Extremely off-model but whatever I have feeling about spiders and also Angel so ……

Crikkit goes to an aquarium 🐠

While I’m absolutely turning off Google AI on everything, I’d be lying if I said there wasn’t a small part of me that finds the idea of a megacorp training their LLM on my trashy interstellar smut pretty fucking funny www.tumblr.com/ladyaldhelm/...

You know you’re medically fucked when it’s a relief that your new meds are the thing causing your brain-melting depression 🥴

All my art/writing kinda sucks rn and I’m sorry :c

Zim’s full name is Zimothy Just A Normal Human Guy. Sorry these sketches suck. I’ve been slowly working on this while catching up on my other obsessions and wallowing in a disappointingly shallow pool of depression.

Thinking about how when all the other little elementary school kids were having ‘normal’ het crushes and I was out there secretly pining after Gadget from Rescue Rangers … yeah that was definitely a foundational point in my life.

I regret not decorating @hel-yasss.bsky.social ‘s party with these skellies the way they came packed — shamelessly 69-ing

What if the events of The Trial happened way later when Zim & Dib are friends (& Keef is there cuz why not) and the trauma of being Existence Evaluated breaks Zim to the point where he completely disappears for a bit? … what if I didn’t put a little piece of myself into all my HCs? [1/???]

Depending on what comes next, my trust issues are either getting better or worse ,,,

Sorry for the lack of art — I’ve been mainly drawing shitty vent art while traveling & taking pictures of architecture & abandoned shit & the sky. (+trying to get the medical system to give a shit about my failing health but what else is new?) I want to get back to drawing at least one thing a day🌟

Some playmats/posters I designed for Helluva Boss's new Halloween drop! 👾🦈🦖💥 #HelluvaBoss

彼ら負け犬🎶 #huskerdust #loserbaby #HazbinHotel #ハスエン

Good evening only to the Trader Joe’s cashier who said they loved my ZaDR tattoo 💖

And for everyone wondering how I’m doing ,,,

Forgot to post this a couple months back, but hey it’s more relevant than ever so ✌️ 💖 [⚠️ Vent Art — Gore + Blood + Violence]

I’m really, really tired of how often “nobody actually owes you anything” is weaponized against vulnerable people. If you’re, idk, someone with a lot of abandonment trauma who is trying to be healthy and supportive of your partner who keeps abandoning you […]

Some of y’all really think victims should just shut up, not make a nuisance of ourselves, and be grateful people even let us EXIST while doing that. Be good. Be quiet. Sit there and take it. You probably deserved it, anyways.

You know what? I challenge either of you to ACTUALLY call me out. Tell everyone what I did that was so awful it warranted disappearing on me for ALMOST A YEAR with ZERO explanation (after GHOSTING ME SO OFTEN IT BECAME NORMAL). I fucking dare you. Stop being cagey & TELL ME WHAT I DID.

Hoping someone can help me out here … I’m Xel/Mojo’s partner & I haven’t heard from them in about 10 months now. I’m extremely worried. Idk what’s going on. I know they usually don’t talk to anyone when they’re having a hard time, so this is a huge reach but I’m hoping [1/3]

Well. Shit. You did it again. You thought people finally understood you.

Totally ate shit yesterday and I WISH it was for a cool af reason like skating but it was for dumbshit reason ( ╥ ᴗ ╥)

Maybe I’ve just become An Adult (…ew) but people I love & cherish playing mind games doesn’t hit like it used to. No. Come here. We aren’t doing “validate your abandonment trauma by pushing me away”. Take your meds. Call your therapist. Come eat a cookie in bed with me. I love you & also I’m tired

Cute date ideas: come hold my hand while I get 16 vials of blood drawn 🥴💞

Sometimes loyalty isn’t just a promise; it’s also a threat.

Furry twitter is so baffling to me still cuz people have like their full ass CVs on there and I’m over here all … You can take me to dinner and I’m still giving you a fake name and giving you 3 blind guesses at what I do and then making you drop me off at the Walmart across town <3

Cursed to forever hear “gaze” as “gays” “His intense gays penetrated me —“ Oh shit like all of them at once??

“Hope you’re doing okay!” Hhhhh— yeah I’m ffiiii—… 💀🔥

Sometimes I just need to have a nice, relaxing day with the cats, some tea, and a gory Valentine’s Day slasher ❣️🔪 💞 (ps Heart Eyes 2025 is a fun watch 10/10)

Disney just did the funniest fucking thing

I don’t think I posted the full thing. Too bad these are lewd cuz they’re also super cute 💖

So it turns out that the issue with 8am blood tests for chronic fatigue, is that you actually have to get up BEFORE 8am and drive to go do them. Which is actually sort of difficult when you suffer from fatigue, as like a chronic thing.

Guhhhh I hate that I’m still getting more interaction on Xitter — migrate to BlueSky already, ZaDR shippers!!

… And then I write it completely out of order and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with this method and it’s DEFINITELY not why I’ve had to go back and overhaul things and then not updated in like 3 years … 🙃

Rough draft of next tattoo ✨ I do seem to have a type 🤔 (the scrungliest guy you know + some kinda weird alien) #veddie #symbrock

Bringing back some super old art from when I saw Venom 2. I watched Last Dance yesterday and by comparison my whole family was like, “They can’t kill off Venom he’s Eddie’s SOUL MATE!!!!”

Cuddles and antenna rubs :3 💖

I’m holding it together fine and my patience is boundless ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა ❤️‍🩹💔

“Have you talked to your therapist about it?” Uh NO I wrote a 13 chapter fic about it like a NORMAL PERSON.

I’ll never be speedy at art because I’m too infatuated with doing line art like it’s zen gardening. Even my vent art. [‼️amputation/abuse/stitches]

I promise I’m gonna finish all my fics 😭 I’m working on an overhaul on some of them before I continue updating, which I’m sooooo close to being able to do! archiveofourown.org/users/Starli... And my dark/fringe kink stuff: archiveofourown.org/users/Defect...

This is my excuse for why I’ve been mostly watching live action TV series and eating noodles … It’s definitely Just Burnout and not the Depression and Existential Dread 🫠 www.tumblr.com/dduane/77528...

Dropping art is easy cuz I can just be like LOOK AT THIS!!! 🖼️👀 But writing is like Plz beta-read 4 out of context pages & listen to me rant about why this is psychologically fascinating, actually— no stop getting hung up on the diaper kink stuff that’s just window dressing but anyways trauma is—

Me: It’s just a short, silly little ABDL/forced regression kink fic 💖 The novel-length fic: *explores ideas of jealousy/control, purity of motives, and the lies we tell ourselves to justify our desperate (and sometimes selfish) actions*

I’m coping the best way I can in these trying times ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Somewhere in my drafts, there is even more unhinged and embarrassing content that will never see the light of day (because I’m using it to hurt/comfort myself to sleep at night)