Computer failing. Still unemployed. Hiatus on my own streaming extended until further notice.

I just got a booster with 6 cards in it. I didn't even know that was a thing that could happen 🤨

....only just now playing TCG Pocket... 3 years after Scarlet and Violet... am I now realizing that Iono's name is meant to be an elecric-pun version of the Japanese name Ayano.

Built a To-Do list for all the stuff I need for re-launch, and it was enough to get me to work on a few bits of it. Once I got a bit into it, I realized that I was going to have to build three separate OBS profiles... so I've got my work cut out for me.

Anyone know of a decent productivity Desktop application for setting up to-do lists and breaking items into smaller tasks? I'm realizing that I really need to get more organized, but anytime I go looking for this stuff I can only find mobile or web-based stuff that I don't trust with my data.

So I never really talked about it, but I joined a support group like... a month ago? At least? With help from them, as of today Low have (some) meds now. I still don't have anything for my ADHD yet, but I'm on something for Anxiety again at least.

"I'm going on hiatus so I can work on stream stuff, I'll definitely get to do that instead of a billion other errands and sleeping."

Feel like I haven't had time to do literally anything lately. Either erranding for family or going out to scrape together funds to survive. I think right now is the most free time I've had in several days, and even then, I gotta go in a couple hours.

Also I am BACK ON HIATUS! I'm doing a complete overhaul of my entire stream setup! When I get back into things, EVERYTHING will be different, and I will return with a semi-cryptic Lore video of sorts! Should be exciting!

AND WE'RE DONE! I actually found out mid-stream that the first half of this game happened back in October of LAST year, so almost all of the stream ended up being me just reiterating the game's plot lmao Thank you all so much for hanging around!

www.twitch.tv/lowresdotexe LIVE now with the second half of one of my favorite games: WUPPO! This is going to be the last stream before I go on another (hopefully shorter) hiatus to completely overhaul my streaming setup! #eldenwood #gaming

Had a scare where I thought Wuppo didn't save my place from the stream in March. Forgot how this game's save system works lol

Just a reminder that I'm gonna be playing the second half of Wuppo today starting at 5:00pm CST I'll probably also be yapping about my hiatus and upcoming plans and overhauling of my stuff going forward (Positive stuff, btw. Nothin's wrong lol)

Ah. I see I've missed another dumb thing happening in the past few hours. Cool.

Maaaaaan in the end, NEO TWEWY was 16 total streams. Even if I wasn't having trouble with various things, I wouldn't even have finished the game within the month I started it in.

I am so happy that I got to play this game on-stream. It was so much fun being able to share one of my favorite games with everyone. I raided out to @dalrint.vtubers.social who was playing Resident Evil 2 (and plans to marathon the series btw) THURSDAY - Wuppo Finale and yapping about the hiatus.

www.twitch.tv/lowresdotexe LIVE now with the NEO TWEWY Finale! I'm on the FINAL day of NEO The World Ends With You! I'm finally going to have this game completed on-stream today! #eldenwood #gaming

Little under 3 hours and I'll be doing the FINAL day of NEO The World Ends With You.

i hear that leg-focused physical therapists really hate women. i mean, there’s so much massage-a-knee in the field

ALRIGHT I'm never gonna do this if I don't just straight up schedule it. TUESDAY July 22nd @ 5:00pm CST NEO The World Ends With You FINALE THURSDAY July 24nd @ 5:00pm CST WUPPO FINALE

Have a Dante

Thinking about how I played the Halo series offscreen and how there were so many good moments like my Ghost-smuggling tendencies that would've made for good clips. But also I spent so much time annoyed at stuff while I was playing because it was my first time that I'm kinda glad I didn't stream it.

AAAAAAAASSSIIYDGHGSSHHRR6UHGDUJGY I FINALLY GOT IT IT'S BEEN 3000 YEARS

The Pillar of Autumn chapter in Reach: First Ghost you're able to steal.... brought it *all the way* to the Pelican Keyes was on... where it despawned after the cutscene. My only nemesis the whole time? Stairs.

