Does the pride fit go hard or is it mid

Living in missouri and trying to enjoy rave/music culture and be a music artist is the worst

Welp i went to the mental hospital for a week and im no longer living w my roomate so mayb things are looking up, even living with hoarder parents is better

This is me if anyone cares

Ok im tired

Im so fed up im just gonna start dropping events as they come to mind till i get tired

This is the only platform i have that he doesnt stalk or know i have, as far as i know, which is why I'm venting here. He has notifs on all my other accounts and asks me about everything I post and will questions if it means something against him every time, even if its ab me, I only have this place

On previous threads note, i had to stop because my roomate found it and told me if i want to post myself online, then i have to send him pictures and be sexual with him to make it fair, and it doesnt make sense to him that i can post myself online, but not want to have sex with him.

Wasting another year of my life getting extorted, solicited, and raped by my roomate who decided we are lovers and I have to do everything he wants, and that I need to work towards our "relationship" and that sex is necessary to make him happy is gonna be the reason I kms when i finally escape

I should make a discord made for people with schizoid personality disorder and it will fundamentally fail because no one talks to eachother

Last nights puppy dinner

Learning that just because i like something doesnt mean I have to try and do it/copy it has been a random thought that i hope stays in my head. Ive been chasing a style and emotion for so long that im just not capable of producing. It has ruined 3 years of my life chasing it.

Machine

Posting naked doggy content and paws on x is really working for me this time sorry guys

I made the soundcloud bot break character

Its a bad day to be my wife

Science 3xperiment

Chalant

lazy sketch

Awesome find today as a donations sorter at a thrift store

Doxing myself but I'm in a tough spot. Im trying to escape from my roomate, save for a car and apartment secretly, any help, even a dollar would be awesome. Otherwise this is me venting,, retweets ofcourse appreciated, I will think of a way to reward or give back to anyone soon,, gofund.me/545981df

Good morning :)

Awesome epic reminder for any friends here:: i do have a shitty organized discor server 😵‍💫 discord.gg/GUJtnsq3

The new song i put out is awesome because you can hear the second my voice gives out and crumbles from screaming, leaving a ugly raspy groan halfway thru a word

Hydrogen powered fuck machine

I finally got verified :3

Bold coming from the same government who won't allow me to join the military because of my gender expression.. the ego boost is nice but I will make my own bombs in my own basement thank you very much

Found the sans bong

Apparently it had a shit ton of guaif in it so yay time to not shit my pants

Just as good as i remember xd

Ive never drank the liquid dx , ive always used the 30mg pills but i got a bottle today so here we go yay relapse! Been off less than a year but I've had no reason to minus my roomie taking it from me after I tried to kms on it on night but I think im better than that now :))

New TheScaryJokes album is fire, suprised by the release but v happy,, this brings me back

I just found my old stash of bitters from back before I could legally by alchohol, since bitters was the only one that was legal to buy on amazon cus its a flavorer, I want to throw up drinking it but its bringing back so many memories xd

Windows 🪟🎢📎

Remembering the only one reason I like customer service is that old people are blind and think im a girl because they cant see my actual facial features

I cannot even describe the amount that the undertale and deltarune soundtrack has influenced me over the years, it opened a can of worms I have been pursuing for literally so long.

I finally got a job now lets see how long I can keep it

Dude i literally cant find a job no one will hire me, they tell me im unfit for the position or they found another candidate when its like fucking stocking shit or being a cashier, like I have years of experience wym unfit just because I have anxiety doesnt mean i cant perform please

Mixed brown sugar and cinnamon w my tea and holy moly

getting a tarot reading next to the christan rally in AJ

insane

Insane rally at AJ today

I've applied to tens of places, made several calls, and went to several interviews all this month and nothing. Im stressed out and my roomates telling me im doing nothing to get a job and I don't know literally what else to do. I tried to call and donate plasma but they were closed today, im lost

I wish I could make what I want, be a knower, and just like do it now. Learning processes are cool but they like, are a process and take time and im gonna be old or dead before I can do cool stuff with the way its going

Made a neocities page today, petrified cus making my cardd took me so long and now I have more options, but doing the same thing will take me 20x as long, this will be an excuse to learn html for real again though

Making the backround completely based off my current room was a bad idea cus I realized I didnt have the energy to draw the 1000 trinkets I have laying around my drawer

Wishing my sister didnt jack all my AJ accounts and change my passwords, im trying to trade up and it feels worthless without all my old random cool items I collected over 10 years, and what would now be den betas...

Getting Nowhere

Note about my most hated attribute; About the thing that makes me the most insufferable person: The UPTU I lacked personality, and it brought out the worst in me, so I thought. Now it seems like something I cared about as a hyperfixation, that I gave up just for my image, but never fixed anything.