Went & caught a matinee of "Project Hail Mary" yesterday. Awesome movie. Highly recommend. I will say though that it helped a lot that I'd read the book. But you'll still love it even if you haven't.

Okay this will sound weird but I have a bottle of recently-expired cashew milk that I originally bought for coffee but barely used, so today I decided to try it out on a chai latte. Honestly... better than soy milk & better than 2%. I'll say that much.

There are days I feel so ridiculous for having bought a Corvette. What a silly thing I've done. I can't enjoy it when I feel like this. So dumb, but some days I just wanna go back to my nicely understated Audi S5.

Oh, right. I visited D.C. a couple weeks ago btw. Forgot to say. 😂 Except for the fact that it was really cold, I had a great time. It helped a ton that we have friends out there.

Picked up a bug on my flight home from D.C. & today I'm bedridden & just absolutely miserable. My wife just messaged me to say she's coming home from work early because she's worried about me & just wants to be with me & take care of me. I do not deserve this woman. 😭

Don't get too excited. The "reboot" is in the form of a limited series comic book & isn't a reboot at all. It's actually a continuation of the original series set in the same universe. Still gonna try & get my hands on it though! www.cbr.com/greatest-ame...

"The cruelest part of unrequited love is your own complicity." 😭

A reminder that high school dropout conspiracy theorists who think particle colliders will destroy the planet have equal power to choose our leaders as the PhD researchers who use particle colliders to advance humanity's knowledge about the universe. youtu.be/v0O1TZm7rWY

They're taking forever to send me the right exhaust tip & I got tired of waiting. Ordered these custom tips. Now she doesn't look like some poor bastard's unfinished project 😊 Wasn't sure I'd like them at first, but after a couple days with them, I think they're keepers!

I hate everything. I don't actually. It's just that some days it really feels like I do.

The older I get, the more I see what a fuck up I've been my whole life. Getting wiser with age isn't all it's cracked up to be. 🥴😂

My unfinished project car 😂

I worked in the automotive industry during the 1990's & have always been a car guy. This is a thread of my personal tips for making virtually any car from any brand last 300k miles.

It's a weird feeling, missing a person you were never in a relationship with & longing to have back what you never had with them.

The 10-year reign of "Stoo" being the weirdest spelling of my name I've seen has come to an end!

The longer I live the more I'm able to observe humanity, to self reflect, & consider the life I've lived. And the more I come to realize... ...humans are the most horrible, evil animal on the planet.

"C'mon Dude!" Referee Kyle Rehman hilariously calls out Seattle's arena DJ. 😂

One of the coolest things I've seen in a while. "Wow!" is all I can say. What a couple of absolute studs! 😤 Also the comments are hilarious 😂

The longer I live, the more I appreciate the precious gift of intelligence that was given to humans & the sadder I become that most humans have vehemently rejected it.

My gastritis calming down means that I can actually eat a few things without causing a bad flare-up. I still have to be extra careful though. But things are at least moving in the right direction & I can't wait to someday be able to eat a fat juicy hamburger & wash it down with a mocha latte 😄

Saw a cardiologist today. One of the 3 electrical signals to my heart is weak. My father (now 83) & grandfather (lived to 85) both had the same condition. Anyway, cardiologist says my heart is fine. Also, I finally got some semblance of relief from my gastritis. I feel tons better now!

Recently hung out with an old work friend I hadn't seen in 15 years. We spent over 2 hours talking about life, existentialism, & relationships. The conversation flowed so easily & naturally... it just made me wish I were more of a friend when I had the opportunity, before I moved so far away.

Open the marriage. If he gets to run around on you, you should get to do so also. And I promise you that, as a woman, you will get WAY more attention than him. Ask me how I know.

I've been going through the entire "Alien" movie franchise & just finished "Covenant". Spent the entire movie wondering why everyone kept making monumentally stupid decisions & literally cursed at my TV when it ended I was so angry. Then I saw this vid that explains it all & now I get it!!

I read an advice column in which a wife wrote in saying her husband of 15 years threatened to leave her if she cut her hair short. Fucking ridiculous! Find someone who actually loves YOU, not just how you look.

Yesterday I went to the doc for an irregular heartbeat I'd been experiencing for 3 days. After 7 hours of tests they got nothing for me & sent me home. That night (last night) I dreamt about someone I managed 18 years ago & who died unexpectedly a few years later. Life is... so unnecessary.

Got up this morning & hiked 2-miles averaging 4 mph, smiled & waved at everyone I saw, did a little weightlifting, showered, drank a smoothie, made a hot rooibos-based tea & drank while puffing a joint in my backyard. I can't stop others from supporting fascism, but I can still control what I do.

Nearly 5 am & I've been awake since 1:30. Just cannot shut off the brain. Can't stop thinking about the past, my embarrassment over who I used to be & things I've done, the hurt I've caused others, the hurt others have caused me. Those I've loved who never loved me back. Just wallowing in hurt.

I spend so much time & energy thinking about, wondering, & worrying about people who never think of me. Such a waste but that's my life in the 2nd half.

Went out to eat yesterday & the waitress' name was the same as the one I've been considering. Is it a sign?

"The cruelest part of unrequited love is your own complicity." 😭

I feel bad basically all the time now. I'm stuck in my loneliness & have nothing but time to think about what a horrible person I've been all my life.

So I did a thing to the Vette. First mod is my first step to making it uniquely mine. Lots more I want to do, so we'll see what happens. Also, still trying to discover her name. I have a couple candidates, but nothing final yet.

Went out to watch the bats on their nightly hunt.

Feeling down more than usual today. I'm in a constant state of regret regarding the life I've lived, the person I was. Some days it hits me harder than others.

Cleaning house & stumbled across this: my first ever credit card, issued when I was 25.

"The Rise & Fall of Sanctuary Moon" is one of the greatest shows on TV right now.

I've made the drive from Vegas to Utah County & back literally dozens of times. This last time, I accomplished something new. Driving home, I stopped in Beaver for gas. Got back on the freeway &, with full confidence, drove 20 miles in the wrong direction. I must now admit... I'm getting old. 😭

You'll never guess what absolutely crazy-ass habit "increases cancer patients' survival rates better than some drugs." Just that little thing doctors have been telling us for ages: DIET & EXERCISE!!

I got tired of not having a Corvette. So I did something about it.

They were the right person. We just met at the wrong time.

Contempt is the #1 indicator that a couple will eventually divorce according to a psychologist. "If you feel scorn or disdain ... it festers & it grows. That's why at the end of a marriage, you have two people who can't even look at each other."

I found out the hard way that emotionally-close relationships are where the vast majority of lasting happiness is derived. Money is nice, but only if you have trusted friends to share the good times you're able to create with it.

Existence is so damn ridiculous. What am I even doing here??

8 signs you're constantly in someone's mind.

I've said yes to 100% of women who've asked me out. 😊 All one of them. 😢

Just finished "Project Hail Mary". And my god what a great read. It took a bit to get going, but the whole thing started with a very enticing hook & that made it easier. If you're into sci-fi, I 1,000% recommend it!

It's just New York Rangers. New York Rangers & their adventures. NEW YORK RANGERS FOREVER & FOREVER A HUNDRED YEARS NEW YORK RANGERS!!

This is the house we bought in 2007 for $170,000 with just 8.8% down. We now have enough saved to put 25% down & an income that's THREE TIMES HIGHER. But we still wouldn't be able to afford the mortgage if we tried to buy the same home today.

I'm generally anti-marriage, so I guess maybe that's why I'm fascinated by marriage stats... Marriages in which the wife is the main breadwinner makeup 16% of marriages, but account for 42% of divorces.