i need to only bring myself around people who are going to treat me well. i want real friends and relationships that affirm my self-worth. i am over rewarding shitty behaviors, all while hoping someone realizes im there and need attention too

anything helps this week especially as i am paying all my rent and do not have much to get me by! please consider donating, thank you for your attention

yagirl needs some help while she is finding another job, i am very short on rent this upcoming month, i got a whole week to figure out how I’m gonna make rent, if anyone out there can help i will take all the assistance i can get Venmo: @Amber-Matos-30 Cashapp: $Amb3rRos3420 PayPal: @AmberMatos0420

feed the animals

puts a single pebble down along your train of thought

i want to find something interesting in an unexpected place going about it a little differently than the convention would suggest means more difficulty and investment but i want it a certain way and i aim to give myself that time

i am currently unemployed and am looking at more financial stress in the coming times until i can find work. i am a trans and recently encountered housing instability. Thank You for any consideration to share this or in making a donation! ko-fi.com/mmeeeeeewwww...

have i said too much? sometimes i get excited, can you blame me?

chilling lately, still need to figure out work but im doing ok

been feeling good even considering the horrors that is applying and working in america

i think stealing/having a shirt stolen is a lovely act

going forward, i think i need to know when and how my friends are getting high. i will not stand by you if you choose to let this shit take you away so consistently

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

so thankful i no longer need to live in a place with wannabe gang members who really just call the cops when they have a problem with somebody. i was screamed at and threatened to have the cops called on me over a dirty pan being left out for four minutes while i was eating

im really scared to start life again but ive had some time to figure things out. some things are just scary, i know its going to be painful. why am i afraid of that pain still

i found a place to live, a job that won't fuck me over and i can manage things coming up and have been doing more for myself than ever

not giving up

more nameless

im really ready to have my own space again. i haven't done art at all since losing my place. in the hospital i made some art i posted but nothing else. i feel very scattered and have been struggling but i have been doing really well with how im carrying myself and making decent decisions

i wanna build a fort and play and have it be stained with our blood from the inside kinda really badly

i found a new instrument today—would you like to make music with me?

i got a job offer yesterday i’m going to take. I still need to figure out where im going to go come April 1st. please reach out/share

girl that smells like piss

i live in Seattle and i am homeless. if you have time and a space you know of that I might occupy while i find work again, please let me know. I do not have stable housing and need help, please consider me as i only require basics and will support myself while being present for the space.

don't fucking touch anything

i have another interview tomorrow and im pretty excited about it

i live in Seattle and i am homeless. if you have time and a space you know of that I might occupy while i find work again, please let me know. I do not have stable housing and need help, please consider me as i only require basics and will support myself while being present for the space.

my posts details lightly what ive been going through because its communicative to others as to where im at and that’s good for me. ive been not dragging, doxxing, or creating drama. literally just my life

tomorrow is my Birthday. just this year i became unhoused, i lost my job and haven’t had income for over 3 months now. i’ve had some real bad luck help make it a better day? consider sharing/donating @ ko-fi.com/mmeeeeeewwww... just need help with affording basics while i find work

tomorrow is my Birthday. just this year i became unhoused, i lost my job and haven’t had income for over 3 months now. i’ve had some real bad luck help make it a better day? consider sharing/donating @ ko-fi.com/mmeeeeeewwww... just need help with affording basics while i find work

makes choices and tries to be good but it’s not the goal

it’s my 32nd Birthday this monday. feel free to say hi if you haven’t in a while. im kinda pretty lonely and need to figure out if i can even make a small plan for it. stuff hasn’t been coming through lately and been struggling but im here for it

what i think is not obvious to others and its easier to express myself

i recently passed a million seconds on the Earth

im doing fine

also, i do not give a fuck still. people remain not right with me

what length does the average adult secret grow to

i spite everyone who claims my life irrelevant

also, i do not give a fuck still. people remain not right with me

i wish i had more friends

im doing well and have been finding my rest

art and coloring i did/made

i’ll be okay

fuck

i just need to rest i need help and i need to think really hard and just give myself the time. its really scary some but things might be only scary

you need to get the turkey sandwich at subway today if you really wanna feel me im sorry i really don’t have any easier way for me to explain it to you