I still have two streams on the backburner and a bunch of background work to do before I can launch the new "season" or so of my streaming, but it has just been difficult to get going. To my credit though, I do have like... the hardest parts of the background work done. Everything else is busywork.

bluuhhhuyhhhhhh I got used to not doing things and now I want to start doing things but I'm so used to not doing things that I can't seem to start doing things.

Low has been playing Halo series for the first time ever. My sessions have basically turned into "How long can I keep this Ghost I stole?" The answer is usually a comically long amount of time.

....was driving down the highway and saw a red pickup going 10mph over the limit with the tailgate down and an entire cactus in the bed of it. About 5 minutes later I saw a flattened cactus in the middle of the highway. I feel like I just saw one of reality's software debuggers.

I'm sad because I wasn't capping audio. It was clangy.

Randomly thinking about how Ancient Greeks invented a God so they wouldn't have to admit to having a drinking problem.

Sorry I disappeared again. The last couple weeks have been... extra stressful. Between the political climate forcing me to come up with an evac plan for family that have the misfortune of having dark skin, other elder family being sick, and my own financial instability... It's been rough.

Game devs: it's good to have a vision and to try sticking to it. However, suggestions from gamers are not always as stupid as I see many devs try to claim. If your vision is so strict that it impedes its own actual potential and ends up blatantly frustrating players, it's probably not a good vision.

....finally get some sleep and wake up to today's horrors and voicemails from my elderly mother about the latest atrocities, and a spam propaganda email directly from the administration that's being gutted. Awesome.

that moment when you figure out that the reason you've been having trouble sleeping for nearly two weeks now is because you ran out of melatonin and were too ADHD to put two and two together about it

Hi I've been dissociating due to the increased frequency of my ears being bastards.

...oh shit, I need to do the other half of Wuppo too

sadkljhasldkfashdlfkjasdfasdf I DIDN'T PRESS ENTER AAAAA No stream today due to prior engagements. I'll try to get the last NEO TWEWY stream running as soon as I can.

You guys have no idea how freaking happy I am right now. Without spoiling it, all I can say is that I got the *base level* of my hardware setup fixed and put together. Like the stuff that I absolutely *had* to have working in order to stream the way I really want to stream in the future.

.....I may be having ear issues tonight, but some really good shit happened tonight in other ways regarding later stuff from me.

Okay yeah, no stream tonight. Sorry.

Things seem to have subsided as far as I can tell. I'm'a go lay down for a bit and if things feel better closer to 5, then I'll go ahead and stream. Basically having to play it by e-..... literally wasn't meaning to make a pun, but fine yeah, gonna have to play it by ear.

So I'm realizing I never said anything yesterday, but I wasn't feeling well and decided not to do the TWEWY finale yesterday. I WAS going to do it today, but my ear is getting infrequent, but unmistakable, crackling... making me feel like if I did anything today it would just flare up completely.

naughty nubby has misbehaved and must be put in the plinko for all eternity

Strem was pretty chill. We are officially on the LAST day of NEO TWEWY. So after the NEXT STREAM, I'm going to be going back onto a hiatus until I get several things done, but you'll still see me hanging around other streams elsewhere sometimes.

www.twitch.tv/lowresdotexe LIVE now with TWEWY NEO for my last series of streaming before going back on hiatus. There's only 3 Chapters left, so this might be the penultimate depending on how much I get done. #eldenwood #vtuber

www.twitch.tv/lowresdotexe LIVE now with TWEWY NEO for my last series of streaming before going back on hiatus. There's only 3 Chapters left, so this might be the penultimate depending on how much I get done. #eldenwood #vtuber

Ear is playing nice today. See y'all in an hour and a half.

hey so i definitely do not have six creepy wigglytuff cards

I really don't like that my schedule is essentially going to end up being semi-random in the future due to the whims of my tinnitus developments.

tl;dr ears are bad microphones right now, so strem tomorrow hopefully instead