if i was svetlana or hayden or yuna i would have clocked their shit so bad by now. trust me, i'm different. rose hollander and david are excluded because their reveals are funny and i don't wanna lose those. :)

GOOD FUCKING TV

yes I've disassociating and not communicating all week but new heated rivalry episode is only like 20 minutes away so I suppose I have a reason to live again

jokes on you if you think I'm surviving tonight's episode. I will die. happily, but still!

I have such an evil boy cat but he's perfected his innocent eyes and I am a sucker

i get to go to therapy today and say "guess what! you have to listen to me ramble about hockey yaoi!"

gosh i want to tell poor ilya that eventually he won't have to watch shane sleep because they'll share a bed every single night 🥺

who can blame hayden for wanting to get shane pregnant when shane looks at him like THAT goddamn

i'm home alone so time to watch ep 4 again, this time on the big tv in the living room 🥰

HUDSONNNNNN THE MAN THAT YOU ARE

I love you guys so much but I need y'all to know ilya was NOT doping during the Olympics, he wasn't going to risk his NHL career and besides he literally did not train in Russia after he got drafted. Also, steroids can give you ED and he was risking that probably less than he would risk his career

what if I get high and rewatch the entire show...

all my mutuals who are getting into heated rivalry: read all for the game please please please (but look up triggers first because it is much darker!)

also not enough people are talking about "can you hold his baby so we can take a photo" like the absolute disrespect to hayden.... which shane, of course, finds hilarious.

ilya is going to spend his entire life making hayden insane and i love that for him! he deserves a little bullying, as a treat!

in the most loving, enthusiastic way..... freak

i would say "shane hollander can you fight" but i've already seen that he turns into an angry kitten when ilya is involved and i would lose because i would just start cooing over him and immediately forget why i wanted to fight him in the first place [bc i am in love with ilya rozanov]

anyway omega shane hollander is canon

‘Heated Rivalry’ has been renewed for Season 2. (deadline.com/2025/12/heated…)

idk what ilya rozanov does to me but my asexual ass was staring at his happy trail basically the entire episode

you know hayden had a mini heart attack when shane asked if he wanted to get him pregnant, you know he started having the most INSANE thoughts in that moment surrounded by the fish

i am clinging to andrew minyard and ilya rozanov and neil josten and shane hollander and—

i haven't been this hyperfocused on an interest in awhile and of course it's an interest i do not share with any of the friends i made through or forced to get into kpop

defending hudson on the internet isn't enough i want to give him a gun

BTW I currently have cool hair

I really wish my friends were into heated rivalry bc I have so much I want to talk about and no one to talk TO

i'm mad people have found hudson's gf both bc that's annoying and stalkery and also the reason i am NOT a stalker is bc i don't want to know bc in my head that's MY man??????

i really do need everyone to get 10x cooler about rpf before they ruin hudcon and then i have to go on a rampage

I think they should kiss

people trying to actually figure out hudcon's sexualities and relationship statuses are weak, you already get to see them boning what else do you NEED for your fantasies, use your imagination for God's sake!

it's so funny to me that the like common fwb trope is "fool around but don't kiss because that's too relationshippy" and meanwhile shane and ilya are just... constantly making out

me, pulling up HBO once again while the website begs me to please watch anything else: 🫣🫣🫣

absolutely insane about hudcon

ilya's therapist: you should say some of this to shane ilya: I know I should be saying some of this to shane but I can't figure out how people on the internet: anyway shane is a terrible boyfriend for not knowing exactly what ilya was dealing with and would choose hockey over him ????

i fear hudson's deadpan delivery while he's being a freak gets me every single time

do you think luca haas was dying inside when ilya came up to him after his very first nhl game in nothing but a towel around his waist because—

i'm too autistic, my heated rivalry hyperfixation is looping me back around to previous hyperfixations: check please and all for the game

I very strongly look up to the way Hudson is ready to fight at any moment

ilya rozanov the man you are...

hello I am hyperfixating so... I apologize in advance

i need romance books to get more subtle covers

I could write so many essays about how many people just fully misunderstand Gothic horror and think its trying to say "this thing everyone usually considers bad IS bad actually" when really its usually trying to show that the darkness is in itself alluring

celebrating

the first snow on his birthday, the world is reminding him how special he is 🥺🥺🥺

happy soobin birth to all who celebrate

i know some people are mad about apt getting so many awards and praise but idc it's such a fun song and makes me wanna dance every time

she gave that damn ugly man so many warnings!!!!!!!!!!

open.spotify.com/track/1vrjcP... this song is about mikey way

i got a new laptop which is great but meant i lost my saves for most of my games but that's fine because now i get to experience falling in love with cove holden all over again

since i'm (almost) 30 i am accepting who i am and using reaction gifs/pics without cringe because i have whimsy in my soul