I hate how much they look like ❄️☀️........ I CANT UNSEE IT 😭😭😭😭😭

Happy birthday to my 3 year old sons 🥺 💕

It's my cats 3rd birthday tomorrow and I looked at old pictures of them. I just started crying out of the sudden. Mother hormones are insane....... Anyway look how much they grew in 3 years 😭

I managed to go downstairs to check my mail, because I hoped my meds arrived, but nothing was there 😔 And on top I also had a panic attack because of my dizziness... Mondays, huh 🙄

Both cats started waking me at 6 am recently. I wanna jump off a cliff. I'll never be able to sleep long anymore... 😭 Uvo comes in my bed bc he wants to play and gives me his toy. And Shal starts complaining a few minutes after because he wants me to feed them early..... 😭😭

I finally sat down to organize my art folder, it's something like this now. I changed a few things but this is basically my structure now. I don't know how well this approach will help to keep my folder clean.

Not me having to get back up past my bedtime to make food because I forgot to eat dinner, cuz if I don't eat now, my body will go into an absolute shut down tomorrow in the morning. I love having no sense of hunger 🙏

I love him so much 🥰🩷

Boys being boys on their day off 🥺💕

They're talking about sex and we all know it. 🐉"Way ahead of you, Leon! Though I'm already looking forward to taking YOU on!" 👑"Raihan always goes all out against me [...]" 🐉"Leon's mine, Piers! Don't get in my way!"

/Cries miserably in the corner I love their height difference.... I love them. Please kiss. Tengen is tall enough to just lift his chin so Kyo can't kiss him and he'd be pissed as fuck about it 😭💕

The release of Escanor fully happened without me noticing. I haven't played Origins since Tomodachi Life came out....... I am sorry. I need to play again but I either wanna draw, play Tomodachi Life or sleep....

FUCK I MISS DHALIA SO MUCH 😭 It's very funny because I always forget his name and I never talk about him, but if I had to rank them, he'd be my second favorite character after Mael...... but there's just.. barely anything of him?? 🥲 Man, I am such a fake fan 😖😖😖

I made Gelda and her big sister (OC - Ivette) (Ivette is gonna be part of the manga too btw) Can't wait to add Zeldris 🥺💕

Ya girl is gonna try iron supplements~ Let's hope it's gonna help~ 🥲

btw, SaruMael married. I forgot to post about it lol. Now they're living in a house with KibanaDande. 4 gay men under one roof just like in Blog AU. What could possibly go wrong?

Saru also did a portrait of Kiabana...

You see, I gave Saru the feather as a joke because "haha he can pull that out when he's with Mael hahaha very funny." and now he fucking did exactly that......... I am glad they're in Saru's room. I hope he locked the door.

More Island pictures: (1/2)

I started working with alarm clocks to remmeber to eat regulary. It helps a lot actually. Especially since my stomach doesn't growl anymore.... But on the good hand, I started connecting a certain feeling with hunger again. It's not how it used to be, but it's a starting point to get back to normal.

I love being an adult and living alone just for the fact that I can buy an citrus cake for 5 dollars at the local bakery for myself and Noone can stop me. Was it a good decision? Maybe not. Am I happy because I can fight off my migraine with cake now? HELL YEAH ✨

Some pics of my island 💕

fixed Kyojuro 🥲

It took me an hour to rework Koyjuro's Mii. I will take a nap now...... 🥲

I took a long warm shower, ate some warm chicken soup wit veggies and now I can watch YouTube while playing Tomodachi Life and snack some chocolate. Life is fucking good 😭 (we ignore that my head has been spinning again and that I ignored my workout for a week.......)

🥹🩷 (a 1 to 1 imagine on how I look at Grimmsnarl too) (it's my fav pokemon)

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I think I should get a pen for my switch.. It's only day 2 and my middle finger hurts from drawing. I don't like these specific pens for phones/nintendo switch though.. I tried using my other pens, but they don't work on the switch- 🥲

Pets for KBDN 🐉👑 Charizard is a bit off from his original sprite, because I made some mistakes but I was too lazy to redo everything again... I wanna make Grimsnarl and Lugia for ❄️☀️ next!

touch ups and fixes!

Mael sat alone at night while everyone was with their family. It was so sad that I had to get Saru to him, so he isn't alone. They talked and Mael smiled again. Then Saru finally fell in love with Mael too. This game literally went with the canon plot of Uni AU. I got so emotional about it 😭 💕

Sarumans parents are married now and live together with Saruman. Kibana and Dande fell in love and married on the same day. But Mael still is too scared to confess to Saruman that he got a crush on him 🥺 (btw the marriage minigame is super fun)

Funfact: I spent 30 minutes on that cake because Mael asked me to make one. Just for him to say "it was nice of you to do that... But next time give me something better, yeah?" after eating it. That ungrateful spoiled brat.... 😭🙄

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KBDN 🐉👑

I made 2 custom items so far... (for the soda, I took a reference pic of a japanese grape soda? I tried to copy it as best as I could......🥲🥲)

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Leon wants to fucking propose to Raihan on day 01- I AM SCARED?!?!?!

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More SaruMael ❄️☀️ stuff that happened (1/4)

He really just got so bored?? 😭😭

I played for 1 1/2 hours. It's so fun 😭💕mael already lost his crush again but I closed and reloaded without saving the game so he has his crush again 🙄 I hope he finally asks Saru our tomorrow.... 🥺💕

With each hour, I turn more feral and feral.... ADELAIDE JUST YOU WAIT! YOUR HUSBAND WILL ARRIVE SOON!! MAEL DON'T WORRY, YOU CAN ASK SARU OUT IN A FEW HOURS!! KIBANA DANDE JUST YOU TWO WAIT, YOU'LL BE ALIVE SOON!!

I'm gonna stay up all night to play the game... Noone can stop me. Maybe I can go take a nap till midnight... 🤔

I see people being able to play already because of timezones.... I WANNA PLAY TOO!!! 😭😭

I want to jump off a cliff. I dreamed that netmarble added Mael to Origins and he had a super cool arrival and he wore such a cute outfit. I even dreamed how a streamer reacted to it. AND THEN I WOKE UP RIGHT NOW. IT WAS A DREAM. IT WAS A FUCKING DREAM.

I finished the Demo on my main Tomodachi Life island too now. My Miis will now sleep in isolation for the next 2 days. I hope I will stay strong till the game comes out 💪 I will probably use my alternative island for my other Manga OCs...

My urge to draw despite all art-block always wins the battle... I don't know if it's good or if I really should just take a break. My impulse control when it comes to art is non existent..

I started reading Witch Hat Atelier and it's so beautiful. I am normally not for fantasy at all, but WHA and 7DS are funnily enough, the only exceptions to this. I am so glad to finally read a manga with good storytelling again..... (/glares at Nakaba....)

On the good note, I did start drinking enough again! There's good progress since last month!! 🙏 I'm very proud of myself