Tried one of those small group arranged dinner for gay guys things. It was so bizarre. I'm still emotionally exhausted from trying to keep conversation going and asking questions about people who clearly were not interested in learning about me lol

Always fun to wake up to a new match notification only to check and see it was an accident on their part and they've already unmatched. We try desperately to keep it moving

These men are w i l d lmao the same way as who or what girl

One year today since my knee surgery. It's weird to think that just a few months ago, I could still barely walk. I lost my body, my job, my autonomy, but I'm finding it again.

Marked safe from trans women in sports discussion at family holiday gathering

Jammed my thumb real bad on the side of the pool yesterday so no workout, but here's one from the archives I took in the bathroom on a first date with a new bisexual who ghosted me once he moved out of his apartment with his ex-fiancée and had more options

Li'l nighttime dip

Gym, sauna, stream

Got a bit of a routine going finally in the new place. Access to the sauna for a good shower and sweat after is amazing, and topping it off with golden hour accountability traps is a must. About to hop on stream. Join me!

I was told a lack of selfies is hurting my numbers game on twitch and math doesn't lie

Choking to death as my new amazing apartment fills up with someone else's very intense pot smoke

Ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding fuckin ding y'all

Okay this is maybe not super 'useful' and I understand and feel no remorse for calling out right wing gays and especially closeted right wing gays, especially when they're lawmakers, but just saying that MAGA men are 'submissive queens' does not sit right with me.

Gym progress accountability thirst trap

The Final Gaymer

I am a nurturer

Braved the blowing snow and cold to see TYT's Seussical on closing day! Excited to see many friends and former students inspire this audience absolutely full of young kids. Theatre changes lives! And it's so important as fascists and Nazis attempt to corrode and twist culture. We can't let them!

Was kind of into how they were sitting post-stream.

Post-gym accountability trap

Ready to be buried in snow for a couple weeks

A couple more accountability traps

Five years on twitch! So crazy. A lot has happened this past half decade. I went to twitch in the first lockdown after leaving my abusive ex, who had isolated me from my gay family. I ran to twitch to find a community, and I'm so lucky to have been successful. I've had the absolute pleasure

Had my first session with my trainer this year. Very sore. So! Accountability thirst trap

I think it's time for a Queer as Folk rewatch

Starting season 3 and The Good Wife has gone OFF THE RAILS. I am now convinced that this show is a right wing psyop to convince the average person that progressive people are actually just cynical opportunists that aren't to be trusted and deserve only derision because we're all just hypocrites tbh

Okay cleared my first FFXIV Extreme in over two years, learned the fight and cleared within an hour still got it

Okay it's almost 1am on new years day so this is the part where one of you DMs me to confess your feelings for me and we get this year started off the right way okay?

Plan was to be asleep two hours ago but mom has a friend over and needs me to order an uber for them to get home at 12:30 but uber isn't doing planned trips tonight so I need to stay awake to order it because my mom doesn't want uber on her own phone :) Very excited to move out in the spring :))))))

I love arm

Just woke up from a nightmare where I went to a concert and sat close to the front, the artist started talking about Heated Rivalry and put the mic in front of my face because I looked gay and the whole arena started booing me loI got into a very intense argument with the nice white girl beside me

I am such a scrooge but I do not understand the screaming and hyperventilating about the end of Heated Rivalry 1.5 how can we be so invested in these people we know next to nothing about

Compelled by the ring light

Tomb Raider 2 is really living up to the hype! I'm honestly enjoying my time with it so, so much. I did spend probably ten minutes trying and failing to make a specific jump and falling to my death before I noticed I hadn't flipped the switch I was standing directly in front of but you know

Ft neck beard

The Good Wife is kind of extremely of its time in a lot of ways but actually is a good tv show imo. Properly layered, with plot lines that intersect and compliment each other thematically. Pacing issues, but I've never seen a tv show without pacing issues of one kind or another. Would recommend tbh

Walking on ice and snow with one baby chicken leg is no joke y'all

Heated Rivalry ep 4: oh wow it's almost an actual tv show how fun! This show's real crime tho will be tricking people into thinking famous rich hockey sports players are cuddly uwu cinnamon rolls who just need love rather than the toxic pieces of shit they are tbh

Lol the way andrew schulz acted on that stage was so gross w o w

Need to figure out how much 50ml is so I can take enough collagen

Heated Rivalry episode 3: oh my god the writing is terrible the lacing is awful the actors have zero charisma or chemistry the only good thing was the gay smoothie barista's BFF and the brown people in the bar with him the end

As soon as I deleted the apps from my phone I started getting ads for group speed dating services lolllll

Watched the first two eps of Heated Rivalry. Enjoyed it more or less; looks gorgeous, cute bots, great tension and chemistry between the main duo, but weird lack of attention to detail in production design and veeerrrryyyyy clunky writing outside of interactions between the main duo

Ninth last second date cancellation this year has led me to delete the apps: For Good. It's honestly decreased my phone screen time so astronomically and my mental health is already so much better. I've saved so much time I already have over half the 108 stars of destiny in Suikoden 1 after ONE DAY

Yyyyyyyyyyup

I just slept for thirteen hours after getting my vaccines. Get your vaccines!

Like why even bother tbh

Happy Hungsgiving

I'm 35! We did karaoke for eight hours.

Haircut I got for my date tonight, which is cancelled of course~