Working on my flower ceiling for inside my gazebo 💛

My Treehouse 💛 #Palia Only took about 3 days to build this puppy with a good friend of mine 😁 Now for my next creation!!

I used to be able to take screenshots on my PC with the little button on my Xbox controller and ever since I reset my PC I can't do it anymore ... Did a setting get turned off 😔

Having a good night!!! Got 12 hours of sleep last night which definitely helped me 💛

Really trying to reach my goal!!! So here is a referral to Palia if anyone can help me out and create an account 💛💛 accounts.palia.com/sign-up?refe...

Been up all night playing Palia with a few friends 💛 building a treehouse for my plot!!

Here we fucking go again. Always fighting because you don't know how to speak to me with fucking respect.

Gonna get the kids to clean up the front yard today. Their bikes and toys are scattered!! 😆

I'm so sorry that I went hiatus for like a month 🧡 I'm hoping to catch up with you all, especially my bestie. I haven't messaged her in so long and I feel like the worst best friend.

Messy Mama Hair 💛

The kids are out for breakfast 🥞 with their grandparents! The house is so quiet right now.

Sitting outside enjoying the beginning of this nice fall weather 🧡 kinda wanna go back inside and grab a sweater lol

I'm Emotionally loaded but making it work!!! About to take my meds for the day... 🩶

Got a new SSD card for my PC finally. Hoping this helps with some of my issues im having while gaming

You know sometimes I just need your attention too. I miss when you would randomly kiss me or touch me ... What happened to that?

My new med dose has been doing me okay. I don't feel as down in the dumps and I'm handling my thoughts a little better.

If anyone wants to add me on Palia and come check out my plot, my IGN is BrightHoney 💛

I think my kitchen is finally finished!! 💛 #Palia obsessed!¡! What do you all think?

Haven't been sleeping properly lately. My days are all messed up. Looks like I'm gonna be up all night again.

Day one of taking my new doses 🤍 hoping it helps me in some way.

You clearly don't like the person that I am because you keep doing things to try and change me.

God you piss me off. Always making me do things I don't want to do

So my doctor is changing my dose once again... He is also setting me up with a new therapist and psychiatrist. I still feel like none of this is gonna help because I don't want it.

Omg 😭 I think I actually might cry. I hit my decor limit in Palia. Right when I'm in the middle of building a huge project.

I'm fucking miserable because I literally feel bad for being myself. Sorry I'm not good enough for you.

Little things. Every little fucking thing I do upsets you somehow. I'm really starting to hate our communication skills... But you'll just blame it all on me anyways

It's gaming night with my friends 💛 Playing some Palia and having a blast!!

If you don't fucking like me then why the fuck are we even together. You're a complete asshole to me. You don't know how to talk to me with respect at all.

We got a fucking white couch because of screw ups and now I'm just afraid to sit on it. It's going to get ruined. Eventually it's going to look like garbage.

Good morning lovelies 💛 I hope you all have an amazing day today!!

Deep down I'm not okay... I'm struggling even though I'm smiling. I feel like the world is crumbling around me... But I keep going...

Gonna make myself a hot chocolate and try to enjoy my day.

Kevin Cuddles 🩶

There is a hair under my screen protector and it's bothering the shit out of me 😭

It's gonna be a long boring ass day 😪

I don't have any Internet at my house this morning because there is an outage in my area... Sucks because I can't play games with my friends and they're online 😭

Having a good morning 💛 hope everyone is doing well!!

I know he is getting tired of me. I'm sure he will give up on me just like everyone else has.

I'm so sick and tired of being dragged out to places I don't wanna fucking go to. I never have a fucking choice of my own anymore.

Been hooked to Palia the last month 💛 even made an amazing group of friends and we all chat via discord and play for hours!!! 💛 Feels good to be a part of something even if it is just a game.

I'm sorry 😞 sorry I haven't been around. Sorry I have been so distant. I've been struggling.

Playing some Palia and watching Dexter 💛

Feeling absolutely dreadful tonight 😩

Hey everyone 👋🏻 I hope you're doing well. I'm so sorry I haven't been around but I would love to catch up!! 💛

Gosh 😩 I feel like a huge failure tonight. I wanna cry so badly but my meds refuse to let me show any emotion

Hey everyone 🤗 sorry I've been away for the last week. I've been going through a lot lately and just haven't been able to be myself. I miss all of you and hope you're all doing well!!

Started playing Palia with my youngest daughter ☺️ we're staying up late tonight to play

Mmmm Warm Chocolate Chip Muffin 😋 I need me some sweets tonight, wish I didn't drink all my Chocolate Milk, Booooo

Making friends is a joke sometimes. Especially once that friend ends up in a relationship they all of a sudden just stop talking to you ... Like what kind of sense does that make... Your new gf/bf not like you talking to your friends, if so that's a red flag... Just saying.

I'm feeling really unhappy lately. Nothing seems to put a smile on my face. I don't know what to do about this feeling or what's really causing it but I'm just not in a good place mentally and emotionally