my shit twins. goodnight.

crying remembering this

sorryu for yapping so much i have to talk about something or i feel i might do something unwise nd stupid this is the preferable option believe you me

like stop this is so cute

like how am i getting cuteness aggression for this big fucking guy that chases butterflies and cries and loves asbal so so much and is his best friend. this is just dark nation again

remember when they made asbal say he was in love with me that genuinely was a category 5 event for me. i may not talk much about dqx anymore but just know i live and breathe for that man and his freak beast

remembered asbal just felt a massive wave of nausea and head pain so severe i thouight i was going to die

ashley dqx really is so unique to me bc hes one of the few sunshine characters i can genuinely rock with because they just went so fucking crazy talking about the absolute horror being a hero is. like the beginnings of that storied history are absolutely fucking foul

no. my trauma stays in the drafts this isnt about all of that this is about fictional characters.

i think if i put a list of my fav characters the evidence would be too damning. ignore that ive done this before. me when a character with parental issues walks in: hi. Hi.

my emotional support evil aura

i simply have to sit and smile

i did rock with dafia i really love her

throwing up realizing little to no more tseng at all

i wish i still had the paper crane to remind me of the consequences of going too ballistic my load bearing paper crane is no more

they put ham n cheese sandwich in him

my case manager called me earlier today and i thought at the start that when they said "she will call you in a bit" it meant that i would be getting an actual appointment like next week or something. maybe i should have fought harder. because now my appointment isnt for 45 days

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they didnt manufacture a romantic interest for rufus because they knew if they did itd be the most embarrassing shit known to man

my tummy hurts

girl i think the anniversary of a torment is approaching

girl there really is something about a song being unable to be viewed outside the lens of the mental hospital. remembering during rec time theyd pass the remote around and id put heavens prayer from dq9 on. every single time. becuase they made me assert myself

im gonna throw up

save me from my torment

does anyone remember the time i got drunk and watched advent children

this shit always makes my heart hurt why am i rufus shinra

🥺

get in here. NOW loud thunder sound effect

STOP FUCKING TRYING TO SHILL THIS VIDEO TO ME IM NOT GOING TO WATCH IT

is anyone else just tired of it all like. pack it the fuck up

Cloud just like me fr

why does it always surprise me so much that people actually do enjoy me as a person. for the most part im really normal but something about seeing proof of that shit catches me off guard. what do you mean you like me

Everything ever is giving me such severe deja vu for weeks now why does everything seem so familiar. Why. I do mean literally everything bro. Not even the repetitive shit but the "new" shit too. Did i enter some alternate timeline

worried abt this 4 day weekend bc im scared its gonna make me want to fucking quit my job but i will be strong

i need to stop thinking about irl shit at 3 am like genuinely what am i even supposed to do about all that right now

girl i checked my email and it said i had a message from health n human services im like oh thank god and i look and its a fucking big ass message saying i dont qualify for medicaid. i havent applied for medicaid in 6 months. what the fuck are you yapping about

update on my therapist situation. the therapist emailed me last friday. i responded in literally 1 minute even while at work. and i have heard literally fucking nothing else

why is my paycheck hitting an entire day early

i just remembered v8 is coming out in like a fucking week oh my god

forgot i have an appointment tomorrow fuck my stupid as shit life man

yall they just put an axe in my back. yupppppp its lodged in there good

oomf coli from 7 years ago i hope youre alive and well and happy i think about you from time to time. find me in my special chamber. where i overcome trial after trial

my brother wont stop talking about private domiciles in my dms

Remembering when my therapist tried to psychoanalyze why I like having long hair so much but in the complete wrong direction. Oh its because its yoir safety blanket and youre hiding your body. Bc of your eating disorder. So close yet so far

Fuck no i have to.log into dqx fuck i want to get the music box