Not to be depressing on main. But now that it's close to 2026 and next month I'm going to be 27... I didn't think I'd live this long. Truly I didn't. I didn't really have a dream job. Didn't think I'd last that long to have a dream job. So... I'm so lost now.

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Capra Demon 山羊頭のデーモン #DARKSOULS #ダークソウル

Journey 2.

Screwed up by not going to university like I should have. But I was going through so much mental stuff that I would never be able to focus anyway. So I've worked in a book store for the past couple of years. I'm still kinda stuck on if I should go to uni or not. I'm just going with the flow.

Capra Demon they could never make me hate you....

I forgot this site existed for a hot minute.

Being this exhausted on my favorite holiday should be illegal.

and don't you ever forget — I am Majora . ( Happy Halloween. 🎃 )

At this point I feel like everyone actually hates me.

I've been busy with Pokémon ZA lately. I drew a sketch of my trainer oc, Sebby, to get used to drawing again. 🫰

I don't know why this came to me out of the blue. Years ago, someone told me what Saru did was "selfish" to all of us. And thinking of this now? What a rude thing to say to us in his name. Selfish? He was obviously suffering and that was the only thing he could think of.

The best part of Kalos coming back is the fact my dads are just as excited as any kid. Kalos was THE game that they talked about and got together over. Seriously life changing.

Doodle of Vel Lyles with a thicker brush as a test. I think it looks okay.

Seriously people on twitter be pissing me off.

I hope those who knew me when I was younger watched Wednesday and when they saw Isaac Night IMMEDIATELY thought of me. At least for a moment.

I mean we've known each other long enough right?

With all this marriage stuff going around it really makes me wish I were married.

The Lord of the Volcano Manor and his Consort.

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ナメレス / Heolstor #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

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無名の王 / Nameless King #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

Hey, if you're autistic, I just wanna let you know, screw the quacks and jackasses! None of you should be made to feel broken or less than, and I'll always try my best to be welcoming as I can be. Hope you all stand tall, and you have my solidarity. ❤️

Hopefully with SHf and RE9 coming out, I'll be entertained somehow. I just need something new. maybe this is burnout or depression. who knows!

I don't think I get scared by anything anymore. I've watched the most disturbing analog horrors I could find and I just sat here without even flinching. Hell, I'm sleepy. I could take a nap.

I want to dedicate at least one day where I can just stay in bed. That's all I ask. Just one.

Elmo DIES LIVE ON STREAM

Sometimes I stop and think I'm way older than Saru was when he passed. He was only 20. I was 14 when it happened and back then, I never realized how young 20 really is. Now at 26, I feel more saddened as time keeps going on. He should be 32 right now. Alive and well.

復讐者 / Revenant (Dragon School) #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

was born anew— yet still shattered .

So to save my old account, I had to go all the way to my dads to get my old laptop. Just to find the OLD email I made and all that. Which in the end, it worked. But looking through the laptop really ripped some old wounds. A LOT of you-know-who stuff on there that I had saved years ago.

after months I decided to just email about getting my old twt account back. It has old Saru dms in there, I don't want to lose that damn account.

The man in Revenant's Remembrance #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

9 months today. 🎉

I haven't drawn in a long time, so here's a Vaati as a warmup. || #LegendofZelda #Vaati #MinishCap

hyperfixating on ocs can feel weird as hell theres no tv show no videogame no webcomic no fandom no nothing its just me losing my marbles in the kitchen making all the damn food for myself IM GOING CRAZY

葦名の人々 / NPCs 1. 狼、九郎 / Wolf, Kuro 2. エマ、お凛 / Emma, O'Rin 3. 葦名弦一郎 / Genichiro Ashina 4. 葦名一心 / Isshin Ashina #SEKIRO #隻狼

Running joke that Lux is born with golden hair and Velkan makes him dye it brown to match him.

Dimi and I decided to start to watch Berserk since apparently there's a LOT of influence from that for Elden Ring. Or at least a few anyway. So we wanted to see it for ourselves. But good lord the intro song is so bad and I can't help be cackle at it every time it plays.

Okay here is Lux in ER.... 🤭 definitely Vel's son looks wise, but too much of a sweetheart to go his same path.

Hello, I'm Isa. I'm 26 and I want to look like a damn fictional character. ( bought brown hairdye for obvious reasons )

babie....

babie

she has your eyes, Velkan.

Doodles

This heat is bad. Like really bad and tomorrow will be worse. It'll be like 40 C° or more tomorrow. I'm terrified.

I watched that kpop movie with Dimi and man. I could very well cosplay whatshisface... Jinu? The leader of the boy band no problem. Perks of having sharp canines

Another heat wave. How many has there been this summer? Like five? I'm so done with summer.