Update: I had a good time

It's sooooo embarrassing how much of a child I become when I have to do something I don't want to do. Fully grown adult with a 401k and a mortgage stomping my foot and screaming I DON'T WANNA like a toddler having a meltdown in target

Anyway I was so excited when I finished writing yesterday bc I can't wait for the next one and then I remembered I have somewhere I have to be tonight and THEN I found out my MIL is coming to stay with us this weekend so

Shout out to my girlies who have to endure mandatory social events they desperately do not want to attend but are obliged to anyway 🩷 hate how the holidays are always a choice between your own needs and the needs of people you care about. You can't ever take care of both

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Peak lesbian experience: came home and 🐝 has built a fire outside and set up the sawhorses and is doing something with plywood

Getting all my coworkers husbands in trouble by ordering flowers for 🐝 on doordash and getting them delivered to our front door in less than an hour

Oh also any gifs I post are my own! I made them. I won't post other people's stuff without credit 🩷

Can we just take a moment

It's that time of year when everything happens so much but I am gonna try real real hard to write tomorrow 🙏 we're getting to the fun part of evidence 👀

Got stuck at work 2 hours late but my baby had a bad day too so I'm standing at the stove sauteing mushrooms so that when I'm done I can go wake her up and feed her a yummy meal with all her favorite things 🩷

I have a problem which is that I want to write but it is 29 and windy af outside so even the space heater will not save me in these conditions. High tomorrow is 36 😭 I may have to write in my car again just to get out of the damn wind 😭 "but Leah why don't you write inside" can't next question

This boy 🥺

Turns out I do think I was just poisoning myself and everything is better now and I don't really have anything to talk to my therapist about next week should I tell her about how mad I am about wolf ent wasting their chance to do something really compelling with eo

More crossposted tumblr thoughts re: EO sorry I really hate doing threads here

Posted some thoughts re: evidence of things unseen on tumblr, wanted to share here as well

I actually just said the words "you can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink, Helen." Why am I turning into my grandmother

Super excited bc I've just purchased curtains for Sammy's room and 🐝 is going to pick up our new sink tomorrow. Are we...are we old

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Lil butts 🥺

What if it turns out I don't need therapy I was just poisoning myself by accident and I end up paying like $500 to fix something @l8k8.bsky.social tried to warn me about a month ago

Eddie & Liv for #wednesday100 🩷

Have to go to therapy this afternoon (🥴) and so won't be able to write today, but hopefully tomorrow. Next up is s11!! Anybody got any guesses as to which episode we're gonna do? 🤔 I'm excited about this one but curious about y'all's thoughts 👀

Cozy boys 🩷

Finally got our tree decorated 🩷

Y'all. Henry heard the heat kick on and RAN to sit under the tree (he's on top of a vent there. We did close the vent but it's still warm for him 🥺)

There are SO MANY bangers in s10 it was so hard to pick just one 😭😭😭 lol

New chapter of Evidence of Things Unseen is up! Delighted to report the space heater is working beautifully, I wrote this chapter while it was snowing 🤣 archiveofourown.org/works/737960...

I was raised evangelical and I strongly remember when I was about 18-20, drifting away from the church, a friend of mine who was deep in it telling me that IVF was wrong, bc it requires the generation of multiple embryos, many of which don't get used, but those embryos are (her words) babies, and +

I'm not especially selective about my coffee. I want it hot and relatively strong and that's it. I use a Keurig (shout out to the San Francisco Bay compostable k cups!!) and I drink my one little cup of black coffee every morning, two on the weekends. Anyway. Almost every time I make my coffee +

Henry has decided that's his chair now. And that's his stuffie too

🐝 always requests proof of life pics of the boys when she's out of town and these were too cute not to share. First is Momo, who got very dirty running in the yard this morning and then enjoyed watched the garbage truck:

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but. I'm bummed that it's not colder outside. We've got a chance for bad weather tomorrow but in order for me to actually justify not going to work it needs to be colder out than it is rn. Come on, weather. Do me a solid just this once

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🐝 bought me flowers but Henry thought they were for him

I can't believe I didn't post this yesterday but!! Yesterday was Momo's gotcha day!! Two whole years with this lil booger

I have to do a thing this afternoon that I'm nervous about so 🐝 sent me boba to my office 🥺

🫡🫡🫡

Put the boys in Christmas sweaters 🥰 Henry was not having it

I'm hoping that by now it's become pretty clear that for this part of the story we're doing one chapter per season. For the folks keeping score, that means tonight's chapter was s8. The emotional arc here may look familiar...

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Saturday snuggles 🥰

Made it thru Thanksgiving, and now it's Christmas 🩷

Me: I have no idea how this is gonna go How it went: badly

Ohhhh I'm gonna be staring at that first one all day 🥺

About to attempt to broil the sugar for the creme brulee I made last night. I don't have a torch so I'm having to do it old school and I have absolutely no idea how this is gonna go

It is finished and it is gooooooood

Me, drinking gin on an empty stomach, talking to Mo: I know this recipe doesn't call for butter but I'm gonna put butter in it anyway. Don't tell Mommy

Have made a lil schedule so everything finishes at roughly the same time and now I've got like. 10-15 mins to just sit around waiting until I start the next phase. Idk what to do with myself. Might start getting drunk tbh. Babygirl is outside playing with power tools