this 60 year old fictional man means everything to me

thinking so fondly about ged earthsea and fitz rote

92°f outside and my cars a/c is broken. 30 minute errand felt like swimming 10 laps in a hot boiling vat of soup. breaking my silence i hate summer

i woke up from the best sleep ive had in months this morning which was the universe's way of apologizing in advance to me for what a difficult day i was about to have i think

who's doing it like him

friend reserved assassin's apprentice just for me cus i wouldn't shut up about rote and i had to profusely apologize

deltarune has been coming out tomorrow for like 3 years straight so i thought everyone was kidding

thw latest pictures of abe & mihashi i have saved on my phone. i will put them here so they can be together

evil program. leave my pretend bank account ALONEEEE

oofuri vol38 coming out at the end of june if nothing else yippeeee

Amber my Beloved #ROTE #liveshiptraders #realmoftheelderlings

printing this out and framing it and taking down my degree to hang this up instead

silences full of things unsaid between them are a-ok and mean nothing to me. bc i am regulated and normal

still fitzloving irresponsibly

every time i have to sit thru a social interaction i dont want to do: i coild b drawing sooo much rn

cr left hand of darkness (1969)

food..water….fitzloved..

in a way everything wrong with fitzchivalry farseer can be traced back to catholic guilt

I think Bluesky would be better if there was a turnip react button on posts where you can throw rotten turnips at people

head in my hands cant stop thinking about rote/fitzloved im miserable

tumblr is glitching for me so bad is it truly over

stepping off my hater high horse in a second. ill be back but just one more

to know rhobb went on a semi homophobic rant in the late 2000s is not even disheartening its just funny. u write all that and then get pissed at gay ppl for liking your characters. amazing. what the fuck are u doing

love critiques of beloved's character calling him selfish inhuman or crazy as if he hasn't already admitted all of this in text himself

im also full of wisdom

purging all my complaints now. i have hundreds of little notes like these

pour one out for old catholic women

ok back to processing. i just had to stop everything and think about them after seeing this www.tumblr.com/brbarou/7545...

fitz narrating his pov is like The fool is so golden and beautiful and slender and graceful (description of his long fingered hands here) and when he looks at me my heart does a little flip and my brain gets a boner

no one should read these books btw

theres probably two times fitz has kissed the fool maybe more but he doesnt dare admit it bc if he loses the ability to lie to himself then what does he have. a secret is only a secret if you share it with no one etc. w/e Dunking him in pudding

#fitzloved rhobb what did i ever do to u

i need to be taken outside and shot like a lame horse etc

A quiet moment between. #fitzloved print available here: www.inprnt.com/gallery/oexa...

idk where to even begin drawing fitzloved something they deserve after they tore my heart out for 16 books straight

will i be the same person after this

cant stop crying long enough to read the words on the page and I still have like 200 pages to go

these books dont care about my feelings

fitz is so sad and bisexual.

they banished homophobia in kelsingra brothers i have to get there NOW

i love tajihana when its like tajima laser focused on wooing hanai and hanai flustered panicking picking up his skirts and high tailing it out of there not necessarily bc tajimas a boy and hes homophobic but bc all feelings of love and vulnerability are gay to him

immensely powerful tajihana

키스아님 #타지하나 #タジハナ #tajihana #오오후리 #おお振り #oofuri

i miss amber

like them well enough but sedric and carson should've been lesbians

팡 #타지하나 #タジハナ #tajihana #오오후리 #おお振り #oofuri

RWC book #3 spoilers hilarious that greft was so preoccupied w pairing ppl off so they could start populating as soon as possible in kelsingra meanwhile he died before he even got there and 2 out of the 3 established couples living there now are gay

i love ignoring a book's description of characters i like that i don't agree with 'malta's glowing golden hair' no

rain wild chronicles book #2 dragons are putting chemicals in the river that turn the freakin traders and sailors gay