socializing isn't fun anymore there's too many things that could or have gone terribly wrong. talking to people isn't enjoyable, it's an intensely difficult challenge that I've failed at so many times that I'm just tired and lonely at this point

ah. space heater in my room time of year

I'm not sure if going viral on mastodon or bluesky is worse. in both cases they seem to invite replyguys to misread your post and snark in the replies. but then again you can limit who can reply on here so maybe this one wins out

anyway I'm somewhere between depression and acceptance right now

I really vastly prefer mastodon's feature set and will still use it for the foreseeable future but like. the problem is that there's barely anyone on there at this point

every time I try to have boundaries I get afraid that I sound like this youtu.be/WjKKFMA7A8g

the new defunctland video is bringing back unfortunate memories when I was ten years old and had no whimsy where I went up and spoke at turtle talk with crush and called him out for being fake

kirby air riders would be so cool if I had the thing that could play it

listen, I think indie games are cool but I think that there's an untapped market in "games that feel like EA would have published it in 2004"

I think I really did a good job with cobalt's design because you can really screw with his proportions and nine times out of ten it won't look off at all

ripping DVDs: requires software in a legal gray area but ultimately do-able with any DVD drive as long as you know what you're doing ripping blu-rays:

Man I gotta get out of this side of the internet I do not wish to be jumpscared by untagged transformation kink art this often

ripping DVDs: requires software in a legal gray area but ultimately do-able with any DVD drive as long as you know what you're doing ripping blu-rays:

screwed around with dvd ripping but it turns out that I can use `dd` (on linux) to make a perfect 1:1 image of the disc and then sic handbrake on that later or just pop it into vlc. neat

Shinzo Abe skutt under tale

saw a "mega evolve your sona" prompt on another site and thought that was a cool idea and went for it #furryart

I haven't been part of a team since I was with The Four Peters.

I love how Rez and Need for Speed Underground 2 have *vastly* different remixes of the same song

saw a "mega evolve your sona" prompt on another site and thought that was a cool idea and went for it #furryart

I am waay too afraid to repost stuff these days

I love being a scolipede fan and sex repulsed on bluesky! [mutes another account]

I don't use my voice in anything because I sound like that one kid with the glasses from the polar express

not a believer in DNIs however I do have boundaries: * nothing that I post is a sex/kink thing, don't treat it that way * please label/tag your nsfw/fetish art * transfur/"TF" art too since people don't see it that way * if I'm wrong/annoying then please help me instead of beating me up over it

erasing "0 days since last moral OCD incident" and then writing the 0 again

got weirdly venty in a voice chat last night and now I really need to hide

idk I'm lonely but I never know how to start conversations that aren't weirdly personal so it's hard for me to DM people

I love having ex friends that probably have implicit restraining orders on me and I constantly get reminded of!!!! dies

"post hidden by muted word" is an incredibly dumb UI design choice. what word is getting filtered there? is it gonna be spoilers or the thing that grosses me out???

how do people find other people on here. I need a fresh start

I'm kind of like the Labubu of Funko Pop

this is the pickle of the rick

"adult content" warning proving that if there was a button in front of me that was clearly labeled "administer electric shock" I'd press it anyway

That's right: we heard you. Starting next year we're including an option to instantly broadcast a post to every liberal blue-wave poster on the platform—whether it's yours or someone else's. Because here on Bluesky, a different kind of socialization is our number one priority. 💙

Here in YouTube Poop civilization, no one chooses to jump for the dinner

my feed on here isn't really that fun tbh

I forgot all about this sketch of an intersex bee. I should finish it and make it an adopt! Maybe have a few variations that are different species. Hmm 🤔

I think it's crazy how you can spend a year+ of your life trying to prove that you're worthy to people who dumped you for a stupid reason that you just realized

I need to hang out with chiller people who aren't discourse brained. whoever you are

my weirdest music flex is that I saw a few members of the polyphonic spree perform live at this bougie dining hall around the time that it opened but I could barely hear them so I didn't stick around for very long

look I'm saying. creature large enough to completely surround your body in a hug or just laying down on top of you. squishes you tightly enough that you sink in cozily but you aren't like getting suffocated because it's soft enough. and probably warm. and if your OC would do this then let me know

shoutouts to my fellow moral OCD havers and ESPECIALLY my fellow people without a filter talking to people and posting is so scary and regretful

some strain of moral OCD Really making me desperate to jump into this discourse just to make my opinions known but god forbid I know I'm gonna say something stupid so I want to talk this out privately but I'd probably get crucified in private too

Next year, Valve will release a highly anticipated follow-up to one of their Steam offerings: Are You Ready for Steam Frame?

shakes you. please do not take your politicians that you at least sort of agree with and access to resources and entertainment for granted. signed, someone living in the middle of a deep red state in the southern US

apparently they stopped making bluray drives for PCs. it might be time to grab one that libredrive supports but I'm not sure if I want to make that financial decision just yet

someone's gotta teach me how to have fun all I know is being sheltered, irony, sarcasm, and being deathly afraid of what other people think about me

ough (I need to be snuggled very hard by a pear shaped thing that is really big and soft

walmart still sells DVDs apparently. I might go back and get something for the hell of it sometime but buying movies is scary what if I don't like it