thinking of going to Manchester for a summer trip at some point.

i just woke up from a nightmare. i had a neighbour who found the zombie corpse of the woman who had been living next door to us. and he was having a back garden party to celebrate. but told me to clean my side of the garden because he said it was ruining the vibes.

And now i have paid for my new vehicle. Now i just need to gain some confidence driving on my own. so that i can make more road trips to see people i want to see again.

Car Loan came in. Im like kinda officially a vehicle owner!!

waiting on the car loan to go through. but im nearly there for a my own vehicle. so excited for some freedom.

well bonus. i think i have gone down one XL in my shirts and probably a few inches in jeans. though im not comfortable enough to buy the smaller sizes. i think Mounjaro is working a bit..

so i went window shopping for cars today. Saw a Hyundai that i liked, a jeep compas and a Citroen as well. all electric except the Hyundai. im probably leaning for towards the Citroen because it was the only one i didnt need to adjust much to be able to fit normally

im on painkillers because i hurt my hip. like so much so that if i dont take them i cant move... im getting better though. anyway a normal wank takes about 45 minutes. but because im juiced up throughout the day. a normal wank is now 3ish hours. So like massive goon session but a huge cum shot

well ive decision. im gonna start Mounjaro. I wanna have an actual skinny era. i dont think im ugly at the size i am. i think im attractive and beautiful. but i want to be thinner. So if those chubby chasers want a chance, feel free to slide in my DMs soon.

happy new year bluies! i was too drunk to post here. @pony-flash.bsky.social to many more big kisses 2026

you know this whole looking for a fwb/a fuck buddy/boyfriend/friend... (ill be honest i was attempting to say friend who was sexual with me... but not fwb).. is so hard. especially with grindr. and yes i agree going to gay places or events or clubs would be easier.. 1/2

had to reschedule my cute guy hook up and meet up. we talked. hes worked long shifts. And we're adults.. these things happen. but since my butt isnt gonna get wrecked. im gonna eat all the food i couldnt eat, as i was keeping my hole clean for action. so pizza and nugget time.

Neighbour guy is a work in process. So i have to work around his schedule and see if he can get away from his family. so fingers crossed.

sooo update on grindr... possibly fuck buddies in scotland. Im not on Grindr to look for a hook up. i need some sort of connection behind who i play/fuck with.. this is one that i dig their vibes. they also like "worshiping" a body, a subby top and likes foot play... 1/2

weird.. i havent had this much interaction on a sex app since i was a young gay. turns out being a chunkster with a cut cock is a novelty in this part of Scotland. or its Christmas break and people are horny and will do anything...<••••• but this part is that self doubt.

so update on grindr meet up. decided to take a chance on another guy. the sex crazed sissy will have to wait. hes just too aggressive... i need to enjoy a chat with someone. which i get isn't really how Grindr is supposed to work.. but I need human interaction before sex

heres a fun grindr update. so theres this sissy who keeps wanting me to play with him.. well... sissy is very loose in a definition or maybe i don't really know what a sissy is. anyway hes a mostly straight guy who likes to dress in women lingerie and dresses. so he wants to play

new sunglasses.

im glad ive started Micro dosing these days... my sleeps have been extra sleepy and i love the chill moments in the evening. shoulda done this years ago.

fingers crossed that the neighbour who just reached out on grindr isnt an asshole and doesnt attempt to kill me... because then i can have scottish dick to play with and i don't need to travel far... cause im lazy..

i wish i had more friends who would just come over. watch me try on clothes and jewellery and tell me im pretty.

Good morning, Kinksters hope your gimps are bundled up as its a cold one. Fingers crossed its a low stress day. Squishy

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nothing gets me hotter than a drunk straight guy who thinks i can keep a secret after giving a blow job.

T shot done. now i get the super happy horny rush next week. followed by my normal super happy and horny time.. lol

im so excited for my T shot on friday!!

woot!! it came. now to bask in my posh life. lol.

The Face. The Cock.

i shoulda not took OT today. oh well. time to pretend i love people on my day off. Happy Tuesday Kinksters

well i waited 4.5 months for my house to get re-rendered. they phoned this morning and have cancelled the work. i cancelled so many plans to have nothing happen. im so pissed

im so frustrated. this rendering on the house is keeping me from doing things. like finishing my kitchen. meeting up for kink events. its taken them 4.5 months to tell me that i dont get a blue house with white trim. instead i had to settle for a cream with navy blue trim😭🫩

nice zombie apocalypse dreams. but the world has frozen over. We all live on ships big tankers or little tug boats. the last bit of my dream im on a pleasure cruise ship giving head to someone. i meet a friend from a previous dream and im giving head to his other friend... weird but fun

looking nice and thinner these days. been attempting to work harder and staying on the diet. People have said overall i look leaner.. i only notice it in my face.

Vivienne Westwood horned Tiara is so high on my neede in life... probably more than being liked by people.

i hate body hair on me. and since doing T.. its just endless. so my fem brain kicks in and thinks.. ew.. it all must go. get rid of the hair and ill look and smell better. but every time.. i just smell more musky...

so like.. how much are grillz these days?

grammar witches.. heres a nice squishism in perfectness

love talking to the Vanilla's at work about what they could do to make extra money.. they could escort... they could take pictures of certain body parts or they could do onlyfans for certain fetishes... the look of shock and wide eyed expression and curiosity on their faces.

theres a high possibility at work tomorrow that i might be called into the office because i told a pro Christian worker that she needs to stop telling me to be excited for Christmas and the day for jesus.. i want to worship the Rise of the Goat God. and all hail his mighty horns

guess i need to start thinking about going to work.

could barely sleep with this this morning.

i think i need to make a summer and winter storage box for clothes. my Wardrobes are getting too full of clothes. Vintage luggage looking time!

i make weird... pretty...

maybe i need a cheeky trip to Manchester some time soon.

morning chats with the hubby

slowly but surely downloading all my Spotify song to eventually delete it entirely. 😭😭this is gonna take forever😭😭

thinking of getting a face tattoo.. here's concept one.

the hubby wants to cancel Spotify but im in panic mode because i dont know of an alternative to get my massive electic music library from. or do i download and get a mp3 player/old phone and store it there.

someone at work told me that i looked straight-acting today.. do i look masc today?