminds me of a scene in your favorite fic like ever so you have to go open it up and read that scene and suddenly you’re hit with all of the emotions of how much you love that fic in all its entirety and everything about it?

unrelated to anything but i just realized that i had a crush on a tumblr oomf back in the day. like we didn’t talk that much or anything but yeah. like i definitely had a crush on her now that i think about it. this was also before i realized just how bi i was so ofc i didn’t clock it then. 💀

who needs a christmas tree to put ornaments on when you can hang it on your rearview mirror (i did this with a bts ornament last christmas as well)

actually looks like i was aware that i was embarrassing but still like why were you doing so much 💀

found evidence from my memories on my camera roll of what i was up to a year ago today and omg past brownie was so embarrassing like super embarassing 😭

do you think hoseok is the type to video call you like all the time even when he’s super tired in the car on his way home even though it’s super late and dark and he’s just mumbling random stuff bc he wants to tell you about his day 😭

saw this shirt at a thrift store today and i laughed so hard bc real

maybe i should never let anyone in ever again which shouldn’t be too hard bc ppl don’t like me anyway soooo who needs friends anyway right let’s just be friendless forever

went to an anime con this weekend for the first time in a few years without my ex best friend and the past few days i’ve just been thinking to myself “am i a bad friend? or the type of person who shouldn’t have friends? did i not try?” and i’ve just spiraled and maybe i’m not the best person idk

do you understand that if i speak about namgi i will cry??

i. need to write (which i haven’t done in months and no i’ve not been avoiding it at all or anything like that what are you talking about) 😭

i have totally normal, completely emotionally stable feelings about taejin fyi

okay who’s gonna get me cheese fries from shake shack now bc those things are seriously the best and now i’m craving some

greatest find of this week was finding a hoodie from the eras tour merch at a thrift store and other than being a bit faded it’s in great condition and was only 15 dollars 👍🏽

been having like debilitating headaches every few weeks for the past few months and i finally went to the doctor and she was like “you’re having migraines” and i was like 😮

looking into a new hair salon and i feel like i’m cheating on previous hair stylist but like i think i need to go somewhere else for a new ‘do bc idk my previous one always left something to be desired??

seventeen, i love you more than words can describe

where i’ve been for the last month btw 😭

happy birthday park jimin, the light of the world that you are 💜

😭😭😭

the fact that every time tswift drops a new album it’s like my entire personality for weeks on end